Saturday, November 26, 2011

PRESSURE x(

27-11-2011

Damn one~
7 zai 8 zai only mood not good liao~

Who the one say , the one tell me
" Money problem you no need worry , dont worry" ?

But then , keep at there tell me , scold me , say me ,
Money you give by yourself arh ?!
So many years study , who pay ?
Enough money arh uh ?
So much money !?

Who the one say
" You wanna do what i also cant care much , just follow what you want." ?

But then , every day do the pattern let me see ?
Every day talking the fxxking word let me hear ?
Is really make me hard to do my decision !

You think i am really that kid with happiness and enjoy life so much ?
Every day laugh and smile so much without pressure so much ?

What the tuuu ?!
Once say tiok money this word nia i ko jin tulan ! -.-
There say ka so good , here keep give me the pressure !!

This is a transparent pressure k !?
You think i every day happy at home enjoy life arh ?!
For my education i also worry i also care one , thats my life , thats my future !

I wont take this as play ok ?
Just some thing maybe i dont know , try to teach me lar cant is it ?
Why every thing must be scold one ?
We are human , we born to be learning , we born to be sharing.

Just cant be like teaching way teach me what to do ?
Why must be say till the sound so bad ?
Spoiling people mood even i lost my confident on it !

Bout my psychology , ok fine , i already give up on.
And now turning back my head to business.
Cant just like helping me on it ?

I believe that every one in world also born from nothing and learn every thing.
But , maybe my fault there i never , i didn't ask.

But , am i a stupid ?
Excuse me ! I am not !

If i know got this type of thing , i surely will asking and make sure one !
Just cause of i dont know and i never think as much as that there actually is got so much different there , so i never ask ! -.-

Who ever hope to get scold , get say every thing ?
No one wishing that right ?!
Some more we are from one family , but why my family relationship is really just like ....

Fine it !
Every time talking style not same ,
i am the person who hard to make decision by myself and for my future !

There say 1 , here say 2 !!
Never think of self got wrong one ?!

YA ! MY FAULT AGAIN AND AGAIN !

FINE IT !
WHO CALL I AM THE SMALLER ONE ?

X((((
T___T

I am really tired life
Suffering life

我也有我的苦的叻 !!!

=D

26-11-2011

Woo~
This two days my time are super full~
Friday - Morning 9am till noon oks , night steamboat ->Straits quay 1130pm ~!
Saturda - 6am HYS -> Oks 8am - 1230pm -> Straits Quay 5pm -> Queensbay 6pm -> 11pm xD

Full right ? xD
I need , i want and i love this type of crazy life ! Woo !!!
Friend and friend ~!

Memory and memory xD ^^
Happy day and tired day~

Sleep not enough TT
Panda eye are out d~~~

Must sleep more~

Breaking Dawn ---> LOLX !!!
A movie that show us their wedding , in love , pregnant and try to protect the girl main character and last one changed to be a vampire ~
Movie not as nice as i so exciting and what i imaging to see it !
-_- Disappointed ! /.\

Waiting for the part 2 xD