Saturday, November 19, 2011

-_-"

19/11/2011

Yea , today my mood should be a good good mood , cause this few days is quite happy life with friend and i feel relax enjoy~
This is the only few days time that can let me relax without any pressure , without any problem.
These what college problem , money problem , bla bla bla and la la la~
That some day that i can really throw away one side all my stupid trouble worries.
Can at least having a smile~ =')

But , good thing doesn't not stay long with us , and , too bad , i read some thing and i really can't accepting that.

Some thing that i really excited from long time ago , i planning long time ago , but , now i drop into the deep hole again.
It is really making me feel to scold out WTF !
Quite long time never meet up with this word [F] d , never thought that tonight my feeling and my mood is gonna to scold out this word.

Some thing that i really hope , i really excited , that some thing i keep on planning.
And now , one sorry spoil my whole planning all. -_-"
Is really out if my expected !

Be true , temporary , now my mood is really cant accept it what i saw and what i should to accept right now.
That's why i came here and express out my mood , at least hope can getting better and get my good sleep tonight.
I already having two nights insomnia~!! I really tired tired and tired already x((

Still need to plan this and think that.
I really beh tahan lar x((

Well , a better explaining , i am not gonna blaming any one or whatever thing.
Yea , i understand that is only myself own expect but not yours too.
I put too much hope on that , myself fault , i should that too over trust ? Too hoping on the some one and now again a big disappointed -.-"
Who ask myself so excited ? -.-

Tuu myself ! NOOB !
Stupid CoCo Chew.
Lmao ~!!

Well , although now i already scold out , say out what i wanna to say.
But , my mood is really bad now and feeling to cry some more.
T____T
="(
x((


Is really giving me a lesson again.
Don't too over expected some thing and don't too over hoping on .... /.\

A sorry is really doesn't mean any thing , but , we must and need to forgive TT

Sad lar ~!!