Alek~

21-12-2011

Alek~ What happen to this blogspot.
Write liao pun cannot up my form ler like this -.-
Sienz , any setting problem is it ? =(
Duiii~

Say tiok setting arh , jin unlucky liao lor.
Last two days , once i wake up and use my phone , cannot use ki ler -.-
Setting run out or what i wonder , never touch it never use it but cannot use eh.
Sienz lar /.\

Take go ask , need reformat whole phone again and again.
Tuuuu~ What the fish fish T_T
So , back home and record ALL phone number in laptop first.
Totally 3xx contact , but after clear and clean it , should be left 2xx contact bah ?
Sienz , so stupid d phone gek ? -.-

Walao , really beh tahan , write ka here ko dont feel to continue liao ~
Cause this blogspot problem !!!

Maybe , i wanna take my time and change a new skin for it le~

Dam down mood , making by myself again.
Christmas event , i really feel failed than last year ever !! -.-

HAIZZz

=((

14-12-2011

Happy 2011 Last Valentine day~~

How many days d ?

Moody how many days d ?

Haizzz , sleep late , wake late , i really dislike this kind of life~

I really rather to sleep earlier and wake earlier , its a healthy life.

Moody moody moody !!!

x(((((((((((((((

........

13/12/2011

Never know how hurt am i =D

Busy life make me don't think for all the negative thingy.

Hope every thing gonna be fine~

Blessing~

And also , temporary went back maple play syok~

And .... Ahahaha~

My mood is getting better and good with .... ^^

<33 ~

T_T

10-12-2011

A jealous heart , a hurting heart , i am down again !

I really wish to scold out , complain out can or not ?

May i do that ?

WTF.... -.-

Today oks farewell , i am really getting jealous every single second there !

I am fxxking hurt deep deep tonight !

羡慕心？妒忌心？

真的不明白。。。

没有人可以，能明白我的心情。

不是我的不感恩，不是我的不满足，但是，身为当事人的我，叫我带着一个笑容的脸孔已经够辛苦了，不可能叫我带着真正的快乐心情去享受派对。

这种场面，妒忌，羡慕，爱恨。

我真的受够了这种场面和心情，不明白，我总是个不幸运者，这心情与场面真的不是我的第一次了，我应该习惯，但是，我还是适应不到。

不公平的事情，我真的习惯了，我明白了解没有公平这东西。

可能，既然，我选择了这条路走，我就应该勇敢地走下去，心理准备，挫折不会少，失败会是多。

人生还长得很。

不算还可以怎样，不完美中的完美才是完美。

安慰自己，加油

我的心情无需他人明白。

D:

8-12-2011

This few days always sleep late wake late , damn unhealthy life.

Not really love it seriously.

More like sleep early wake early , a better healthy life.

Cause , every time on i wake late i also will headache T_T

Sad sad~

Continue , my time is almost full booking till Christmas date.

I wanna find people booking for count down 2011 to 2012 new year ! =D

Any there any one else reading my blog and feeling interesting ? Aha !

Come date me please.

I wanna have a full and enjoy December , the last month of year 2011 ! x)

Nothing is impossible , nothing cant be success.

Some time , when begin blur and steam , lost my way , moody and emo few days.
After that , be cheer by self , be thinking positive self and join friend more , outing more.

Or not , write blog more , write dairy more xD

Yea , is the best way to let me express it out all.

So , i believe i can !

CoCo Chew , GO !

Temporary , went back MapleSea play play.

Having fun inside and also meet some new friend again.

Once back maple also will meet some new friend and chat , slowly be good friend.

Yea , i love to meet new friend , make new friend.

Every one friendship i also will very appreciated it very much !

Of coz , the old and long friendship that i make it inside maple , still left some only x[

Too bad ! Hope can meet back them and keep in touch !

Of coz , so lucky that , inside a online i also can make some true friend out there.

The friendship is longer than a real life friendship and better too ! =DD

So , temporary now again , i have no movie to watch any more.

Almost watched finish these nice movie =DD

SPM friend also freedom already , enjoy your guy holiday well !

