Sunday, February 27, 2011

朋友,帮我一个小忙。。=)

烦恼来料咯

以前一直想的东西,以为算算去就不用紧料。
现在叻,就开始烦恼料。

以前,就有打算拿读心理学这一科目的。
但是,好像很什么这样。
不懂,不会解释。
人家的眼光?不是。
以后没有工作?也许。
没有人读?对咯

其实,真的不大去想料的。
但是,我知道一向来都有人说我的社交技能是不错的。
我有着我的 Social skill,我可以发挥得很好一下下的。
然而叻,老师也说我有着这样的本领。
加上,也有朋友说我不错。
问料很多人的意见。

有这样的本领就不应该别浪费嘛?
读不读好?

我一直说读商业科,但是,我对商业的兴趣还不是这样子罢了?
不是很喜欢,但是,这么多的东西里面,兴趣是比较多咯。

商业做东西是跟规矩的。
我是一个规矩的人,要我跟可以的。

也许要领导能力,
这一样,我有没有?我不清楚。
但是,我觉得我有?好不好,我不懂。

然而,我也喜欢一直跟人家沟通。
就像一直安慰人家啊,和人家讲心事啊。
帮忙人家解决问题啊。
这一点我很喜欢的叻,因为当帮忙到人家解决问题,心事的时候。
那种感觉,自己好像很厉害这样。哈哈。Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...~
一句的谢谢就很棒满足料。

就是那些心理的东西咯。
辅导人家啊,安慰啊,什么又什么的。
读人家的思想?看人家的动作?哈哈。
好像很恐怖酱。
但是,我又兴趣叻。TT

怎样?怎样?
这个时候才来想这个问题,迟到很迟料。

废物!
也许这样?

正科修商业,副科修心理?

两样都拿?好吗??

意见,意见。
谢谢。
我人生的重要选择。

Saturday, February 26, 2011

团员们的泪,你们的成长。=)

27/2/2011

Haizzzzzzzz...~
错过了乐团里最好看,最经典,就感动人心的一幕。
大家一起哭。=]
真浪费,而且入场免费的叻。

呵呵呵呵,
这并不是一件坏事,反而来说是一件好事。
乐团的光荣,乐团的成长。

大家女生一起哭?
比赛看谁哭得久,哭得多。
看谁是哭包。

你会流泪,因为你有感情,
你曾经付出,曾经努力,曾经的打拼。

还有的是,至少我看见了你们的成长,你们正在学习,正在努力。
不放弃自己。

辛苦这是当然的辛苦。
乐团让多少为团员流泪了??
从以前的校友,到如今的团员们。

每一位的辛苦,泪水,努力。
这一切就是我们华乐需要的。

比赛,成绩难道真的能骗到自己说不重要吗?
这一件事情大家自己心里知道,明白。

比赛当天不是最重要的,不是最享受的。
最享受,最幸福的是我们一起练习的时间。

一起的练习,一起玩笑,一起哭,一起流泪,
一起生气,一起悲哀,一起快乐,一起兴奋,
一起被骂,一起被称赞,一起玩着一首歌,一起坐在位子上奏乐。

这种感受,唯有参与乐团才会有的事情发生。
不是玩音乐的人,他们不懂我们玩音乐人的快乐,我们的辛苦。

我们辛苦的练习,为的是什么?

为的是大家一起合奏。
合奏少了一种乐器都不可以,少了一个人都不可以。

为的是比赛,乐团的名誉。
讲过了,得奖与否是大家的事情,并非一个人的事情,乐团的名誉是大家的。

为的是自己。
打拼了,自己的进步,自己的成就。

辛苦是辛苦,但是,
我们放下一点点,看开一点点,
我们是在 [苦中作乐]。=]

苦中作乐,
辛苦之余,我们还是有快乐享受的事情发生。

记得吗?
当你们拉/弹/吹/打 错音的时候,那种恶心的感觉?哈哈
当唢呐走音了,那种恐怖的感觉?呵呵。
[风],每次二胡进来时,那种不知道什么的什么感觉。

可真的是毛毛都会肃立了起来。
大家都忍不住笑了。

想一想,坐在里面合作时,
看着赖生可爱的样子。
有时生气,有时伤心,失望,
有时开心,快乐,
有时他还敢装出那 [可爱]的一副脸给我们看。

被他骂?被他讲?
一起开玩笑?
他又在忍不住了,借了笛子吹,拿了二胡拉。

每次赖生只练一个声部的时候,最闷料。
我们其他声部就讲话个不停。
赖生声音来了。
“那几个还在讲话,我叫他们下去跑。“

呵呵,所以说我们还是会怕怕的。
[可爱]得来有点恐怖。

练习了,合奏了,
又烦恼了,
什么乐器不好,什么乐器不够,什么组别比较差。
所有一切,都是团员们的烦恼。

当然,身为主席的,烦恼反而是几十倍,几千倍。
我个人,
乐室管理,
身为过副财政,
参加过 KL 天后宫全国赛,
主席之位时,我一个人挺到完,
州级赛。

说真的,有什么压力我没有面对过?
如今的团员要上什么纪委,可以容易的就上。
我们以前呢,不打拼多一点都不行。
我啊,辛苦了多少才是个主席?

所以呢,我能明白每一位团员的辛苦压力就是因为这样。
你们的压力,我都经历过了。

主席的压力,在比赛来说是更加的大。

团员们,记得我这疯的前任主席吗?
州级赛时,我怎样了?我怎么了?

