哭了啦 T_T

4/1/2011

最近每天早上醒来后就是开电脑上网
然而面子书呢，对我来说已近很闷了
没有事情做。

所以呢，我就每天早上都看蜡笔小新的戏咯
真的是哇老的咯

感动到累一直流，哭不停的叻。
真的很感动。

其实，小新也有他最真的一面。
一位好儿子，好哥哥，好朋友。
责任感，勇敢，讲义气的。

真的很感动。
害我每天早上都哭一次。-.-'''''''

可惜，小新的爸爸去世了。
不然一定更加多戏，书可以看的。xD

对了，今天一年一度的愚人节哦~
祝大家愚人节快乐~

玩得开心点。
别过分，过度，过代就可以了。

我期待看有什么可以玩的。
没有什么的 Idea 叻。

闷 =(

还有，保佑我别给人玩啊。
虽然一直被欺负。-.-llllllll

谁给我过愚人节，我就给他过清明节！！！
哇哈哈哈哈哈~

Happy April Foool~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

老妈子

31/3/2011

今天我家老妈子大赛，
因为呢，今天是她老人的大日子。

在这儿讲一声 生日快乐 噢~

[那些老套的话，不写这儿，我写日记。]
[我害羞的。/.\ 呵呵~]

然而这几天都没事发生。

闷爆

所以，我也没什么好更新的了。

不好意思咯~

拜拜~

惨啊！！！！

29/3/2011

神啊~ 救救我吧~
我的黑眼圈啊~
看了就恶心啊~

我很 Anti，非常 Anti，极端 Anti - 黑眼圈的人来咯。
很讨厌，非常讨厌，极端讨厌 黑眼圈这玩意儿的咯。

我最爽的时候就是我还是中三的那一年。
简直是以我的眼睛为荣啊~
呵呵呵~

因为蛤，白到像鬼这样。
但是叻，我就是喜欢咯~ xD

一点点，一滴点儿的黑眼圈都不会有。
别说那个圈，一点点黑黑都不会有。

因为这年里，家里就只有我和妈妈两个人在家相依为命。=P
所以呢，家里都很宁静，无忧无渌一下下的咯。

因为那时候的我们都没事情做。
我就一直玩电脑而已，妈就做她的事情。

累了，就去睡咯。
所以有时候我妈还挺早睡的咯。

就只因为她早睡，我又一个人面对电脑没事情做时。
我就和她一起睡。
结果弄到我也很早睡。

晚上八点多？九点多？
那时候啊，最迟也只不过是那十点多罢了。

然而，每天都是睡到四点多，五点多。
最迟也是睡到六点多罢了。

所以这已经成为了我这几年来的习惯了，
无论是早睡还是迟睡也好，我都会早醒的。

不会过八点醒，
一旦过了八点才醒，我自己本身就会开始头痛料。

所以说，睡眠如此足够，我哪会有黑眼圈？
每天睡醒了照镜子都自己吓自己的，哈哈哈。
因为太白过头了。(><)

但是，我喜欢。
好过现在这黑眼圈，还有眼袋的叻。
哇老~

黑眼圈啊！！！
眼袋啊！！！！
黑到想宇宙这样黑暗啊~~

WALAO AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

严重到死
杀死我算了。。。
宁可死，不可有黑眼圈！！！！

我讨厌，不喜欢就是不喜欢。
别勉强我喜欢你。
勉强没幸福的咯。

所以我一定得解决了你。
没有什么方案的。

唯一的办法，
睡！
早睡！
足够睡眠！

虽然说我是只熊猫，但是我不需要熊猫眼。T_T

加油~
我一定行的~

[废咯，睡觉谁不行啊？-.-]

Bored noon =(

27/3/2011

Arh~~~~!!!!
Its so bored noon now.
Nothing to do and im not really sleepy.
If not i go sleep liao. T^T

Me 1 year 365 days also don't know got how many day is using pc online now.
Seldom using pc online.
But now the chance let me use pc online.
But i have nothing to do.

Too long never online by pc, find nothing to do lorh.
Suck life.
=X

I don't wanna to do others thing yet.
Later the some one who coming back home i have no chance to use pc liao.
So now i got chance use more, use till i gao gao liao only off.

Is time to practice my instrument later night.
My hand soft is worst than last time a lot.
Like vampire aneh.
Cannot play music well. =(

This few week must training every day le.
Make it till max and perfect. xD

This should be the last oks competition in my life i think.
After that i should go for my college life and new life again.
Haizzzz.
Don't think that college is nice lorh.

Need see is which subject one.
Some i see them like keep outing playing de.
Some like my friend 1 year also dont know how many day free nia.

Presentation ? program ?
Bla bla bla bla and bla bla bla~

Ok larh.
I really have nothing to do.
Im waiting for my car practical.
I done my first time, waiting for L.

Cepat larh uncle. T^T
I want freedom !!!!!!!

Say tiok this car practical erh !
First time go nia uncle teach me side parking and 3 point turn liao.
Jiak lat lorh. Hand pain erh. 2 hours there.
Turn lai ko turn ki~ turn lai ko turn ki ~~

Ko say wanna bring me out outside road liao.
Shock.
But the end bo bring.
Cause got others he need to teach ~
CHek~

Let me syok nia.

Waiting the next time.
Excited...~~ xD

No topic.

