22/5/2011
Yesterday, for me, is a bad day, a sad day.
Thought gonna be the end of the world ?
Why never and never happen ? =(
I am waiting you to come.
I am quite suffer life right now.
I choosing to be hurt myself at the first, and at the end i am injured.
*Ouch* TT
Stupid meee =']
Cause i am the one who choosing to be hurt myself to enjoy the pain-ness.
I also wont try to choose hurt any one beside me.
If the end of the world is a real thing happen, today and now i also wont be updating my blog here.
But if it is real, i wishing i can die from this thing happen.
No more suffering, damn nice.
To be a human, must be a stronger.
If you a weaker, then you're really hard to be alive from nowadays society.
And also our feeling, 七情六欲~
Is hard to control some time. ='(
I am the one who always failed to control my mood some time.
Like this few day, kinda moody suddenly.
=')
So, if the end of the world.
No need suffer life like now.
Actually, i am loving to be alone some time.
A silent world ~
No one kacau, no worries or any thing.
But ...... HAIZZZZ ~~
And, when i am alone, no one dare to be near with me too.
Maybe for them, i am the clown.
One day, if i cried, they also thought me is joking ?
Or maybe they scared of me, a clown is cried ?!
Is it seriously thing ?
Well, me also a human, i also the one who know how to cry. =')
And also some thing i wonder, when i am sad or angry.
Who dare and having the brave come to chat with me or try to cheer me up.
Who wanna try it ?!
Just come talk with me, joke with me see.
Try see any special thing will happen.
Seems like no one dare to try this thing on me.
=P
Yesterday, oks, well, i am not really happy if those in oks saw my face in the early morning. -_-"
Lolx ~
That time my face is really seriously fxxking fierce this what i know.
And me this face, is the why reason every time people scared of me.
That time, i am kinda angry and hurt in my heart.
Pain-full-ness ~
And i think to jump down from the building too ?
Trying to do a super women ?
But i failed, cause i don't event having the brave yet.
Whole day !!!
521 whole day moody ~! Why not the end of the world ? =(
While, night time still can play and joking with member.
But then, still the same case in the end.
I turning back to sad after finish practice.
I try to do some thing special but it failed at the end.
Ok, well, just fine it, ok ?!
Disappointed me.
And the end, i just did it with alone.
Walked a scary "long journey" at school.
I am challenging myself brave.
That time is feeling like nothing, but inside the heart, jumping is quite fast too.
Scare pun d wor. -.-"
But nothing larh, i am still alive from there.
And also, yesterday, the first time i drive car after get my P license.
Well, what to say is ....
The same thing happen again and again.
Don't think to share out here.
Throwing myself face saja. -.-""
Last and never end.
Chew Ne Yin, Me !!
Just want to be the final winner in those thing that i am challenging myself !!!
Let prove it with myself.
I believe i can, i can !!