那时候的我。。。。
[心里知道就好,呵呵]
[尤其是2010年的新生们。。。。你们真的。。。。。。。。。]

主席之位,不只面临乐团的问题,乐器的问题。
重要的是,一位好主席,要的是给团员们信心。
给团员们开心,快乐,享受,信心,笑容。
自己压力,自己的事,永远不可以烦恼到团员们。

不多说了,团员们也应该明白了主席的压力吧。

我就因为经历过了许多的压力,
想透了,所以我不会那么压力的去面对赛事。

我只知道,
音乐,我玩我会玩的东西,
我奏我会奏的东西,
音乐就是拿来享受的。

而不是给我们压力的,音乐是解放我们的压力的。
所以,记得,别侮辱了音乐,别浪费了音乐。

音乐就是拿来享受用的。=]

学音乐的小孩不会坏,
我们都是。。。?

[音乐小子]

所以应该学会明白音乐所带来的意识,道理,故事。
而不是就坐在那儿奏罢了。

记得,音乐玩的是感情所在。
不是技巧。=)

别人说什么,别人的意见,
我们听不听??

我告诉你,
我们听,不管是不是对的没有,我们都听。
但是,我们自己应该学会分哪一种是应该学习的,哪一种是不应该学习。
反而应该感谢那些骂我们的人,我们谢谢他们。
因为他们,我们学习,我们成长。
他们乱骂也好,认真的对骂也好,都是因为关心吧?

重要的是,自己知道他们骂人的东西是对还是错。
笑吧,朋友们。

你们会哭,应该你们重视这一场的比赛,重视自己。
你们至少会听他们对你们自己的意见,好过当耳边风。

乐团是不会放弃你们的,你们也别放弃自己。
跌倒了,痛过了,哭过了,就是时候振作了。
一起爬起来,努力过,打拼过。
我们是属于同一个乐团的,我们是大家的,大家是我们的。
没有你我之分,没有楚河两岸。=]

乐团不就只是我们的乐团,华乐师属于我们华人的根,我们华人的种。
华人的历史,就应该由我们华人去接受传教下去。
这也是我们华乐光荣的地方。
辛苦我们比其他人辛苦,开心快乐我们比其他人多很多倍。

乐团的成长,是你们的陪伴。
跌倒了,我们会扶你起来,拍一拍屁股,肮脏的地方扫一扫。
我们一起再出发,跌倒多少次无所谓。
重要的是学习爬起来,再出发。
久了,我们不需要扶你了,自己都会爬了起来。

乐团不是爱情或者什么的地方。
要哭一起哭,不可以自私,我们一起的眼泪。
不想爱情,得自己承受到完。

要笑一起笑,要疯一起疯,一定要伟大,大家一起分享。
不想爱情,伟大不到,不可以分享。=]

乐团有的是人,没有的是鬼。
我们就是你一起打战的伙伴,
哭了我们帮你擦干,笑了我们不要停止。

你们的泪水,证明你们的长大。乐团需要的就是你们。
重要的是,不可以放弃,不可以气馁,不可以认输。

我们坚持的原因?
因为我们不选择放弃。

乐团不会放弃任何人,你们更加不可以放弃自己。

Remember some thing.
We're human, every time learning we also learn from nothing.

我们都是从零开始的,如今的你们就是一天一天的进步了。

同一个乐团,同一个梦想。
我们的泪水,我们的疯狂。
用记在心。

乐团的团员们,就是我的宝贝。
我重视的是团员,你们的泪水,我的心很难受的。TT

别哭了嘛,好不?
哭了找我,我给你们笑容。

I'm really worry about you guy. =')

来,读我文章的人,我们来个小小的约定,答应我,
我们一起练好 [风],一起做位 [疯] 人。
我们一起打拼入全国赛,我们一起坐在那儿的椅子上合奏比赛。
我们一起拿奖,我们一起疯狂,我们一起庆功宴!=]

我们的约定,好不?
需要的你的答案。=')

我情爱的宝贝们,
爱的华乐团,

XX XXX XXXX XX !

(看到了这里,就给你们自己一个鼓励的掌声。心里告诉你自己,你是最棒的,你行的!)

(2010年新生的东西,要问,就问我。我会告诉的。)

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

T^T

24/2/2011 - 2

Tired to do undang test by pc few thousand time.
Never pass tiok 1 time.
Walaoo aaaaaaa.
Knsai sai sai sai sai. T^T

If i like that go take test.
Surely fail and re-test need money d lerh. =[

Luckily i just trying at home to do.
But too bad larh.
Tot that undang is easy to get pass ?

How come i do million, billion, zillion of time also FAIL ?!
What the ............

Some question book bo d lorh.
I keep repeat to do liao the question ka come out de ?!

The more i do, the more different question i facing.
How can arh. =[

T^T

-.-

24/2/2011

Yesterday went to Queensbay for Toilet Concept.
Bei Bei treating me and xuan eat.
Cause 22/2/2011 her birthday.
So yesterday she treating us.
Thanks darling so much. =)

We 3 really really very long never gathering together already.
Just only we 3 larh uh.
Miss you guy much.
When only will be the next time ?
I wonder. =')

After eat ko go walk walk and see see lorh.
So 8pm balik rumah. xD

Thanks mum for waiting and fetching again.
So sorry...

