Thursday, May 31, 2012

累得开心

31-5-2012 , 星期四


这个星期说是 sem break  ,但是老娘的时间表满爆!
好累,病了都没有时间休息叻~


星期二下午和院友们去了 batu ferringghi 玩玩的
去到了海边时,挺难忘的,被 gang bang 起来了
被欺负,差点被丢下水了 呵呵~


不错的一天啦,又另一种不一样的回忆
充满了精彩的生活,我喜欢 哈哈~


华乐全国赛就在下个星期五了
当天我身份是工作人员呐~
希望一切顺顺利利啦


中华乐团啊?
心里有数咯,决赛应该是有啦,可是呢。。。
敬请期待咯~


3份的 assignment要做啊
天啊 神啊 晕啊 
组员们不负责任啊 
难道一个人 solo 到完吗?=(
才不多了,一个人在做罢了
辛苦啊!!


下个星期开学鸟
所以说真的没有break的,辛苦到~~~
要外出都是个问题了~


到底做不做功?
part time work ?

好不好呢?
老实说,我没有时间了,才做工下去,休想我有时间休息


有时候,这种感觉是个迷。。。

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Sick life =(

27-5-2012 , Sunday


A busy life , non stop never rest well.
Since Friday morning class 8-12pm
Then went ChungHwa Orchestra helping
Then night HuiYingShe practice till 12am.


Saturday morning ChungHwa Orchestra till 1pm
Then next HuiYingShe practice and night perform till 11pm.

Nice life but tired enough.


Sore throat , coughing non stop and non stop.
Very suffering and painful =((
Feeling not really well and seriously tired.
Coming week my sem break , no even have time to rest too.


Monday class replacement 8am-4pm
Tuesday lagi got PT 1 , so mean monday need to study till 99 lagi.
Then tuesday got class till 12pm
After that batu feringghi apartment stay.


Need to busy buy food and arrange everything.
Maybe over night there ? And then Wednesday back home
Wednesday noon Queensbay for Neway maybe ? If i can shout T_T

Thursday and Friday chunghwa orchestra teaching.

Saturday and Sunday free.
Then my sem break end T__T
Schooling life start again and also chunghwa orchestra competition d.



Everything come together.
And my own thing make my life more meaningful.
Challenging life , GO GO GO !!

I MUST DID IT FOR MYSELF T_T

Hate to see these picture , so suck !

Yesterday night orchestra concert.
Never think of that i can having such music concert in my life.

Really fun and meaningful , a memorable night to remember <3


Eee Haaa ~

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

My Life ~

23-5-2012 , (Wednesday)


Last week Friday Marketing PT is over .
Aha ? Seriously , all the question not too hard , quite easy.
But of course , i not really know how to do too.
But , once you got study , then you can understand what it asking , what is need.


So , today Mircoeconomic .
More worst course ever i meet , i hate it so much =((
Next week is sem break , but still need to go back 2 days for class replacement and Management PT 1.
Sienz lar macam ini.


Then , 3 days more to go , HuiYingShe orchestra concert.
Helping to perform in this Saturday night.
Feeling quite exciting and interesting , ehe !


Friday finally can back to ChungHwa orchestra after 1 month of time ! Yahoo ~!
I miss there so much yet i hate you guys so much.
Always making trouble for me and need me to solve it.
Once go back , scold , pressure , stress.
Should i hate or should i love ?
This a question i can't get the answer temporary.


My time table is full until next 3 weeks.
Study , homework , assignment , performance , teaching , activity.
This life is nice but $$$ not nice ler =(((


Need to spent quite lot of it , must control well ! =D


Haiz , college life is really busy , i no enough have extra time for gaming already.
Even got , i rather to choose get rest. =P


Love love love love love youuuu <333 AHAHA !

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Life of College

17-5-2012


Life in college is getting more and more exciting~ 
Our intake this year got one group of girl , all 19 of us =D
A quite big big gang right. xD
So , the feeling is quite not bad.
Cause , we all always together no matter where is it =))


Appreciate that i can meet they all , so cute so funny and so crazy =D
Hope can enjoy the time that we together in this coming 1 year ~!
We're rock (^^v)


PT 1 (Progress test) is coming.
This Friday marketing.
Next week Mircoeconomic ( DIE)
While sem break back for replacement class and taking our PT too. =((


Marketing and introduce to management maybe i can understand but i can't remember it well.
But at least , i understand right.
Die one is mircoeconomic , everything relate with graph 
And the lecturer is really ... Kiam par =(((


HELP HELP !!!!
WHO CAN TEACH ME MIRCOECONOMIC ~~~


Then , still again help on performing next week Sat night =(
Can i dont ?

But i tired my best to practice it , feeling .....
Not bad ? HAHAHA =D 


No matter how hard is it , everything take one principle to keep myself up
"Try best do best !" xD
Patter many many this call xDD

It's not a ending , it's just a direction to go ! =D

Sunday, May 13, 2012

13-5-2012


最近的生活真的挺充实下的,但是确实是很累下的。
无论是精神上的疲劳,或是身体上的疲倦,都是一样的累。
累都可以整天都无所事事,睡觉,睡觉,再睡觉~
但是,我不可以这样每天的过生活啊~!