Okay lar , that's all for this blog post today !

Hasta La Vista~

讽刺

6-12-2011

讽刺的心情

我迷路了。。。

/.\

5-12-2011

快变成了独行侠了

一向来办事，处事态度，老师都说我很独立，不会依靠别人。

现在长大了，单身的生活令我更加独立吧。

我终于实现了独行侠的第一步，一个人迈向电影院看戏。

今天的不懂那里来的心血来潮，很想去看《大英雄，小男人》这部戏。

但是，因为一些事情打乱了我的计划，看了一场4:45pm的戏。

可笑的是，我很特地的选择了中间的座位。

就这样讲的，这边剩下了六个座位~

第一和第二的座位，有人买了，所以我选择了第四个座位咯~

就以为第五和第六不会有人要买了，因为接下去的第七。。。。。都有人了。

怎么知道啊，杀出了一对 couple /.\

结果，我被两对 couple 夹中间。

TMD 的可怜，讽刺 -_-

很讨厌的感觉。

算了，好好享受一个人的电影吧~

感觉不错，但是，就是孤单得很~

自由，但是，寂寞~

哈哈~

我可疯啦~

T_T

x((

1-12-2011

I end my November with outing with friend almost every day.

But , i start my December first day with staying at home , bored whole day ?

OMG !! Is so bored at home and hearing some one argue non stop for a stupid problem.

Wasted my one day life.

And also , i still really quite mind and care bout some problem that i facing.

I damn hate it , i care and i mind.

I can't stop controlling my brain for working to think the stupid question and trouble.

So , when only can i be normal facing this type of problem ?

Am i really that bad girl as myself think ?

I know , i think too much again and again.

Let me keep it in my heart and my dream.

No one is gonna know what i thinking right now.

I wish , i bless , and i dreaming every single second !!

Although it is wont happened as long as my life in this world.

But , i loving this dream so much although is suffering me every single second =")

What can i say is .. " I do "

Ahahaha , i am really that stupid as i know.

Try best to did some thing impossible.

And and and .... I hope some thing that i hope can getting better not like now so bad x(

Movie per day !

30-11-2011

Since this pass Saturday start , my life counted as movie per day !

Saturday : Breaking Dawn

Monday : You're the apple of my eye

Tues : Puss In Boots , 3D

Wednesday : The Adventures of TinTin ,3D !

Wahahahaha~

Continue with Arthur Christmas , 3D and also Petaling Street Warriors !

I wanna watch it too !

Come on ~!

Jio me out any time , i try to arrange time with you !

Who interesting paktok with me ?!

Ahahahahaha~ ^^

=DD

30-11-2011

This few days , my life really meaningful.

Outing with friend non stop and its from morning till night whole day !

This is what i called as enjoy life and relax.

Yesterday went Batu Ferringhi with friend(name Ken) and we go for seaside walk walk.

Relax and enjoy but the leg really painful TT *Ouch*

Go for asking every apartment and hotel price for my christmas event.

There is really a place that just for tourist !!

Expensive is who also know liao eh , let me say some story out.

First apartment that we asking is my target , Sri Sayang Apartment.

I know there is quite good and cheap one lar , cause last time friend make an event there.

Cause last few days Ken phone go and ask for the price and every thing , the Aunty does't want to rent us cause for she just rent for 3 days 2 nights and say we all are kids surely noisy , so dont wanna rent us !

Woowo~ This Aunty is really ......

Fine then , so yesterday me and Ken went there for asking others owner see whether can found or not.

Too bad , when start asking only.

The first reply is "Full already"~~

Totally shock and no idea with that.

After slowly for asking the price ~

WOO ~!!

Even not full and still got room for me , i don't think i will rent there also.

FOREVER WONT !!

2 bed room , RM 450 per day !!

So , if i go for 2 days 1 night is RM 900 !!

3 bed room , RM 500 per day , even there is some one rent for RM 550 per day !!

ALAMAK ni !!!

Why cost us so expensive ?

At the end , finally , i understan.

December there a big period ~

Christmas event , holiday , all the tourist come for holiday and enjoy~!!