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Today 24/2 school cross country race.
So early nia ko this activity liao.
Still remember 2010 year is do at June or July like that de.

Hahahaha...~
So miss this activity larh actually.

When im Form3 and Form4.
I joined Jie, Sarah their group.
All bigger and OLDER than me de. xD
So im the smaller and younger there. xP
So, of coz surely i kena especially care by them.

I love to join with Jie and Sarah their group cause all bigger than me.
Just like all my jie jie aneh.
Kena jaga dengan baik-baik punnya.
And also can really gossip lot of things. xD

Every year this activity also same larh.
Just use walk.
Slowly slowly slowly and slowly walk...~
Enjoy the activity and enjoy the view at there. xD

Hmm, Enjoy the house there.
Its quite nice and beautiful larh actually.
Hahahaha.
Every time pass by also perli friend this and that. xD

Liao hor, Chung hwa tradisional activity i think ?
After this cross country race hor, surely lot of student going to Gurney walk punnya.
Hehehehe. Sure i know, cause i clever, but im not the one who going. (><)
Gurney this day can earn lot of money from chung hwa student.
Hahaha. All go give Gurney money.
Some sit bus go, some walk go, some fly ? xD
I rather to choose walk go.
Cause can walk togother with friend, this also a exp and memory of us.

And now i remember that me 2010 d this activity.
Cause jie all graduated liao.
My friend all also separated liao. =(
So i joined some one that now im not talking with it. (><)

Cause E leg got problem, and im sick that time.
I join E to walk together.
But nowadays we're not talking with each other any more. -.-

Why like this ?
Why like that ?

Ok, Fine.
I don't trying to say any more about this. =)
Cut off it. xD

Good luck the lucky draw and enjoy the activity lorh guy !

=]

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Some time, some thing.
Im still waiting for .... ?

/.\

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

真糟糕

23/2/2011

最近的心情真的没有好到哪里去的。
就一直担心着成绩的问题罢了。

真的很担心,担心,担心,担心。
吃不下,睡不安。 =[

就算这里和朋友玩玩,开玩笑的。
开心快乐的之后,
心情又回来了,总是快乐不料。

怕怕怕怕怕,
真的是很怕。

希望不会哭咯。
哈哈哈。

天啊~~~
神啊~~~
救救我吧~~

好了,再这里求是笨蛋,无用的!
做人就应该实际一点。
要就去庙里真真的拜。

呵呵呵呵。
处事风格要不一样些么。
老娘有老娘的风格。x)

人有人个性,风格。
别跟风。

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Ok.
My undang lerh hor.
I study finish liao.
But lerh hor, i haven't go take my test yet ko.
Cause lerh hor, i not really got confident ko.
Why lerh hor, cause i at home do de lerh hor, only correct 41 question lerh hor, need 42 only can pass lerh hor.
So lerh hor, i need lerh hor, do more and read more to get my pass there.
If not lerh hor, i need retest lerh hor, need pay money again d lerh hor.
So no idea lerh hor, must gambateh study my undang lerh hor ka go test liao lorh lerh hor. xD

SPM result hor,
Now me hor,
Is got a little bit think open liao hor.
But hor, few day more hor.
My bad mood sure come back d hor.
So, i really need friend in the moment hor.
Help hor~
Please hor~

Any thing else uh ?
Bo liao uh ?
Ok uh ?

Bye bye lorh. =)

Monday, February 21, 2011

Nervous.... =(

22/2/2011

Ok.
Happy Birthday to Darling Bei Bei 1st.
18 liao hor. Big girl liao.
Po Po Cui liao.
6 or 7 years more to go can marry liao. xD

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Yesterday outing to Queensbay with Ho pek and Xuan jie.
So I not really got thing to say any more larh.
Want ko go my facebook profile see picture can liao.

All taken by me ! xD
Pro photograper ?
Hahahaha.
Ok larh. Just a joke there.
But i feel i really like to take pic actually.
Since last time i keep taking non stop and ytd keep catch and angle.
Is quite nice to take pic.
Having lot of fun there.

Hmm.
And also yesterday watched YoGi Bear.
Its 3D movie.
Quite funny larh. Hahaha.
But not really got meaning.
Meaningless.

So....
Any thing else ?
I think no d hor ?

Actually i not really in mood right now.
Cause my mind keep remind me result of SPM non stop.

Last week till now.
Keep hearing that date of SPM result changing non stop.
Just like getting early and early.

Seriously, getting early not what bad thing also.
Just myself not really can accept with that.

This few day keep worry about that. =(
I knew that after get result sure lot of people asking non stop.

But, here i say and i remind u guy.
Better dont come and ask me.
I wont be telling to any more. =(

I really totally lost and dint have any confident on it.
What i said i remember.
Seriously i tired my best to do every thing in exam.
But how the result show i really dont know.
I quite scared of it.

Especially BM !
I really hope i can get a pass there enough.
Cause i feel like my BM really is some thing wrong some where larh.
Bull shyt. Sakit kepala. =(((

SPM result fail but non mean that i fail my life.
Yea. This of coz i know.
But problem is, every person asking that how was ur result ?
This that pressure. =(

So, seriously if u read my blog here.
Please dont trying to ask me what my SPM result.
This a pressure for me too. =[

Long time liao.
Im better fine that time only ask me never mind.
Dont at the time SMS me. Facebook me.
Whatever thing me.
I will be ki siao and jump. (><)

A big pressure.
Think of that.
After i get i surely get scold from my mum and my bro.
Myself also wont happy till go where right ?
Myself also will keep thinking negative right ?
So ......