26/3/2011

After SPM result.
For me just like nothing happen lorh.
Just continue my life every day.
Back oks helping, teaching, playing. xD

Capture picture non stop.
Is time to plan to which college.
This a quite headacde problem.
Haizzzz.
Sakit kepala.
Lazy to think also larh.

Oks life oks life and oks life every day.
No reason can let me hate oks nowadays.
But more is cause of friend member there.

Im loving friend xD
Yeah~
Peace. ^^v

Seriously, i have nothing to talk and update larh.
Sorry.
Bye.

*POOP*

SPM 成绩

24/3/2011

突然的心情，想用华文来分享一切的心情。

昨天，马来西亚2010年的SPM成绩终于的放榜了。
所以呢，我也不例外的回去学校。
好多，好多，好多，好多人耶。

大家都很早就到了学校。
我十点早上准准到的，算迟了。T_T
但是，我准时嘛。[我有Moral的咯。哈哈哈。]

大家都变成了大帅哥，大美女去了哦~~~~~~~~~~~
谁说中华没有帅哥美女。
头发影响罢了嘛。

原来 Botak 的影响真的很大的咯。(><)

然而，大家都想一窝蜂的不急待去拿成绩。
但是，我就怕怕，走不进那房间里去拿。

又听说什么没有身穿学校衣服的不可以拿。
染头发又不可以拿，没有包鞋又不可以拿。
哇，废话多多叻。

过了不久，我老娘终于的提起无比大的勇气和朋友们踏进那房间里去。
好多人类哦，呵呵。(><)
迈向我的班级方向，没有人的叻！！
恐怖到~~~~

我们这么样迟了，还是第一个去的啊。
好笑。。。。。。。-_-"

拿的同时，还要给 RM1。
中华还真吃钱哦。。。。。。
毕业生的钱也要吃，可恶到很。

我拿了成绩，就和朋友们走出房间里，
我却望都不敢望一眼，瞄一眼都不敢了。呵呵
大家都看了成绩，有好的，有坏的。

不久后，朋友就帮我看了，说还不错喔。。。。。。
我就不管他妈的三七二十一的，就直接看了。

我的反应，感觉，

满意，不错，开心，意想不到。
呵呵，从来没想过会有机会吃苹果。
结果我吃了一粒的苹果。

然而其他的都能过关，除了一科被打死咯。
我的成绩的确比起朋友们都好多了，好运多了。
应该过关的过关，那些不应该的都过了关。
幸运吧？呵呵呵。

所以说啊，我的心情是真的很开心，快乐。

来说我一群的宝贝们儿吧。
很突然的一窝蜂围了我过来。
被吓了一吓的。
当然，我的成绩不是那么的好看，优美。
所以呢，让你们对我的期望给失望了，对不起，不好意识。(><)

最让我 PAISEH 的事情，
她们给了我一个 [爱的鼓励] ！！！
拍掌是无所谓，我很开心，感恩，感动。
问题是，我也会害羞的叻。
我又不是什么大人物，那很多 A 的那一种厉害的人。

我的成绩那么样的。。。。
给我掌声，大家都看了过来啊。
Walaoooo. Paiseh lorh. (><)

其实呢，很感动的咯，大家的关心和鼓励。
我脸红啊？？看了伤心，要哭吗？
没有啦。。。
我真的被你们这小可爱给吓到，感动到。
还有我真的很开心啦喂。。。(><)
呵呵呵~

过后呢，去找了我的 Moral 老师。
她娘的喂，开心到死。
哈哈哈。
她的烂学生我拿到 A 耶。xD
平时考试都拿不及格的，现在吃苹果。
唯一的苹果。
哈哈哈哈。
老师开心到~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

光荣了吧老师。
我没丢你的面子的。
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~
Especially thanks to Puan.Go.
Let's us GO GO GO !!!
Woo hoooo~ v^.^v

Teacher !!!
I want my TGI Friday !!!
TREAT ME arh uh !!!!
I remember you owe me one. T_T xPPPP

开始用英文了吧。

After that we all one gang people go canteen for meet and they wanna eat school laksa.
But the laksa out water liao.
Not really nice to eat ?
My friend are complaining. xD

Well well well.
After that we go there and go there.
Walk Penang arh. xD
Noon time 230pm went to 1st Avenue Redbox.
230pm sing till 7pm.
Quite long also larh.

Meet this and meet that.
All friend together.
Quite enjoyed and happy.

Every one are happy.
Not really sad with result thing.
Hahaha...~

Night time went to House of Steamboat.
Makan makan and makan till agar 9pm some thing.
Balik rumah.
Thats all after my SPM result life.

About my family member.
My 2nd kor the 1st one who call me and ask.
I know i know and i know !!!
He hear my result till pening, pengsan, pengsai liao. xDD
Well, Brother, seriously.

I tired and did my best on my examination.
And im happy with my result.
I feel satisfied with it.

At least really wont be bad until go where. =P

But then let you disappointed so much.
So sorry bro.
I cant get as well as yours result.

If time might turning back, i wish to go back Form3 and restart my life.
Well, its cant.
So accept it larh. =PP

And mum also never scold me larh weiii.
She also feeling happy. (><)
Hahahah.

So i never get scold and happy happy lorh. (><)

Dead line

23/3/2011

Is SPM result today !
And now im still here to update my blog.
Live is still must keep going on and blog also must be updating.
Just a result its wont fail my life and my future yet larh. =x

Wait for today few months to go.
And now is so finally reached today.
So is gonna to be smile ? laugh ? cry ? sad ? hurt ? emo ? shout ? angry ?