Thats why the price is so ...... GELI !!

After that we still go for few hotel ask for fun , at least just to know their price.

Rasa Sayang hotel RM750 , and also minimum is MUST stay for 5 days !! -_-

WaLaPiang !!

After asking this two , we almost try to give up stay over night at Batu Ferringhi and plan back to Tanjung Bunga ? Flamingo or Paradise hotel.

So , dont care much , we went beach walking xD

Woo !!

Beh tahan !!! Hot no need say liao eh , ko pain ka si. TT

Meet Ken brother , so different ler~~

Totally is ....

Talk talk then walk walk and back.

Went Golden Sands Resort asking too , so the cheaper also RM 630 ..... -___-

Batu Ferringhi hotel , apartment is an vampire place , sucking your blood non stop ~!!

No idea , give up on every hotel in Batu Ferringhi~

Planning to go Flaming or Paradise hotel ask d..~

But , on the way we walk back get my car.

Saw a noob and cheap hotel , inside but not seaside one.

Their advertisement is make us laugh and feel funny.

What free wifi , and only RM 88 per night ~~

Bla bla bla~~~

Look not really good lar , but also try to ask.

Ken ki siao , really go ask.

And , my respond is WOO WOO WOO again !!

O_O

Its not expensive but its CHEAP !!!

For us this kids kids is good enough and really nice d.

Standard room also just cost us RM 138 -_-

Triple room RM 168

Family room Rm 208 ~!!

Shock and ths our hope ~!!

Some more lagi ada room !! xDD

Weee~!!

Get a new and nice target ~! /.\

So , we are going there stay d =DDD

Then , many thing lar , SKIP SKIP SKIP.

Back tanjung Bunga and go Flamingo hotel ask , FULL -_-

Went paradise hotel , the old memory , still same price , RM200 and RM100 for deposit !!

The different between Batu Ferringhi and Tanjung Bunga.

1) The cheap and expensive

2) When asking , BF will start with , "cause the date is big period event , Christmas right." -_-

If TB one is just tell you the price , never up price. LOLX !!

This two things is what i pengsan with....

After asking all , Gurney , Mcdonald for dinner and watch Puss In Boots 3D

Walk here walk there , finish , back home !

The whole day life for yesterday.

Last few days also went different mall with different friend for different movie =PP

Life ~!!

PRESSURE x(

27-11-2011

Damn one~

7 zai 8 zai only mood not good liao~

Who the one say , the one tell me

" Money problem you no need worry , dont worry" ?

But then , keep at there tell me , scold me , say me ,

Money you give by yourself arh ?!

So many years study , who pay ?

Enough money arh uh ?

So much money !?

Who the one say

" You wanna do what i also cant care much , just follow what you want." ?

But then , every day do the pattern let me see ?

Every day talking the fxxking word let me hear ?
Is really make me hard to do my decision !

You think i am really that kid with happiness and enjoy life so much ?
Every day laugh and smile so much without pressure so much ?

What the tuuu ?!

Once say tiok money this word nia i ko jin tulan ! -.-

There say ka so good , here keep give me the pressure !!

This is a transparent pressure k !?

You think i every day happy at home enjoy life arh ?!

For my education i also worry i also care one , thats my life , thats my future !

I wont take this as play ok ?

Just some thing maybe i dont know , try to teach me lar cant is it ?

Why every thing must be scold one ?

We are human , we born to be learning , we born to be sharing.

Just cant be like teaching way teach me what to do ?

Why must be say till the sound so bad ?

Spoiling people mood even i lost my confident on it !

Bout my psychology , ok fine , i already give up on.

And now turning back my head to business.

Cant just like helping me on it ?

I believe that every one in world also born from nothing and learn every thing.

But , maybe my fault there i never , i didn't ask.

But , am i a stupid ?

Excuse me ! I am not !

If i know got this type of thing , i surely will asking and make sure one !

Just cause of i dont know and i never think as much as that there actually is got so much different there , so i never ask ! -.-

Who ever hope to get scold , get say every thing ?

No one wishing that right ?!