And then friend asking non stop again ?
What the feeling if i really get bad result and facing this type problem all ?

Really is ...........

Nowadays my relationship with mum not really good.
Keep arguing.
Did u think after i get my SPM result she will fine it with me ?
I dont think so.
She just will put horse come over me here.

Scolding for few day ?
1 week ?
Few week ?
Ok. Its quite scary.
I really dont imaging of it.

I swear.
I really did my well in my examination larh. =[
I know i regret was too late by now.
(Actually i regret long time ago. -.-)

May the god bless me ???
Hope so.
Just 1 subject larh ok ?
BM.
Bm pass every thing ok.
Pleaseee...... =((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Nowadays my mood keep nervous, scare .....
ARGH ~~~~
Think tiok BM nia i ko ..............

Duiiiiiiiiiii...~ T^T

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Facebook

Facebook 来来去去就是有着那么多的 Page 可以让我们 Like。
Facebook 就是有着那么多的文章可以让我们读。

可以,
怎么来来去去的东西都一样的。

不是爱情,就是友情。
不是这个,就是那个。

永远读不完的。

爱情,友情,亲情。
这些的知识都是得亲身体验,去学,去领悟才对的吧。

有时候文章读太多也不一定有帮助。
就只让我们明白些东西。
读多了,不会做人。
还不是一样是个不及格的人。

用[心]做人就重要嘛。

所以呢,
我来来去去都读着一样的东西。
真的是闷了。

看透了咯。。。~

就连星座的东西我也看到闷了。
性格,什么,什么,又什么的。
真的还不是一样咯。
为人好,就什么都好。

Facebook没东西好做了。 (><)

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Just nothing.

20/2/2011

Hmm.
Seem like Fed gonna ending already. =[
My 2011 year's i wasted 2 month for time and i really like did nothing at all.

I told myself what should i do.
But i haven't did it well. =(

So, I think i should do some thing to focus and force myself.
If not really have no time to did it well.

Hmm.
This thing happen only myself will know what to do.
Others cant help me.

Just support me larh k ?
Friend support is needed.

Thanks friend. =)

Friday, February 18, 2011

华文篇

19/2/2011

今天的心情,
只想用华文来表达。
突然的一种新奇心情,呵呵。
所以,对那些华文较差的童鞋就不好意识咯。

昨天忘记写发生了什么事情,
所以今天补回。
因为那是一件好事情,感觉开心的事情。
当然的,好事情就得分享。
老娘为人的宗旨,呵呵。

分享是开心的。
大家快乐,我快乐。
大家一起笑,我也笑。
欢乐属于大家的嘛,没有自私的存在。=)

刚刚过的星期四呢,我回校找了华乐团的前任顾问老师,连老师。
因为星期三的时候,他发了一封的信息给我。
我收到时,真的很意外一下下的咯。哈哈哈
百年难得一次老师信息我耶。
内容是说,“你好,如明天到校,请找我拿回证书。“

所以脑海里的第一印象就是2008年的全国赛证书了。
哈哈哈哈哈,那种心情,你们应该明白吧?
多年的证书,如今到手,简直是。。。。可以飞上天了。

但是呢,其实我看见信息时,
另外一种想法是,有没有可能是因为看见了我在面子书写的一些东西了,
所以他才想到要换回我的呢??
还在面子书和朋友们写了一些些的坏话呢。
怕怕的,惨咯。

不懂怎样,那知,晚上的时候,团员告诉我,
他们开会的时候讨论到了关于证书的事件,
所以应该是主席前往老师那儿讲起这件事情的。
所以晚上时我才安了个心,安心。
至少不是看见我写的东西吧。
呵呵呵,但是,老实说,我还有着另一种想法就是说。
我敢做,我就敢当得起咯。

怕什么的?
我已经是校友了,没有怕的啦。
哈哈,一下子有着好几个念头,真是的。

所以呢,星期四时,
我就回校那证书了。
前往办公室了,叫了一声老师后。。。。。。。

他,他,他。。。。
竟然。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
(我的天啊,大事情了吗?)

竟然叫我拿别人老师的椅子坐在他的旁边讲话!!!
我的第一次叻,坐他旁边讲话。
以前都是被罚似的,都站着的。
老实话,我宁可站着咯。
怕到,幸亏没有怕到漏尿的,哈哈哈哈~

然后噢,我让你猜也猜不到的事情发生了。
想也想不到的事情发生了。
猜猜看吧??
哈哈哈。。。。

老师吃错药了??
我怕了。

他一直拼了他的老命向我道歉!!!!
这里道歉,那儿抱歉。
至少向我讲了十次的 [对不起] 。

我的天啊喂。。。~
一位老师整天向你说这种话,你会怎样????
我的反应, “噢噢,呵呵,不用紧啦,呵呵,哦哦。” -.-
什么死鬼反应啊,我也不懂的。

一直对我说 对不起,老师的错。
呵呵呵,终于知道我的好了么??
我这前人主席的好,你终于看见了哦??
哈哈哈哈~~~~
当然,这是一件好事情,开心啦。

(要知道详情??来问我,我不介意,好事情就是的分享。哈哈哈哈哈)