I have no idea for that.
Just try to telling myself i tired my best to did my best.
At least i really never give up while examination.

Seriously, i never aim for any A in my result.
I just put it as normal.
But then i aim for a PASS or Credit there.

Yea. Maybe you feel that i very stupid or bad result or whatever larh.
But for me, A is useless but then pass and credit is use-full and enough to use already.
A for me not important at all larh.
But for parents ? Friend ? Teacher ?
I don't know.

I wonder is it that A really important in our life ?
Its useless.. =]
When working, University.
No body will ask you for you SPM result how many A's.

Its see your personality and attitude.
Well well well.

Result any how say also is result.
Its really fix there, no point to let me scare, nervous or whatever.
Yesterday night i having my sweet dream.

Already said that's a result there.
How its shown also wont change the true there.
Just try to accept it.
Cause its really your result.

Every thing you read, you do, you write, you draw, you count while examination and this the final result for ourself.
Calm your mood down, and don't try to be cry k. (><)

Chew Ne Yin please tahan ya !
Although maybe result not beautiful and willing to get scold.
Hahaha.
Haven't get result nia so negative already.

May god blessing.

Don't scare how even the result is how bad.
Just try to be cheer and smiling.

Learning to be smile while in sad.
This a hard thing/hard job to learn.
But make sure you can did it well today !

Smile, and remember self.
Heart telling self.
Tired best and did your best.
Never give up !

Result bad maybe cause of luck only.
Please please please please please !

Be cheeer and smiling any time, any where. =')

Excited. =P

22/3/2011

Well, my mood now is quite excited and nervous.
Maybe you guy think that my mood now should be worry, nervous, scare or whatever.
Cause of tomorrow gonna take stupid SPM result.
But then i'm not.

Why uh ?
Cause later noon i'm going for my car practice.
This time will be my first time even in my life to driving a car !!!
Muahahahahahah~~
Happy Happy.
Will every thing will be fine and success.

Confident to self !!
Gambateh !!
Don't scare it.
Just a car and its control from you.
You the one who control the car and not car control you !!!

Go Go Go~~~

So finally i can drive liao ~~~~
Blessing~
Praying ~

And tomorrow SPM result hor.
Hmm. Any how say also will scare d larh.
But im not really that scare lorh.
Cause i scared of it since Jan.
Now can say already scare till be numbness already. =P

La la la...~
Don't care on it too much.
Result not every thing.

Later driving arh ~~~

Batu Feringgi Apartment Stay

21/3/2011

18,19,20/2011
This 3 days went to Batu Feringgi stay at Sri Sayang Apartment.
Actually its is for friend gathering larh. =)

Well, total got 11 people, 6 boys 5 girls. xD
So..... Start the story here. =P

First day.
When reach there only know having 2 room and each room each bed.
And the bed is just a single bed.
And we 5 girls need to sleep in 1 single bed.
Imaging see how sweet, how close are we ? xD

Hahaha.
No larh. First night i didn't sleep at all, and the second night i sleep for few hours only.
Its really small and cold till i wanna die d.

First day went there le, not really got thing to do also.
So my jie them opan hair salon. xD
Helping Sarah to do her hair.
Opps, should say play her hair.
Hahahah. Kena till gao gao. xP

Then noon wanna night le bah.
Walk to beach there.
So, boys start working ready for BBQ.
And girls just go seaside play water and we pick the seafood ?! XD
Hahahah.
What a kinda enjoy playing.

Well, who call im the smaller there ?
Kena sayang is no idea liao eh larh~ xP
There sand is quite big ? Quite crude ?
Walk till my hand so pain lerh. T_T

And there sea there so dirty.
Yuckssss~
Paradise hotel there d is more and much clean. =)

Then they boy all cook QQB ok le.
We girl just go back and sit for eat.
Hehehehex. xD
So makan, chating, joking.

And so suddenly like wanna raining liao.
So all keep keep keep, luckily is we finish eating and done all liao only wanna rain.
Back to home bath but then they boy get ready some thing food to eat again.
Woo la la~
Really geng arh them, but then we girl keep inside room play nia.
Like a useless human there.
Hahahaha.

So after bath all thing, agar 11pm some thing like that.
We all went to living room for watching ghost movie ~~~
Ghost movie quite scary de. Heheheh~
That time i really sleepy till wanna sleep liao de.
But then keep tahan and watch the movie till 2am some thing like that.
I totally i wake jor, cannot sleep liao.
So we also like nothing to do le.

Few of them sleep a while, we chat a while, play a while.
Then we play poker. xD
But not using self money, all lend from bank then return to bank.
Play for fun lorh, play till 430am like that.
All go sleep le. (I mean girls larh)
Only me accompany Jie chat whole night.
We the 2 only there dint sleep for whole night.