Some more we are from one family , but why my family relationship is really just like ....

Fine it !

Every time talking style not same ,

i am the person who hard to make decision by myself and for my future !

There say 1 , here say 2 !!

Never think of self got wrong one ?!

YA ! MY FAULT AGAIN AND AGAIN !

FINE IT !

WHO CALL I AM THE SMALLER ONE ?

X((((

T___T

I am really tired life

Suffering life

我也有我的苦的叻 !!!

=D

26-11-2011

Woo~

This two days my time are super full~

Friday - Morning 9am till noon oks , night steamboat ->Straits quay 1130pm ~!
Saturda - 6am HYS -> Oks 8am - 1230pm -> Straits Quay 5pm -> Queensbay 6pm -> 11pm xD

Full right ? xD
I need , i want and i love this type of crazy life ! Woo !!!

Friend and friend ~!

Memory and memory xD ^^

Happy day and tired day~

Sleep not enough TT
Panda eye are out d~~~

Must sleep more~

Breaking Dawn ---> LOLX !!!

A movie that show us their wedding , in love , pregnant and try to protect the girl main character and last one changed to be a vampire ~

Movie not as nice as i so exciting and what i imaging to see it !

-_- Disappointed ! /.\

Waiting for the part 2 xD

24/11/2011

Today , i plan to go mall buying some thing.

But , from yesterday night until this second i updating this blog post.

I am still lazy and don't think to go alone.

Alone shopping mall , i don't mind.

But , go and just buy some thing then back , is really waste my car oil and bored lar~

Go and back /.\

So , decide that tomorrow before oks i will go Queensbay buy and then go for oks practice.

Hohoho~

This year Christmas i am planning for event again.

Batu Feringgi apartment.

But too bad , yesterday night i asked friend for a help phone for asking.

The old lady aunty don't wanna to rent us lor.

Keep asking we go for what lar ~

Sure is all child child , will very noisy one lar ~

Only rent for 3 days 2 nights only lar ~~

Walao ?! Aunty , lu jin gao kap siao lor.

Got money dont want earn never mind lar !

Not only yours can let me rent.

Just need ma fan myself go ask and book only mar.

Luckily this few days friend will go batu feringgi stay , im gonna go there find him and go for ask price and also book.

Seriously , really hate booking room by internet or phone.

Well , dont care it so much.

Just hope this time will be a hapy enjoy and memorable christmas party ! =D

=)

21/11/2011

Today morning having a nice badminton 'match' with 3 friend's.

Inside the heart is quite happy but yet still some not happy~

Lolx~ What feeling or mood are this ?

Not really cant laugh out and some thing.

Sorry for my fault there.

Any way , is really love to sports nowadays , feeling sweating is really nice xD

Hope can get the second time.

Try best do best on every time x))

Nothing special also lar ~

Mood is kinda normal , not happy , not angry , just ....

Take my time calming down~

Relax , Ms.Chew xP

Hu xi~

-_-"

19/11/2011

Yea , today my mood should be a good good mood , cause this few days is quite happy life with friend and i feel relax enjoy~
This is the only few days time that can let me relax without any pressure , without any problem.
These what college problem , money problem , bla bla bla and la la la~

That some day that i can really throw away one side all my stupid trouble worries.

Can at least having a smile~ =')

But , good thing doesn't not stay long with us , and , too bad , i read some thing and i really can't accepting that.

Some thing that i really excited from long time ago , i planning long time ago , but , now i drop into the deep hole again.

It is really making me feel to scold out WTF !

Quite long time never meet up with this word [F] d , never thought that tonight my feeling and my mood is gonna to scold out this word.

Some thing that i really hope , i really excited , that some thing i keep on planning.

And now , one sorry spoil my whole planning all. -_-"

Is really out if my expected !

Be true , temporary , now my mood is really cant accept it what i saw and what i should to accept right now.

That's why i came here and express out my mood , at least hope can getting better and get my good sleep tonight.

I already having two nights insomnia~!! I really tired tired and tired already x((

Still need to plan this and think that.