所以呢,我就拿回了我的证书。
得到了,接受了,老师对我的道歉。
谢谢您,感恩。
对不起,感恩。
你怎样说也是我的老师也。。。

所以呢,心情好的一个星期四。
老妈也替我开心的呢。哈哈哈哈

对了,我看见了新的顾问老师的尽责,很好的一位新老师。
有空和你过一过招看看,得看清你的真人面目。xD

好了,这是星期四的事情。
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昨天啊,昨天。
我的妈妈啊喂。。。~~~~~~~

打想回去听一听乐团的《风〉练习到怎样了,
结果是怎样,我不发言在这儿。
失望二字有的用上。

团员们的邀请,赖生的要求,
所以,我决定了回去帮忙了吧。
我的阮家族可以死了,不用听,只用看。
我失望到底!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

可恶 !!!
幸好我不是主席了,不然的话。。。
呵呵呵呵。
毕竟我有了经验嘛。
一定用老娘的 Machine Gun 跟你们团员拼过。

讲讲讲,骂骂骂。
但是,也许团员们不明白全国赛的意识吧?
不了解全国赛的重要性吧?
所以都没有那种精来练习的。

以前的我们,为了前往吉隆坡全国赛,
还得特地举办音乐会凑钱的。
所以那种的辛苦法,真的很辛苦。
都是有血,有汗,有泪的经历。

如今在槟城举办罢了,所以金钱不是问题。
也许这样吧,团员们的心很散,一盘散沙。

全国赛就是整个马来西亚都可以参与的比赛。
到时候,那些很厉害的吉华啦,日新啦,恒毅啦。
吉隆坡的厉害,厉害的都会前来参与的。

中二的宝贝们,
你们是我最看得起的希望,
但是,你们给了我很大的失望。

加油好吗??

算了,我是校友 !!
记得,我是校友。
别管太多。
团员不一定需要你的帮忙的。

这 part ~~ 我不讲。

讲我自己,
好衰不衰的,回去乐团了胃痛?盲肠痛??
不知道什么痛。
就只是知道一个痛,那就是〉〉〉〉〉〉〉很痛 !!!!

合奏到一半的时候,应该是三点多了。
突然间的很痛到要老娘的老命似。

一直忍咯,以为可以忍到老妈来载我,
快点回家休息还是什么的,或者去看医生。

哪知下午班要放学了她才了,早了一步,不然塞车更加死。
忍忍忍忍忍忍。。。。。。。
冷汗都冒了出来,我的手还发抖的呢。

真要命,妖岁的呢~~~ T^T

结果,医生什么都不看的。
回家还在痛,一直就在那忍。
冷汗一直冒。。

足足有四,五个小时的。
我的忍力好不错对吧???
哈哈哈。

睡了一觉,
如今好点了,只不过有点稍微的痛痛的。

感谢团员们的关心,
大家都想一家人咯。
哈哈哈哈哈,
喜欢这种感觉。
大家的担心,关心。
华乐永远是我家。^.^

以前也一样,那时乐器的问题。
大家都很关心的。

感恩不敬。 =)


Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Big holy shyt !!!

17/2/2011

Ok.
A big big big big news there.
Also a big holy shyt there.

Keep heard that SPM result date will be change to early.

Already get for few date out there.

21/2/2011
28/2/2011
14/3/2011

So, actually is which day lerh ?
Of coz i dont hope is Fed but is March.
Totally dint get ready the mood and heart to get it yet.

Will Heart attack one lerh.
Can die people one lerh.
I can jump one lerh.
Siao siao meh.
Dont play play.

Just now morning just recieved a msg from friend.
He say heard radio say SPM will out when 21/2/2011.
Thats mean next monday only lerh.

Next money not STPM result arh ?
How come will be SPM ?

Hear wrong ?
But his friend also heard that.
Really change date liao ?

Iissshhhh...~
I really cant accept the true.
Its scary larh. T_T

I said i really try my best to do my best in my exam.
But too bad for my BM, melay.
Thats suck.
I feel my BM like some where wrong some thing, some thing wrong some where.
Really is ...............
HAIZZZZZZZ.
I dont hope my BM get what result.
Just hope can a PASS there. T^T

And few subject also.
Math arh math !!!
Totally dint have enough time to do also !!!!!!!
Ting tong tiang a lot. T^T

Account arh account !!!
Totally is you know me, i dont know you lerh !!!!!!!
Not only me.
My friend pro de also dont know do liao. =((((

Other's ..............................
I dont know.
Not really got eye to see and no mouth to say also.

Well, of coz Chemistry and Physics is not important for me.
Sejarah ko ka mian say liao.
Chinese and English ........ May god bless me.
Add math giving up. =[ But i tried my best while examination.
Moral !!! I did my best liao de lorh. But also .................. The question siao la la one....~ T^T

Important for me should be that 3 subject only.
BM, Math and Account.

BM BM BM BM BM
MATH MATH MATH MATH MATH !!!

Actually, seriously,
I regret on my math learning. =[

Ok. Fine it.
Forgot it.

SPM not my life.
I fail my SPM wont fail my life.
My life in my hand !
Result cant make me die, but its making me suffer.... -.-

Why this world must got exam this thing lerh ?
Why Msia got SPM this thing lerh ?


OK
FINE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

End this now.
I have a lot of thing to worry yet.

My undang, my car, my trip, college, my mobey, my oks, my friend.
Every thing in my life !!!!!!

OMGODNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Any one ?