Long time never chat with Jie le.
Heheheh. I just like specially not to sleep cause of acc Jie d.
If not she will alone there whole night without sleeping. =P
U sayang me, for sure i sayang back. xD

Second day morning, girls all also havent ready ok all or what.
Boys already cook breakfast for us already.
Hahah. Quite nice. Bagus bagus~~
Then 9am or 10am like that.
Went to beach again.
We played some sweat game there.
All are wet-ed ~~~ Hehehehe.
So cute so funny de.
But then there water really dirty, i also not really down there. (><)

Then back home and bath get rest like that.
Noon walk go for lunch KFC.
Lolz...~~
What a long journey there, leg also bo lat liao.
After eat ko again WALK back. Really is ......
I wonder why they boy walk speed with 280km/J, and we girl walk speed with 80km/J.
Funny point. Noon time all taking a small nap.
Of coz me this geng de, sitting and nap one. No need bed also can d lorh. xD

Night time WALK go night market eat eat eat and then walk a while nia raining.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
But saw JieFu so sayang Jie lerh.
Happy for that. =')
Touching too saw a sweet couple. (><)

Couple can really sweeet till let people jealous.
I feeling that. /_\
They happy jiu good le bah.
But then this night i not really happy.
Recieve some stupid messaga, once i saw it my whole person are down down down down and down.
My smile disappeared. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Whole person totally is moody.

Tried to cheer myself up but i failed.
So take my time and relax myself.
Luckily got friend there joking non stop, if non i really can die. Zzzzzzz
16 floor can straigh jump le. ='(

Second night i was fall in sleep.
La la la~~~~
Take over.....

3th day morning same lorh.
Boy ready breakfast any thing lorh.
We all also get ready to back home le.
Nothing le larh.
So much thing, all write all you guy read liao pun sienz bah ? xD

So, thanks to inviting in this party and i have enjoyed there.
Cause its just like living a life without any pressure and trouble.
Just facing the sea every day and play with friend every second.

Live in city is really sienz and tired and pressure.
Just like really 2 different world.
And all the boys quite responsibility. xD
Hahaha..~

I dint feel regret to go also larh. xD

Next time i might be join others to go lorh.
Hehehe...~~
Kia kia~
Who want mar ?? xD

Really is TIRED

18/3/2011

Walao !!
One word to say only, TIRED.
Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday i still can tahan with my training practise.
Just teaching some and play music together.

But then, yesterday i helping for conductor.
This job is really making me tired till MAX.
Damn it but i love it much too.
Heheheh. (><)

Quite song pun d conductor.
All member like kena control in my hand.
Wuu la la la~~~
Hahahaha.

I got my own way to helping training practise.
I just using my way and i wont trying to be fierce while training.
And of coz must making some joke larh.
Or not, is really bored and tired.
Training also must train ka happy happy mar.

You happy, me happy, all happy.
Or not training liao people pun bo suka punnya.
All the time face black like bla lai zhan aneh.
People didn't owe you million or billion of money lerh.
Just cant you have to smile to them ?
I wonder. -.-

So Thursday my last day practise oks.
And today Friday i'm going to Batu Feringgi Apartment stay for friend gathering.
3 days 2 nights.
I'll be back when Sunday.

Don't know why suddenly feel like regret to go Batu Feringgi.
I rather to choose oks training now.
T_T

But i already paid for RM65.
Damn it much. T^T

I loving oks.
Oks memberrr !!!
I wanna play chat there ..........

Oks = My life.
I'll gonna miss it very much cause me next time week can back to oks liao.
This a quite long period for me. =[

But then again, next Tuesday i gonna practise driving car.
Wednesday SPM result.
Thursday Oks.

Next week time table for myself also out liao.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
TIRED.

I like never can get my rest well.
=x

Before this month i rest too much.
Now is the time let me use my whole body energy out till 0~~~

So, this my last post here.

Say a bye to me and i say a tata to you guy~

Sayonara...~~~

Remember miss me....
Oh yea, no need remember de, cause always miss me d.
Hehehe.

*poooooooooop*

Pi li pa la ~ pi li pa la~

16/3/2011

Woo la la~
Monday and Tuesday also went back school for oks training.
So lerh.
Rubbish dont say much liao. (><)

Just normal larh. Not really got what special thing happen too.
Erm.............
Nothing happen actually.
Lazy to write out tooooooooooooooooooo~~

Just when night training practise feeling like back to 2008 aneh lorh.
Get the feeling of competition.
YES YES YES !
I love it much ! Its really excited and get more feeling to play music when night time.
I miss it really much. Although all member changed.
But my heart wont and never change.
Oks still is my lovely oks forever !

U guy did it well ~~~
Wuu la lalala~~~~~~
And night time, tonight the last night.
Gonna be very excited.
Muehehehehehehehehe~~~~~

Actually bit not like my style.
See back last time blogging.
Whole day what thing happen also can write out d lerh.
Kanneh writing a story book aneh long.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Erm erm erm erm~~
Nothing to write larh.
Just saja come update blog nia.

So tomorrow thrusday my oks training for myself is last day lorh.
Friday gonna pergi Batu Feringgi apartment stay le !!
Lets have a peace. ^^v
Happy happy~~
Hahahah~

And also this Saturday some one stupid dum dum gonna celebrate her birthday early.
But then, still thinking going or not.
Im the older bigger there.
All only 14 and me ..............
*shhhhhhhhhhhhh*
Hahahaha~~

Liao liao liao~~~
Lagi apa happen bo ??

Oh yea.
Yesterday night called learn car uncle.
Planed my time on next Tuesday 22/3/2011 for learning car.
Hahaha~
That will my first time drive car.
Excited excited !!! (><)
Scare scare !!!!
Happy happy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hahahahhahahahahahahah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

But and also but
23/3/2011 SPM result.
Damn it. (><)
Have no comment any more.
Stupid thing. xD

13/2/2011 second post here !