I really beh tahan lar x((

Well , a better explaining , i am not gonna blaming any one or whatever thing.

Yea , i understand that is only myself own expect but not yours too.
I put too much hope on that , myself fault , i should that too over trust ? Too hoping on the some one and now again a big disappointed -.-"

Who ask myself so excited ? -.-

Tuu myself ! NOOB !

Stupid CoCo Chew.

Lmao ~!!

Well , although now i already scold out , say out what i wanna to say.

But , my mood is really bad now and feeling to cry some more.

T____T

="(

x((

Is really giving me a lesson again.

Don't too over expected some thing and don't too over hoping on .... /.\

A sorry is really doesn't mean any thing , but , we must and need to forgive TT

Sad lar ~!!

ToT

15/11/2011

真的很怕
连续几天了都在发噩梦。。

梦到哭，吓到哭，怕到哭那种。
醒了眼眶都水汪汪的 (><)

什么啦这是，噩梦。。
不是鬼就是恶魔妖怪。。

真的得平复下心情了

深呼吸~~~~~ (><)

这两个月我应该会挺忙了的~
呵呵呵呵~

加油 !! =))

Yea ~!!

14/11/2011

Finally , temporary finish every perform ~
Really tired and very very nervous bout yesterday night~!!

So many years d , yesterday perform first time so nervous , so scare only~
Normally , once i perform or competition surely is full of confidence and easy job for me.
But , yesterday night perform thats not a easy job and also site let me feeling more scared~

Oh shyt ~!!
Whole night the heart pim pang-ing is getting faster~
Both hand is getting more sweat~
Really arh ..... (><)
But , it is a really good exp to let me learning~

Getting more exp on perform , getting more brave and getting more confidence ~!!
Thanks for giving a good chance ^^

However , thats a friend concert , and they ask to helping in.
So , really dont wish cause our/me fault breaking the great show~
Can knew that , few of us is tried best to did our best too~ Well done xD *peaceful*

Well , Friend , dont be disappointed , every thing just a first time.
Tired best and did best , this is the best ever thing to get your guy exp ~
Getting more exp , and learn from mistake , so improve self to be better~
Yea ~

At least , the whole concert is success ~!!
Congratulation~!!

Now , is the best time let me rest and also continue for my study plan.
So sorry i have delay so late~

Ho seh ~ TT

12/11/2011

Now is , 10.50pm and me is online by using home pc xD
How long never like this liao T0T

Today , a day that i must remember for myself.
A special thing happened~
Ahahaha~
My life , my story~
Really enjoy it so much xDD

And also , a best good bless for tomorrow night.
Hoping every thing can be success and be well~
Damn scare lor seriously (><)

Liao , some thing and some thing ~
Lolx xDD

I found out that , some one is really so Fxxk ~!! ^^v
Damn lot people hate HER xD
Finally , i get some understanding from others~
Mood is getting better but still keep changing~

My Christmas mood is on~
Plan some party for this year christmas again and again~
Is there any one interesting with that ? xD

We wish you a merry christmas and a happy new year xD

YES !!

10/11/2011

Tomorrow is what single day ?
11.11.11

What can i say is , what a beautiful date =D
Just enjoy the Happy Friday well , nothing to be sad or hurt.
Is just a normal Friday with a nice date number.

Single or not , not important.
For me , Single Is Rock =DD

Alone just alone lor , i don't mind =") ~~ xD

Just ..... Hmm ..... ='D

Ok lar , yesterday first time practice together for perform xD
Woo ~ I can catch up what they need xD

Yes ~ Quite happy , not really hard as my imaging ~
Sup sup water , but still scare~
This Sunday night need to perform liao ~

Hope every thing will be okay and success~
Arh~~!! xD

Duii ~!!!
The some one arh !!
Really lar , faster come back home , we go kia kia together mar , guai lar xD
Go buy laptop mar xDDD
Ahahahahe (><) xDDD

=DD

2/11/2011

Hohoho~
Is new month for 2011 year again~
And also the last two month only~

Time is really fast~
I also graduated one year O_O"

La la la~
A final decide for my education already.
Hope can be fine in every thing and wont be regret too~

Waiting some one come back and go buy my new OWE laptop too~
Wahahaha~
What a finally T_T ~~
A life without any pc 3years~~
I am so outdated !! x((

As i wish , i still got some thing to buy yet~
Slowly earn and save money buy lor xD
Maybe ? Half working and study ?

