13/6/2010-1145am

Hey !
Stupid NeYin !
From Now !!!
Dun keep think much le..
Dun worry le..
Dun care any more !

Be confident to urself !!!
Be confident to oks !!!
Be confident to oks member !!!

Believe that u can do it !
Believe that oks can do it !
Believe that ur oks member can do it !!!!!!

U the president of one oks team !
Urself dun even hv confident...
How about ur oks member..!?!?!?!

I should trust u guy...
Trust my oks team..
Trust my oks member !!!

If self also lose confident...
How to gv ur oks member confident ?!!
Ask urself !
Scold urself !
Stupid Me !
Stupid Chew Ne Yin !!

Must hv confident !!
Gv them confident !!

Be confident...
If not...
Competition havent start yet..
U already lose to urself..
Not lose to other ppl..
Not lose to other sch
Not lose to the competition !!!

IS LOSE TO URSELF !!!
Dun not be the loser !
Be the winner !

Believe them
Trust them
Confident !
Fight !

Dun 4gt...
Beside u still gt alot of fren..member support u~
Stay beside u ! Fight with u tgt !
No matter how..They Always here..!!!

This are the wab attitude of a oks member needed !!!!!

YA !
CONFIDENT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

13/6/2010-Sunday-630am

Morning !
U guy sleep well..? o,O"
I sleep not well leh... =="

Really FML(Fuck My Life) !!! T,T
U guy should know wab happen d..
No nid ask..no nid say... ._.
Argh...
Hate it...
Now i start think..
I start wish...

If no this time de competition...
If my oks din join this time de competiton...
How good are that..

I no nid facing so much problem...
I no nid facing so much pressure... T,T"
I no nid keep worry so much..
Can easy easy over my life...
Can happy happy over this 2 week of holidays..
And then AGM...
Pass all my thing to the new coming AJK...
How good are that..
Right..?

Then no more work for me..
No more pressure..
No more problem..
No more worry...
No more crying..
No more sad...
Say is say no more..but....
If i start thinking back to las time...
Who also cant stop my tears.. =x

But CANT !!!
This 2 week holiday..
Ya...happy is gt...
But happy 1 or 2 day nia...
Bad mood coming back to me agn...
The pressure come back le...
Haizz...

Alot pressure..
Keep thinking..
Keep Worry this..worry that...
Keep think...if like this how ah...if like that ko how ah...
My brain working non stop for 24 hrs...
GOD !
How can like this leh...

1st..if this time din hv this competition...
Mean that...i did nth for oks ..?
Teacher las time keep ask me..telling me..
Las few year de president did wab be4...
They do concert for oks..
They go the competition at KL...
How about u..neyin..?
Wab did u wanna to do..?

I try tell teacher be4...
I wan do concert...
But he dun let...
He gv me wab a fking bull shyt reason !
Reli is bull shyt ._.

Ok loh..
Nvm...
Slowly slowly wait and see..
And now...this competition...
The one and the onli one thing that i can do for oks...
So...of coz...
I facing million of pressure !!!!

But...
Any how to say...
Since i join in oks..
I already did it many thing for oks...
Cannot say bo this competition i jiu like nvr did some thing for oks wab... =='""
Right..?

But...I knew that..
Why will think like this...
When u become a president u will know the feeling...
U will feel that it is a reaponsibility for urself...
Not onli for other ppl..
Not onli for oks..
Also for urself...
Fight urself...
Beat urself...
Challenge urself
So..maybe now u guy see till here...
U guy now onli know that why i keep worry so much...
Why i think so much bah...

Be a president reli not easy...
I proud all of the president.... T.T
Wanna be a club president not easy..
But..Be a oks president More harder !!!
Whole oks are in ur hand...
How u walk..how u do...
Whole oks also following u !
Member de life...oks de life..all thing..
Reli reli reli hard...
Reli not easy....

Soooooo...
Any way...
This competition reli important for me... =x
Reli hope did some thing for oks...
This is the one and onli one thing that i can did it for oks when im a president..
When i taking this post.. " PRESIDENT"
I know that...not a easy job...not a easy work any more...
I will facing alot of trouble...problem...happen...any thing...
Oks thingsssssss
Big thing..small thing..any happen...big happen..small happen...
Also is my responsibility...
Cant run for it...

And and and and !!!
I can put down my pressure with happyness...
I can pass my president de thing to the new coming AJK...
安心退休。。T,T
Reli hope that i can...

Some more...
This year...my LAST year le..
Form 5...
Wan graduate le...
Just a hope..
Hope las year in oks also can get a good memory...
Dun last year le..
Onli cry cry cry cry.. =="
Bad memories bah..?

Hope can leave with happy..
Leave with relieved...

May I..?
This question de answer onli oks member can gv me bah...
Pls gv me the answer...
Im waiting for u guy...
Thanks very much
Love u guy !