This a angry post !!!
HNG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我变黑人了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

晒一晒罢了就吃蕉了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

DAMN IT MUCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wuu wuuuuuuuuuu~ T______________________________T

Tired day

3/13/2011

Woo !
Is enough tired for me yesterday whole day.
Body is pain, might be my muscle pain or whatever thing.
Leg pain, hand pain and also body pain.
Damn it !
We say this as what you know ?
I tell you !
老人病。。。。。 -.-lll

Yesterday went back school actually can say is go support friend for their handball competition.
But then also got oks.
So seriously actually, i kinda busy yesterday.
Walk go up, run go down, run go up, walk go down.
Some more stairs door never open, locked it.
When go oks or whether what ever where also needed a long journey.

SERIOUSLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Really tired.
And support their handball competition.
My standing place is damn hot !
Holy mamamamamamamaaaaaa~

Now become my hand, face and also neck there also red and hot.
I feeeeel HOT !!!!
Like kena BBQ aneh red ki !
And also hot !!!
DAMN it again.
When i look into mirror~
Wuu la la~~
Sexy lorh. -.-llll Red like tomato ? Apple ? No No. Not enough to describe that.
Should be red like ..... hmmmm.... Ok. Well, i have no idea for that.
So is red like red larh. =x Stupid me. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz !

So their competition is quite funny.
Hahahah. Wont feel wasting my time on supporting too.
Cause its take me back to my high school life memory.
Friend, when we got chance for sports together ?
Where our team work last time ?
Really what ? Our hokky competition ? Volleyball competition ?
And so on~
Miss the team work in sport.

And also, i was alone there watching.
My mind bring me to sadness point till max ~!
Shyt man ! Luckily no one is near me there and tried to drop my tears out. xD
Hahahah. Washing my eye.

Friend, when i need you, you leaved me alone. =')
What should i do ?
I wonder.

Ok larh. Skip this sad thing. Stupid thinking.

Then then... Hmmm.
Ok lorh. When they finish their competition.
Went back to oks lorh.
Teacher is going back for teaching again and i gonna kena "rape" by him again.
Suffer life is coming on me !!
Holy papapapapaaaaaaaaa~
I hate the feeling !
DAMN DAMN IT !

Run away from oks, find some one chat.
Now i only know got people same thinking with me.
We knew that some one is like some one now.
Its already very obvious for us to see.
Check it out.
Some one liking some one again.
-_- I feel so ..........
Sai SAI SAI SAI SAI SAI SAI SAI SAI !!!!! ~.~

Liao back home and 230pm go QB for Batu Feringgi Meeting ?
Yea. My dearly Sarah fetch me !!!
Hahahahah !
Nice one, im the first friend who she fetch.
Yea yea ~~~!!!

Go QB meet Jie and those going staying there d.
Walk and chat and play non stop.

Well, one word to say only there.
*Happy*

I miss Jie so much !!!!! (><)
Seriously, we long time no chat and play and see each other d.
You look great nowadays and pretty more d !
Hahahah.
Jie always the one who sayang me.
Love you. ^.^

So Queensbay finish.
Me and Sarah run Penang time.
Wuu la laaa~~
Go 1st Avenue larh, Go gurney larh.

Go here and go there.
Some more go Gurney watch movie.
Woo la lalala~~~~
Watch till 8.30pm like that.
Back home.
So 9pm++ reach home.

Of coz lot of thing never say it out larh. Hehehe~
The friendship between me and them will never ending.
This what i know.
Cause they are really sayang me and take care of me.
This gang of friend, i never regret to know them !
Forever and ever.
Maybe nothing is forever.
But memory for me with them, is really forever. =D

Ok larh.
End here, Quite long alredy i think.
Tired day, and today gonna hear what stupid 3hours car trialy.
But then is 1230pm must reach and 6pm+++ only can reach home pulak !
DAMN it again.

This few month i keep in Cinema in till i scare already.
Watching movie non stop. xD
Gurney~ Queensbay~ Gurney~Queensbay~

I want go 1st Avenue cinema larh !!!
Exp is exp, but also must try mar.
Kia kia !!
Any one ?? xD

Alone there whole day.
Some one good SMS me please ?
T^T

Fine.
Nowadays i have no one to SMS also. =')
Its quite hurt me much some time...... ='(

Bye~

Life temporary~

Saturday(12/3/2011) - Morning school, noon Queensbay.
Sunday (13/3/2011) - Car traily.
Monday - Thursday - School for oks.
Friday - Sunday - Batu Feringgi Apartment stay. xD

9 days full time table non stop ! My godnessssssss~
Its colour my life to max !
DAMN IT ! LOVE IT MUCH !!!
I NEED THIS KIND OF FUNCTION IN MY LIFE !!!!!!!!

YEEEPIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~

这一段感情尽力了十多年的考验，终于好结果了。

郑秀文 许志安

恭喜

第一次的公开文章。 =)

某人，
一次又一次的挽回，
但是，
一次又一次的做出那些让别人家接受不到的事情，

想得到原谅？

也请显示一下你的诚意啊。
口讲要回，想回。

但是，所有的一举一动都让别人看不顺眼，甚至讨厌。
难道，真的不曾想过这个问题？
真的那么样的木头？

如今某人的所作所为，简直我们是反感。

眼见耳闻不一定是事实，
可是，但是，相反的，
这事情的发生的确是发生了，就已经是事实了，对不？
不发生也发生了，不误会也误会去了，这也是事实，对不？

也许事情发生的背后有着故事，不可告人得秘密，
但是，事情的发生，那种可以让别人家误会的感觉就是事实，那就是最真的事实，对不？

记得一句话
[已经发生的事情叫事实，还没发生的才叫误会。]

不管那事情的发生的背后是怎样的，
我们人看的就是事情发生的前面。
看见什么就是什么，这是人类最现实的想法。

人类没有那么的伟大，而是那么的自私。
想的东西就是看见的东西，
除非你解释了出来，还不一样。

别忘了 ----- [谣言]

其实，要不要知道事情，问一问自己的感觉吧。

感觉，是永远最骗不了人的东西。
口说无所谓，但是，心里的感想，感觉，想法。
就算你骗得了全世界的人，甚至骗得了你自己，也骗不了你自己最内心的感觉，感受。

Feeling 是我们人类最宝贵的东西，
没有了感情，没有了感受，
完全就是冷血动物，也可以说是没有心了！
就连动物有的东西，如果你没有的话，
难道，就连动物都不如吗？

亲情，爱情，友情，
你知道你有，为什么你知道你有？
因为你感受得到啊~

爱情最明显，如果你感受不到，感觉不到，
你凭什么和人家谈情说爱？
如果你没有，你就没有资格了。

学会爱，学会感受，
学会感觉，
学会体谅，
学会对别人的体贴。

对，做自己喜欢做的事情东西，
对的就去做。
但是，做之前啊，
也得想一想，你的所作所为，

会不会是真的对的？
对你身边的朋友们，家人们，
会不会造成伤害？
会不会让别人家认为些什么？误会？

对，虽然说我们做的事情管他们别人什么事，
但是，可记得，一传十，十传百，百传千。
谣言的东西传很快的罢了，人类的口比新闻报道反而厉害。

记得一件事，
南极的事情，如果要传到北极去的话，只需要通过七个人嘴巴就成功了。
危险吧？

当然的，谣言停于志者，
可问一下，世界上有着多少个人是那所谓的 志者？？

总而言之~
每件事的发生，就会由着他的原因，
一直手是拍不响的。

做之前，想一下，
你自己的想法，感想，感受。
如果别人对你这样做的话，你自己会怎样？

要学会知道去感想，感受别人的感觉，很容易罢了。
自己用脑想一想，
如果你是那为人当事人也好，受害者也好。
如果发生在你的身上，你自己会有些什么的反应？

也许你可以比他冷静，
可许你会比他更加的恐怖？

人啊~
往往都在讽刺自己得很。
就只看是怎样罢了。

自己的感受，别人的感受。
好好的，满满的学习吧。
当你学习到了，你又长大了。
那么，又再恭喜，恭喜了。

人生嘛~
就是不断的学习，提升自我。
学崖无止境~
就算你死了，睡在棺材里了，你学习的东西都不到全世界的10%啊~

请学会感恩，你得到的已经很多了。
不少了，你现在的折磨，不是你自己罢了，
而是我们旁外人都中招了。
何必一次又一次的则迷不吾呢？

做人，面对所有事情，
老实话，
伟大一点点啦，好的是你自己，是大家。
自私多一点点，坏的是你自己，是大家。

你说过，这只我个人的想法罢了？
那么，我个人的认为，你错了。
这是人类应该要有的想法。

现在的你，如今的你，
因为你的自私，因为你的执著，因为你的固执，
伤害的不是你罢了，而是身边的朋友，身边的人。

如果你的选择是自私的，请再自私多一点，伤害你自己就够了，别把这东西给分享了出来给身边的朋友。
如果你承受不到那么大的伤害，请你伟大一点，放开手，放生别人等于放生自己。

伟大的结果，得到的是你想象不到的拥有。
自私的后果，得到的是你想要却不会得到的。

但是，当然不要完全太伟大，过分的伟大，是虚伪。
不要完全的不自私，过分的不自私，找死的是自己。

对别人仁慈，就是对自己的残忍。
这句话很好听，很好用，朋友们都说了。
记得这句话的意义。

但是，我这个反社会的另人类，有点变态。
如果叫我对我的朋友残忍，然而替换自己的开心快乐幸福笑容。
我做不出，对不起。
我宁可看见朋友们的开心快乐幸福笑容，也不会，不想对朋友们的残忍，出卖。

我宁可自己受苦，对下不了手。
如果每个人都拿着这句话做人，世界上没有真爱情了，没有了真友情了。
大家都是有这多多少少副的假面具了。

世界，社会就是比赛看谁的假面具多。
谁的假面具厉害吧。
恶心的世界，虚假的社会。

一次又一次的对别人仁慈，对自己造成的伤害。
无所谓，时间可以把伤口合龙，时间是我的一切。
伤害？多了不就是麻痹了咯~
不是什么大不了。

留下疤痕有怎样？
当作回忆，学习咯。
又多了人生的一课，哈哈哈~
免费的，何乐意不为~~？？

重要的是，我过得去我的良心，我的为人。
开心就好。

全世界那么大，享受人生。
满满的去领悟，看透这个世界。

地球是美丽的。

回忆

现在的华乐团，再也不是以前的华乐团了。。。 ='(

Oh Yea Yea~~~~~~

10/3/2011

Yesterday went for my undang test.
So i passed my undang already. xD
Yeeeepiiiieeeeeeeeee~~

Come on~
Give me a big peace and smile is enough.
v^_^v
And a clap please ?
Yea~~~ *piak piak piak piak piak~~*

Hahahahahah~
Out of 50 question's i correct how many lerh ?
Guess see see ???
Later i only say my result out uh.
Let you guy guess first~
See how clever are you and also i wanna know your answer on guessing.
See whether you think that me is clever or stupid. -.-lll
See you look up me or look down me. =x

Come come, if you read till here.
Go my chat box first, go leave your answer there show me !!!
Thanks. xD
Its a game here !
Correct and win a prize !!! xPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

Hahahahah~
Nothing special larh actually.
Go there then register name and wait them call go in take test lorh.
Is quite nervous and scare lorh actually.