钱是赚回来的，不是省回来的 !!!

I wont get rest when i'm tired , i get rest when i'm DONE !!

YEA !!

This my new target !!
Start from this month ~
And give me 1 more chance , 1 year of time !!
I will did it well !!

CoCo Chew ~ Go Go Go xD
Support !!!!

要我怎样？很矛盾

28/10/2011

看见朋友们的虚伪，
我很无奈。

看见朋友们的做作，
我很失望。

看见朋友们的缺点，
我不知不觉地想远离你们。

看见了朋友们的不好一面，
我不想再这样下去了。

看见的都是朋友们的虚伪，做作，假的一面，过河拆桥。
这里等下和你很好，这里等下和你讲句话都不要了。

到底怎么一回事？
开心快乐完了就算了吗？
还是怎样？

到底，你这朋友是一个怎样性的朋友？
在我心里的位子，你不简单，但是，你也可以是普通的一位，但是，我没有。

朋友，我是可以信任你的人？还是，你的伪装太厉害了？
我真的不懂~

朋友，很对不起~
我看见了越来越多你的缺点，这的确很难让我和你相处下去。
我怕我会有忍不到的一天，我怕我会爆发崩溃的一天。

我不明白为什么 ，我会有种心情感觉 ，自然的想远离你~

有时候，明明就是事实，我接受不到，但是，最后还是面对了。

有时候，看见了面子书一大堆的流言意语~
总觉得太过残忍，现实，但是，不得不承认，有时候，身边所发生的事情确实是如此的残忍，现实。
人们的心，是自私，是现实，还是如今的社会改变了我们人类，不得不现实？

到底，怎样是个真心朋友？什么是假朋友？朋友有酱分别的么？
对我而言，朋友就是朋友，然而，是怎样的自己知道吧？

People need you , they talk to you. But , Don't expext them to talk back next time when you need them. This is what we call [ Fake Friend ].

我 Copy 这句话，因为我多多少少有认同这句话的意识~

或许，想另一方面？
主动就是解决的办法咯？
不过，主动久了会很累的~
友情，需要的也是两方的努力维持，靠一方的主动，迟早爆发~

忽冷忽热的感觉真的不好受 -.-

算了 还是靠自己的努力吧

心疼 心痛到麻痹了今年。。。。
发身了太多，很多事情。。

不得不长大了~

少计较，多付出~

学习感恩~

T_T

22/10/2011

Damn damn ~
So long never update my news here ~
Not i don't want update or lazy ~

Is cause of some one , so i have no chance to even touch this comp keyboard~
Damn long never online with pc already~

Hmm hmm~
Pass is really flies ~
Also quite lot of thing happened~

Is really making my emotional crazy ~
Tired of life , stupid thinking and crazy emotional ~

Think of lot of thing and really lar ~
I really fuc*king hate the some one ~
ARGHHH !!!

And , again and again ~
But , this thing also normal liao =x

Lolx~ I write whatg i know only~
Those still reading my blog , paiseh nia xD
I write non sense here xDD

Hmm~
Nothing let me update here , but lot thing keep making me ...... T_T

Ok lar ~ Temporary like this first ~
Tata~

=]

别问我这些东东 说这些事情
修养当中 无心去想
我现在过得很快乐 ^^

xDD

Be seriously , i never watch Namewee video or hear his song.
Is really never and never , and ...

Today i kek po and feeling curious to watch about this video.

What the lolx xDDD
I gonna support him !!

Although i not clear bout the stupid thing all larr.

But , at least in this video , Namewee scolded the person with correctly and the truth.

Scolding people can no need to be rude larr seriously.
The right and the truth you say out , scold out , you get the point , then you will be the champion. xDD

SUPPORT !!

