20/1/2011
Charm nia~
Late early sure sick liao. T_T
Feeling not well.
Actually.....
Is the heart not well.
心病还需心药医...
一天事情没有解决，
一天还是有着烦恼。
还是慢慢来呗，
我真的累透了。
也看透人心了。
Haizzzz..~
End this topic here. =]
Krusus for undang actually this Saturday punnya marr. 22/1/2011
Mana tau last few day mum tell me change go next Satuday wor.
29/1/2011. T_T
So now i can read the book first lorh.
With 5 0 0 question's de one book~~
Last time keep saw friend take go school.
See see liao give back them.
Now a very finally is myself and my turn get it.
And i need to try to do it by myself without hearing the krusus.
Actually i wanna try to do disc one.
Cause when exam is comp de.
Click lai click ki de.
So at home self practise click click liao.
So when exam ka wont so scare.
Ah bo later keep click wrong answer mar ho seh~
Need re-test eh arh !!!
Need money eh arh !!!!
So wait see when go krusus it will give disc bo bah.
So lerh.....
I knew that krusus 1 day for 8hour's lerh.
Will very very very boring till die.
Alone there without any friend and any thing to do. Surely bored.
But although is very bored.
But i hope i can faster faster faster and faster go for the krusus.
And then exam undang test.
Hope can pass.
Then car krusus again is it ? o.o
Then car pratical for N time and then exam car.
So that i can faster faster faster faster get my car license.
I just wanna fast fast get my car license nia.
And hor !!!
Ko ka die one is ........
After next Saturday i go to the krusus for undang one.
I need wait till after CNY only can go take test of undang !!!!! ='(
So lerh.
This this that that all larh.
The time delay delay and keep on D.E.L.A.Y~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Till i feel bit regret.
But ko not really regret.
Time table self arrange.
How the result show out.
Self must accpet it.
Respect self arrange.
Course this are self right to do it.
No ppl force me. =')
Not regret cause since i can wait for the 17year's time.
Why cant i wait for few more month' time ?
Ya. Although those smaller than me also faster than me to get their car license.
But so what ?
After get license also driving in the road nia marr.
Nothing different.
Different just maybe my P sticker stick longer than them only.
Same what. 2 year's of time.
You stick first marr faster no need stick nia.
Lolz~~~
好自我安慰。。。。。。。 -.-
That why larh.
Slow ka die liao.
When i get car license time also is near or after SPM result le.
Seriously.
I getting scared and scared.
ARGHHHHH~
That time no need say pun know liao de.
Whole world parent are same.
Scold scold scold.
Say say say.
For the few day's time non stop.
='(
Now my mum already keep ask me want go which college.
Haizzzz..~
See lorh.
Study time mai study good good.
Keep play ka che che lorh.
Now scare, now care, now worry.
Got what use !?
Useless chew ne yin.
NS i'm already very lucky person liao.
Bo kena.
SPM not a lucky game or what.
Self make it result show.
Tolong arh tolong~~
Bless me a little bit.
I just hope that my result can let me in college.
I dont feel to get any A.
Cause i just wish all subject a PASS there.
Of coz, that surely pass one get more high score is better larh.
If so lucky i get any A there~~~~
Lucky lorh.
But i know.
My life wont be so lucky.
='(((((
USELESS ME !!!
LOSING IN EVERY THING !!!
ME THE LOSER !!!
USELESS PERSON !!!
Ok.
What to say is.
自己种下的因，自己承受的果。
If i hard work, sure i get good result.
If self no hard work, how i bless, how the god bless me, also USELESS.
But at least i know.
While examination, i'm the one who haven't giving up in my SPM paper.
I tried my best to do my best.
I dint waste any time.
I try, try, try, try and try !
I really belum give up.
Ya. I know not really hard working well.
But at least i haven't give up yet.
Hope and wishing there a ok ok de result for myself.
="]
College~~~
KL college ? Say bye to Penang ? Say bye to family ? Say bye to friend in Penang ? Say bye to every thing in Penang ?
This a hard choice.
T__T