十二星座&心理测验

我爱我的星座

非主流

愛、文章

Μακιγδ Fujii 藤井真清

O('﹏')o 喜び時間 o(' 3 ')o ZeRozErOkEnG o('﹃')o

↪我会吃醋(>.<)当我看见你和其他男/女生有说有笑↩

CoNsの搞笑短片 music 图片と星座 栋笃笑 经典爱情语录


上 Facebook 来来去去就这几面,有没有好介绍 ???

Monday, February 14, 2011

Just for you.

15/2/2011

Janice Yeap Lih Ching !!!
My beloved friend.

Today is your date fly go Japan already.
Our last meet is the day we gamble at Ah Siang house.
T_T

Seriously,
I miss you so much larh friend.

Since we know each other also the 5th years already.
And last time Form5 we also chat quite a lot thing already.

Every thing secret also ex-change already.
So, now i'm really wishing you a good journey and a good life at Japan there.

Remember what i tell you ?
I said, last time i very HATE you and DISLIKE you one !
xDDD
Hahahahahaha...~
But the end now, we are good friend to each other already.

Out pattern all same d larh.
Lai lai ki ki ko is aneh liao eh.
Learn you guy say,
1 road come de.
xPPP

Friend ko is must get argue, happiness, sadness, crazy together.
Every thing only called as friend what.
=)

A friendship full with memory is nice for us.
Remember Form5, after finish our examination.
We went to Neway.
Sing song till cry some one.

Seriously, some time i still will scare you d lerh.
Just like my dai ka jie aneh.
Hahahaa..~~
So small but so fierce.
That's why i must keep perli you non stop !!!
Cannot let you keep bully.
Hahaha.

Well, i still remember how the way you eat laksa.
Every Wed must buy school laksa and add 1 egg inside.
And then make it break.
LOLZ...~~
A special way to enjoy your laksa. xD

Still remember your laugh voice.
So YAM JIN !!! xD
Really gonna slap lu lok ki erh. xD

And also when you argue with people.
Wooo...~~
Siao la la~~
Who dare to fight with you one really is geng.

Every time treat us eat Japan sweet.
Really thanks much.
Every thing we did it in Form4 and Form5.

Our friend memory. =]

Now you fly go Japan liao.
Cant meet liao. T^T
Less contact liao. T_T !!!
Really will miss you.

Janice,
Take care yourself well there.
Learn to be more LADY !!
And then kao a Japan zai come back let us see. =PP

Hopefully you'll back to Msia visit us if can.

Janice !
Love you ! (><)

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Hmm... o_o ?

14/2/2011

Today is valentines day.
So any special ?
No, nothing special.
Just a normal day for me and those single. =)

Don't keep think single not good or what.
Next time married already wanna to be single 1 min's also can't liao luu...~
Some more once married forever double.
Now single also single 2x year's gua ?
Hahaha...~
Think positive way.
Single is better than double some time.

Hmm.
Went back to www.myhuayue.info see back last time post.
So crazy and funny there.
We making joke there, discuss about oks thing there, play there.
Quite a good memory.
But now there for chung hwa confucion is dying.

So i trying to save it back from now.
Since they don't pass me the high post there.
I also can't do any thing.
Their problem.
I tried my best to do every thing for oks.

But then oks keep let me disappointed so much.
Well, is some oks member.
Senior mostly. =)

Back oks to see their hao lian face ?
Try to teach them let them learn but face black like black pepper aneh.
How pressure am i ?
What feeling am i ?
What should i do ?
What respond should i give back ?

So, now think open liao.
Oks not what big deal for me any more.
I went back to oks just for visit friend, visit every one there.
And visit my mother oks.

Not for whose.
Just for myself.
=)

Ermm....
Ya.
Nowadays i quite scare about SPM result and also my undang. ='(

Trouble thing there.
SHYT...~

May god bless me...

Old ? Mature ? Big ?

13/2/2011

Just facebook seeing back all the last time photo, pic.
Hmm, it's a good memory for me.

Every one of you guy.
Especially last year 2010 oks new member.

Maybe cause they all is the year in my hand.
I'm the president that time, and every time is in charge by me.
So i feel so proud of them.

Especially they went for the competition.
Really thanks to every one those from 2010 new come in member.

All my sun, daughter. /.\
Actually, this i had said a lot of time's also d.

I really thanks them so much.
Feel proud of them so much.
Love them every one so much.
Really did it well for me.

Really touching.
Just a new member and facing competition.
Well done.

High school life.
Keep thinking it non stop.
Form 1, 2, 3, 4 and Form5.

Every year having a big change.
Facing a lot of problem and friend.

Look back last time pic.
We all so gina, do all siao siao d thing.
Ya lorh, this is human life mar.
That time so young don't want to know.
Ah bo need wait till old liao ka do meh ?
Old liao also bo lat to do liao larh. Hahahaha

Memorable memory~~

=')

庙会。。

去是没有去啦

以前就去过一次
表演华乐的一次

死都不会忘记的
穿旗袍的呢
爽到~~~~~~
很好的经验。 ^.^v
哈哈哈 /.\
想念雪莉她们一起的日子叻
=x

今年的好想很热闹叻
有点后悔不去。

算了。
庙会,明年一定要去了。(><)
呵呵呵

Unlucky day ? -.-

Tonight, now, ya, right now

I so rare can online by using pc since 5pm like this till now 930pm liao.
Actually im gonna try to using pc do my undang disc.