I don't wish to get second time to take this stupid undang test.
Need pay RM35 lerh !
KAO ~~~

So, when i going i'm the second one~
Number 2~

So suit for me.
Cause i'm Panda No.2. *peace* v^.^v
So do do do do do do do lorh~
Hmm...~ Is quite easy larh.
Cause i got read and keep do mar.
Liao facing 2 or 3 question's that i not really sure.

Do liao and double check my answer.
Each person got 45 min's, i used 15min's to do and check my answer i think ?
Cause when i out from the room, i know i used overall 30min's time.

Of coz, when finish i click result.
I aim tiok its show my result.
Hahahahah~~
Quite happy and reassurance.

So now is the time for me to rush my traily and car practical.
Rush rush rush rush rush and rushing.
So, this coming Sunday (13/3/2011) , im gonna going my car traily.
After this, i can start to learn drive car le.

Learn driving minimum need 16hours then can take test already.
If my car test also pass.
Then i'm P license already oh~~~
Woo la la~~~
So April i think i can get my license soon !

Might be quite rush for myself.
But i wanna freedom and fly~

That time really is "See me fly~ Im driving in the road~"
Hahahahah~

CHEW NE YIN !!!!!
GAMBATEH !
You say you can, you can !
Go Go Go~~ A leh a leh a leh~~~

Ok. Guy.
The result is show here.
Undang test i correct how many marks ???

Answer : 47/50

Clever bo ? clever bo ?
Smart hor ?
I also don't want so clever and smart d.
No idea larh.
Haizzz.~~~
xDDDDDDDDDDD

Feel to beat me ?
Ne ni Ne ni pu pu ~~~~~~~~
Blekzzz~~~~~~~

《心之乐》华乐音乐会2011 - 中阮独奏：中阮摇滚 [HQ]

这首歌呢，也许是我们 中阮 玩家的梦吧？
因为很好听的一首歌。
以前很久了，我找到了后，就一直想朋友‘宣传‘这首歌有多好听。
朋友们也一直叫我学。

当然，我疯狂了这首歌很久。
而且很疯的那一种。
所以，我尝试去学。
但是呢，怎样学也学不来。
因为真的很难。
所以，我放弃了。=(

事隔多年，哈哈。
现在看回这位小帅哥的演出，觉得他发挥这首歌的意思很不一样。
味道都很特别，很爽。
也许因为他用了钢琴伴奏吧？
真的是好听到~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
把我拉回了这首歌。

所以，如今我的目标。

中阮摇滚。　
从新来过！！！

闷。。。

昨天第一次吧？

回去了阮家族帮忙合奏。

合奏的情况和感觉，一个字，闷。

现在的中华华乐团，根本奏不来。

这样勉强下去，全国赛去是去，但是，没有决赛份咯。

一定 Fail Out，淘汰出场。

完全没有 [ 风 ] 的感觉叻。

我宁可去敲击帮忙也不想浪费时间在阮。

反正我会了也，还有的是，我一个顶她们三个。-.-

赖生说我一把阮已越过了她们很多。Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...~

帮也不是，不帮也不是。

竟然有人说我变态？？

玩音乐就是这样的啦。。。-.-llll

Respect the music larh please guy !!!!

如果我的 Level 的阮手有四把就 Settle Problem了咯，不用烦恼。

真的是，昨天我玩得很没有感觉。

老实话，惨料啦。

那里可以丢脸的中华？？='(

唢呐。。。。
我耳朵都快给你们炸破了啦！！！
不错是不错，音准啊，拍子啊，Tolong啊～～～

二胡。。。。
声量啊，几十把二胡，出来的声量就那么的小声？？？
拍子，音准。。。
就看不过眼的就是那声量！！！！！！！！
拉大声点啦。

扬琴小妹妹。
我教的东西呢？？？ -.-lllllll
算拍子，敢敢的打啦！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

ARGH !!!!!!!!
I'm really gonna crazy if i continue sit in inside there.
Next time practice i rather to choose back 'qiao ji' there to helping them.

Ish iisshh iiissshhh iiiisssshhhh iiiiissssshhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN IT !

Lu la la lerh~~

4/3/2011

Heard that next week will get my SPM result already ?
Damn it, i don't want to know also.
Just let it.
Fine.
Already scared few month of time's.
Is really tired and nervous, can't get relax from that.
Suffer my life. =X

SPM you're suck ! =]

Yesterday went back to school with ho pek.
Heard chung hwa school rules changed.
And i saw it how it changed.