学业上的累,都是精神上的大大打击。
快有小考了,第一课到第五课。
加油啊,读书啊~!
拼了命也的读,可惜,不是很会,老师都很匆忙的带过而已。
还是得靠自己了,不然就是找senior朋友们帮帮忙了~


当然,还少不料的是assignment了~
三个一起来,很好啊~ -.-'''
自己会做的,应该做的,都做了。
好好的加油吧,不懂同一组的组员们做到怎样了叻?


华乐,今年第七年了。
我说过了,我想离开这个华乐生活了。
当然不是说完全的离开,好几年的回忆,努力付出,没有那么容易放得下的。
音乐也离不开人生的~


我呢,要我帮忙教导,帮忙小型表演都可以。
至少跑外边的表演还可以赚点钱用的~ 呵呵呵呵~ xDD
但是,如果要我很认真地,再次付出汗水,时间去练习,表演,进步技巧的话。
老实说,我办不到,我有心无力了。


一来,没有时间了,学业上的时间根本无法多出来。


二来,除了学业,当然也有休息偷懒的时间的嘛~ 如果连这点点的偷懒时间都要我很努力的尽心尽力去练习我的阮的话,这种生活真的太过充实到我很累。


三来,还有的就是朋友生活耶~ 学院朋友们,以前中学朋友们,还有华乐朋友们,还有外界
朋友们~ 这么多的生活叻。中学时期因为华乐而往往我都忽略了和朋友们在一次的生活,现在的我不想再因为华乐而没了朋友生活。



但是,或许这些都是借口吧,从没有到有的这一身本领,技巧,说放就放。
老实说,挺浪费下的。
回去中华华乐团,可以,我的小小技巧,功夫还可以教导他们,传给他们。
帮助乐团,尽力而为的~ 当作回报,报恩乐团也好,再过几年我也不回去了~
为人能帮多少就多少吧~


工作方面,AJK里,没有担心也无法担心了。
担心再多也没用,每个人有着每个人的一套功夫,控制不到,也逼不到。
一样的,把自己的经历,自己的经验分享出去,听多了,见多了,自然而然会想的咯~


但是了,中华乐团每次一样到就很害怕,很担心小妹妹,小弟弟们。
没有了一个带领的顾问老师,就靠我们校友的帮助了,如果校友都不要帮的话...
乐团的未来将会是怎样?
乐团给我一身本领,难道就这样走人吗?
我办不到咯,对不起~


慧音社这个乐团,给我的回忆会不少,而且也很特别。
这也可以当作是个外边多参与的乐团生活了。
不知不觉一年了,社乐团本身的改变也多了。
我也不大想去了,人的离开,人的改变虽然与我无关,但是,感觉不依旧,就是不一样了。
社会的乐团,自然有着社会的问题。


有人的地方自然就有着问题,避免不料,所以叻....
少去了~ 


然而自己是否放弃阮就拿点时间想想吧。
我相信,心理和手一定会发痒去动的~
加油吧~!


朋友们的爱情故事我听了都心酸
虽然不是自己,但是,那种感觉真的很不好受。


当初的我不知不解的爱上了你
如今的你不知不觉地伤害了我~


逃离了苦海,看开,想开,放开。
再看看半边的朋友们在苦海里挣扎,真的体他们辛苦!


加油吧!

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

心底里的感触

9-5-2012


昨天第一天和朋友们坐 assignment.
但是,很怕了。
一组四个人,他们三个人都好像不要做,不要做的。
一直聊天什么的~
哇老 =(
我最乖 呵呵 一直找资料 一直 type type type ~


一个月时间就要交了 希望可以好好的合作 合作愉快吧 (><)
We need team work kay ~!
加油 好不好~


过后,去了另一位朋友的家,晚餐
我是第一个学院朋友去她的家
呵呵呵 好特别的感觉 xD
我重来没有这种感觉过~
值得我纪念的一天


昨天,心里感触,感想真的很重,很深,很痛,很疼,很酸,很不会说
看见朋友和姐姐之间的感情,很羡慕下的
这是种羡慕还是妒嫉?
羡慕吧~


有姐妹的陪伴是不一样的 o(>o<)o
感觉很温馨 很幸福


朋友们是我的姐妹?
不是,得不到那种特别不一样的感觉


3 assignment to do , rushing and i feel not well =O
Drink more water !! 

Saturday, May 5, 2012

=O

5-5-2012


昨晚跑去了慧音社帮忙演出
这样的,不知不觉一年了
改变了很多很多


慧音社乐团给我的感觉变了,不再一样了
但是,我依然想念。
希望可以好好的continue下去吧


很糟糕昨晚走路回家时
左脚竟然酸痛了起来 =(
怎么一回事了?
害怕了 ~


今天看见一些东西
心底里被隐藏的事情出来了
忍啊!!