But lerh, am i unlucky uh ??
I put in disc liao i cant found out the thing lerh.
Click lai click ki also bo de.
Think to wait the some one come back home and ask.

But let wait till now also bo balik ko.
Just now facebook also asked 2 kor liao.
He also not sure know why.

Duiiiiiii...~
So lucky can online with using pc at night time and think to do de.
Now, I rather to take my time study book d can liao.
But all people say do disc d can liao eh.
And just memories some.

What larh !!
Just a undang nia mar.
Also 难到 me ?

NO WAY !!!
Me SPM also take before liao.
Undang sup sup larh !!!

Gambateh ! =]

Oh yea.
Say tiok SPM.

1 more month of time only.....
Result .....
Walao.
Since Jan i scare till now i still scare ko.
What larh...

=((

When take result liao ...
Sure .......

Ok ok.
Dont think too much 1st. TT

Relax self mind thinking....
Relax relax....~~~~

What should i do ???

13/2/2010

Godness.
Two week ago, i went for my undang krusus.
And now i haven't study my undang. =[

I have no heart to study at all.

Lazy study this suck thing.
Keep hear people say so easy aneh.
Like no need read de.
But i know that some thing is need to memories one.

Any way, all just a reason for me.
Lie-ing self.
='[

Wanna faster drive ko faster read !!!!
Issshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!

Come on !
Take rotan hit me better. T___T

Punishment on me is needed. xDDD
I too naughty liao. T_T

HELP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

与华乐不解之缘

这个题目,
暂时不再这儿写,
等我慢慢的写完了,
才post这儿吧。

会很长。。。

要就读,
不就罢。

我的 blog ,
我爽。

x]

Friday, February 11, 2011

UNDANG !!!

Me me me me meeeee

My my my my myyyyyy

undang dang dang dang dannnnnnnnnng

Havent read finish. =S

No eye see. /.\

While i do undang question, i feel totally no logic one ?
So how to using commen sense arh uh ? =[

No confident to get test yet.
Must keep on study non stop. x]

Gambateh !!!

Then go hear car d agn
Liao practical practical.

And then................
Hehehehehe.~~~~

FLY. xD

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Steam

11/2/2011

Ok.
Yesterday went back to oks.
Cause my mummy asked me to go back.
So i be guai luii go back visit oks lorh.

First to do still the same.
Visit my lovely teacher first.
Hehehehe. Cause having some problem to be solve also.

Thanks those teacher and so sorry. /.\
I never know that have problem out there.
So sorry.

And my last time Form5 form teacher was so good.
I keep talking with her.
And i forgot to wishing her happy new year.
So i just wishing her happy new year lorh.
Mana tau she give me a angpao.
Woahh ~?! /.\
Get shock seriously, not expect to get a angpao from her also. =x

Si guii teacher de.
Say me wanna angpao so wish or what.
But seriously i'm just wanna to wishing teacher happy new year larh.
Not what also. T^T
And teacher say, no people go back school for visit them also d.
Just me this one free till free free d keep going back nia.
So give me also lorh. =S
Hehehe. Paiseh liao. xD

Teacher really is teacher larh hor ?
Give a angpao also so big size.
RM 11 inside.
Totally is XL size de angpao liao what. xD
THANKS MUCH !!!!

Woo !!
I saw Mr.Lai yesterday.
Long time no see, still the same pattern.
Hahaha. Ko is aneh leng zai. ^_^
Miss Mr.Lai so much. =(
I miss while playing music together with oks so much. =(

Nowadays keep home alone practise so bored.
No feeling. ='(
Sienzzz...~
While all people play together.
The music special got feeling more nice d.
A power from all member cooperate.
Woo.. Good. Nice.

I think i should go out find a oks team and join ?
But i'm not full time d.
I just part time.
I dont think to take oks forever too ?
My standard is noob till like shyt liao.
How to join outside oks team.
They will keep going out performance one.
Jealous nia. T^T
But me also cannot put down my instrument lerh. =[
Put it beside and dont touch.
See liao pun ko lian.

Duiiii.
Once play music, forever also a music player ?
Hehehe.
Wont d larh.
Need time be slowly slowly.

I have no more comment for oks.
Cause i'm just a graduated member.
Say too much useless.
Member don't know how to treasure.
Disappointed to few member.
HIGH post member.

May competition.
I waiting to see you guy whether is smile or cry. =]
I will be smiling always.

Yesterday my sun Ken moody.
His instrument drop down and patah ki.
*ouch*
The feeling pain sia.
Hurt .....
If want just cry out.
Nothing to do about the instrument any more.

I have no idea on this.
Cause last time when my instrument fall down.
I just cry cry cry for 7 days 7 nights.
Shyt shyt shyt.

Some more is like this one,
Like if today is 1/1 , my instrument kena hit 1 time.
I cried hardly, and slowly calm myself thinking and mood.
And then mana tau zhun zhun 1 week of time only.
8/1 again, my instrument ji tao jatuh ki.
*Ouch ouch* !!!!
1 week's 1 time.
How hurt am i ??!!!

What to do ?
1 word = Cry.
Hahaha.
New instrument more.
Few month's only.
More sayang d mar.
So now also like that nia.

So treasure and sayang self instrument.
It's accompany you any time, any where.
Your skill good enough, instrument not good also useless.
Yourself and your instrument must 合一
Then perfect. =]

Treat instrument as your lover.
Sayang it, love it.
It will sayang you back too de.
Help it wash body.
Change cloth, whatever thing.
Dont feel to dislike it.
It also will dislike u back d.