Thanks god bless me, i'm graduated. =P

Girls hair must pin up if over here, over there.
That's so suck seriously.
So when went school, you can see all of the girl is using pin to pin up their hair.
Chung Hwa School turn to be a Japan School.
I think might be lot people loving it ? Cause it Japan school nowadays.
Nah~
I don't think so. Should say lot of student gonna change school ?
Or not have a thinking of changing school ?

Pity junior all. =(

Ho pek fetch me go QB again.
So we 2 siao la la again.
Joke here play there.

And then we also jio HuiMin come out for hiao.
Since we long never hiao with each other already. xD

Miss you larh wei ~ xP

Erm...
Oh yea.
We watch [I am number 4] this movie.
Is a quite nice movie.
Quite nice ?
Opps, i should say its very nice.
Very excited seriously. Hahahaha~

So handsome and some beautiful and so excited and so so so so yeng geng cool man !
OMG !!!
If i would like same as the person inside the movie.
Having my own skill power.

Wuu la la~~~
That's sooooooo AWESOMEEEEEEE~

And this story is quite touching seriously.

"I'll be back to here cause of 1 reason."

Hahaha...~
"That's cause of y.o.u~"

Sweeeeeet~

Nice one.
And then finish movie we also back liao.
Ho pek fetch me back d.
Arigatoooooooo~

Ok larh.
Like this end my 1 day time.
Nice outing. xD

呵呵呵~

2/3/2011

Say bye to Fed already.
2011 like this i finish my 2 month of time and did nothing. -.-
What the ..........

After graduated really nothing to do.
And i feel like wasting my time and life.
This type of life really crazy enough.
Was so suck. =X

Keep going back oks for helping only.
Seriously, i don't feel to help more also.
Junior are not accept my opinion. =)
Diam cukup. xD Happy over my life enough. xD

回来正题呗~
最近老娘发骚啦~~
在面子书一直寻找华乐的同志们。
打算和他们交流，交流的。

哪知大多数都是来之外地的。
而且，都是大哥哥，大姐姐。
这也是应该的啦，这样才好交流嘛。

感觉这世界的华乐高手还真多。
我自己还真自卑料。

看了许多的影片，照片的。
感觉他们每一位都很厉害酱的。

无论如何啦。
老娘还是得学好我的阮了。
和我的阮宝贝相处了两年多的时间吧？
中三年中买的，到了现在。。。。
2008/6 -- 2009/6 -- 2010/6 -- 2011/3
是的，两年8个月的时间吧。

真的是心疼死了。
从老远新加坡飞来的。哈哈。（周老师带来的哦，感觉很厉害吧？值得我好恋的一件事。哈哈）
重量就比其他的阮/乐器重很多。
不懂为什么这么样子的重。
这么多年了，老实话，我的手真的很累，很伤了。

当然，还好音质还不错的。呵呵呵~
比起其他阮的音来得好听。
不愧我用了千多令吉买你回来。

心疼，心痛得入心入肺的事情是说，
买了不久罢了，给人家不小心的砸坏了。
过了一个星期的时间，老娘的心情好不容易才收拾好一点点。
又给一位团员给摔跌了。
整整哭了两个星期的时间啊。

天啊~
回想起也心痛。
说真的，乐团里谁不知道我疼我的阮宝贝的？
无一不晓。
疼死了它啊。

还记得有一次，和名家一起表演的，结果借用了我的阮宝贝演出。
哈哈哈~
借给高手用哦~ 值得~值得~
快乐，爽死~~~~！！！ ^^

我的阮宝贝这几年就这么样的陪伴着我奔跑东西。
去这里，来那边的演出，比赛。

所以，我是不会卖的。

打算迟些卖一个新的中阮，又想买小阮。
不懂要买哪个好。
我的阮二老婆。哈哈~
给你一个姐妹陪伴你一起。

其实是打算两个都买的。
中阮久了，而且想买个轻的来玩。
不然这样子下去，我的手伤就只会越来越惨，越来越伤。
其实，现在我的伤给不好到哪里去。

很疼痛。 TT
算了，看你是我的阮宝贝，不计较。哈哈哈~

玩音乐，就是得疼你的乐器，培养感情。
它并非你的奴仆，不是一定要为你而奏乐的。

疼爱它，就对你好一些。
弦线不容易断，音质也好一些。

就想养一只宠物，狗狗。
你对它好，它就对你忠心不二。

音乐玩的是感情，不是技巧。
和乐器也许要有感情所在。
两体合一，玩出来的音乐也不一样。

有空时，帮它洗澡，做个面膜。
久久换一次新衣服。
每一次练习完了擦一擦它的身体，衣服。
给它干干净净的生活，快快乐乐的幸福。

乐器是拿来疼爱的。
就想老公，老婆似的一样。

当然，心情不要时，
玩乐器可以发泄心情，
但是，不要乱发泄也。

好好的发泄，不然它会受伤，会痛的。
记得疼回啊~~
这样发泄的时候，听了起来音乐也特别好听。 ^^

给你自己的乐器起个名字吧。
因为它就是属于你的，
你不疼爱它，就不要买它。

一旦买了就得疼爱它。

它一辈子就是你的了，爱情一起了还是会分开。
这个是分不开的。

好好的珍惜。

乐器不会背叛你，讲心事给它知道咯。
乐器不会骂你，做错了什么，认错咯，心里好过些。

总之呢，
我懒惰写了。
（想写过一篇的文章。我的确是吃饱没事做！呵呵呵呵~）

好好对待乐器吧。