Did u try to hug ur instrument and fall sleep before ?
I try before.
Hahaha. So funny lerh.
xD

Gambateh larh. =]

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

10/2/2011

1 month of time....

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Yesterday night i having my sweet dream.
Dreamed a nice dream for myself.
Hahaha.
If it is really happen then i fa liao ~~~
Syok si song si die si. =x

Oh yea.
Yesterday night went to QB with Ryan.
Watch movie "all well, end well 2011".

Ok ok nia lorh.
Not really can laugh d movie.
Pointless.

Is not bad larh.
Hehehe.
But if wanna see, i feel 'i love hong kong' is better more much. =)

I still wanna in cinema ko !!!
Who is free ??
Let's go !!!
xDDD

This month i in 5 time's already.
Already break me last time whole year record.
Last time 1 year also dont know got so many time bo.
Cause study and every one not free.
Now... ?

Muahahahaha~
Just go it ~~ song~~~

And i buy myself a new purse liao~~
Wee weeee~~~
Got 30% discount.
So only RM97.30
Hahahahahaha~
Happy liao~

ok. Nothing d.
Bye~~

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

=x

9/2/2011

希望过后的失望,
就如正在爬着山去看日出,
正要到了,
那里知道突然间的乌云密布,
整个心情都么有了,
毁灭了。

-.-
什么鬼啦,
这个故事的形容还真差。
无聊死。。
很废话一下下的咯。


失望到了绝望。
没眼睛就是了。

What a lame post are that.
Yesterday my 1st time went to 1st Avenue with xuan and ah ho.
Redbox from 1pm to 4pm.
Hehehehe.
Quite song larh.
Sing and shout quite a lot liao.

All pitch also run till like sai sai aneh liao.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Bored.
Lazy.

Monday, February 7, 2011

Any one ?

Seriously, i never know that did any one come view my blog ?

If you guy saw this post can please leave me a message at my chat box ?

Can me get a know.

My chat box is getting spam by all the blog walker. =[

Any one view my blog ?

Or i every time write my blog also just syok sendiri one ?

A stupid girl keep blogging without any one reading.

A little bit sohai. -.-

Thanks for cooperate. =]

Know my chat box where ?

Come, let me show you.

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Saturday, February 5, 2011

Gamble ? xD

6/2/2010

Later few days i'm still sick hor.
Now is better already friend. =]
Still having cough lorh.
But is better more larh at least.
Start gonna take care well of myself. ^^

New Year mar must New Life.
My new year 1st sick.
Hahaha~
So fast. (><)

Ok larh.
Hmmm.
Oh yea, is about yesterday thing.

Morning went back to grandmum house sit foir 30min's like that only.
Then go 过太岁 le.
So much people.
And it's say this year pang tang to tell my age is 19.
So need to tell say i'm 20 !!!?

What the .....
I really get shock and not relly can accpet that im gonna tell people im 20 lerh.
Starting from 2 alredy !!!
OLD already larh. =((

Luckily never mind.
This is just chinese law xD
I'm follow normal law.
So i'm still 17 by NOW and 18 this year xD

Weee Weeeee~

3.30pm went to Ah Siang house again for gamble. Hahaha.
This thing hor is me this year CNY first time gamble nia.
Last time small time also gamble with cousin.
Now no cousin liao.
Is friend liao. ^.^

There meet janice a while nia she go bowling liao.
Joel also go lorh.
So we 4 gamble first.
Play "between" .

A new gamble i learned fro Audrey. Hahaha
Nice gamble game.
Quite excited lorh.
Loving it much.

Of coz play small small only larh.
The minimum and maximum also just RM 1 enough for us. xD
We still gina. Still take ang pao from others, not we giving others.
So money is hard to earn by working.
So gamble also don't play too big larh. xD
RM 1 slowly slowly come is good liao eh.

Ah bo later kena double pun die larh. X_X
After that Chin Ee reach.
Continue our Between.
Quite excited of coz !! ^^

Jane also reach.
Hohohoh~
Yesterday i win quite a lot hor.
At least win RM1x or RM 2x liao lorh.
Is happy to gamble yesterday.
Course of win what.

Joel arh Joel.
Bad in luck larh you. xD

Ok larh.
Like that only lorh.
Nothing special alredy.

And yesterday received a big angpao from cousin.
RM 50 !!!
Bomb ~~!
First time ever received so BIG amount of a angpao. @@

It's un-normal to me larh ok.
We from poor family.
You guy rich d no need say. (><)

Oh yea !
And i plan to take my angpao money buy myself a new purse~
That day when shop QB i saw one very nice one.
But i din't ask from kor any more.
He buy lot of thing for me already.

The price of the purse is quite exp.
RM 139 arh !!
But seriously, i never saw so nice purse before lorh.
So must buy le.
Is hard to find a new and nice purse right now. =]

So i gonna take my angpao luiii and myself add in some money lorh.
Buy me a new purse. xD Yeah~~
Whole Chinese New Year Ang Pao just for one purse.
Luckily gamble win money lorh !
Ah bo .......
Think also mian think liao.

Then my money all are GONE again.
Duiii...~

I still keep some money de.
Saving for some one that i still remember in my mind. =]
Hahaha...~

Happy jiu hao...~
Still remember this ?

Happy Go Lucky ~ ^^


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