处女座是习惯独自面对寂寞冷清却一定把微笑展现给别人的人。

https://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=274558362569459
[Some thing about friendship]

=P

18/9/2011

Hehehe~
The Friday day night first =D

Went for 2009 , 4s5 gathering at E-Gate ..
Quite lots of people going too larr~
Damn happy cause of a gathering although not any special thing happen.

Me , siang and bei went there early for our lady talk =D
Hehehe~
I love when friend is sharing and talking ^^

Me , Siang , Janice , Bei , Xuan , Cie , The 6 girl from 4s5 =D
Jin Ling , O tao you , ah beng , Jiun chyi , Ah pong , the boy from 4s5 =D
And some others their friend , Vimin , jia shun , baby , and one more xxx

A great gathering , went E-Gate for dinner and then chit chat play non stop.
And then , plan to go drink beer ?
Lolx , Ah Xuan ki form ?!
Keep ask for going or not (><)

Teach bad me this xiu mui mui nia lerh. (><) xDD
But , seriously , i feel to drink also d larr.
But , i'm the driver worr. =((

Too bad ~
After that discuss , went OXO that near by Queensbay mall there ~
11 of us is there and few of them drink beer , but boy is tried to keep smoking !!

Die larr macam ini , kena we 6 girls anti all xDD
We all hate people those smoking lerh ~
Semua kena marah ~!!
Next time we should prepare tina go le bah ? Girl's xDD

Beer i drink 一两口咯 ~ Muahahaha~
Although is really sibeh not nice to drink since my first try last time.
But , with friend happy together , and i really feel to drink that time. (><)
So , i drink a little little bit bit lorr xDD

The Heneiken !! =D Woo~
I damn loving this type of life ~!!
I feel i am the real 18 now ^^
Ahahahahaha~

Its make me damn excited to go my college life~
I am coming ~!!
Of coz , i still miss high school friend.

But , as i know , is ok now , that is some thing called as gathering in the world =D
Much keeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep in touch every one =D

After no longer ................
Few of us run go buy water drink ~
Lmao /.\

I feel too bad that i cant really talk to my darling bei =((
What the .... for you some one ... -.-
Holding her whole night and chat all the time.
Is a gathering there , and you keep tie her for all the night . (><)
Seriously , i feel suck larr =[[

She was not only for you , but is for every one friend. -.-"
This is what i wanna to say and im not tired to tie her of coz.
But then , just few word to talk also no chance for all of us.
Fine it this time /.\

So , we chit chating non stop , and i feel that ah xuan is really drunk xDDD
So funny so cute while talking
Wuahahahaha~
Up form liao xDD

Just a gathering lorr ~
Keep ss , mean capture pic uh ~ =D
Waiting Janice to upload too (><)
Damn nice night for me =D

And , especially for some one here !!
Attention , double attention notice here , just for you ~
Without you in us life , we all will feel better much more happy~
Don't think that you're really that so important , you just a nothing for us ^^

Then , we back home d .
Meeeeee ....
1230pm reach home and sleep ~
(><)

The next day , yesterday , 630am wake for oks.
Woo ~
YA !!!
I love this type of love seriously !!! =DDD

Busy make my life meaningful ~!!
Went oks and discuss lot of problem and thing.

This complain to me , that complain to me.
Ki siao~!!

Liao .....
This happen that happen ~!!

/.\
Bo lat with kid's !!!!!! =D
Gina ~

After that when 12pm finish all wanna balik kampung time.
Heavy rain is suck making me cant back home although im driving cause of my car parking quite far ~ x((

Start the talking war ?! xDD
Me , ah pet and vicky , 3 of us talk from 12pm++ until 4pm++ some thing. -.-

Godnessss ~~
We skiped our lunch time too. (><)

So much to talk meh ?
Seriously , YA ~!!!
Cause we meet 2 virgo there xDD
And one ...... Double fish ? Ahahahahahaha~

From , oks problem to friend problem to family problem to love problem and to personality problem and even secret xDD
We chat every thing and every thing ~!!

Wooo ~!!
Counted as a LT also bah ~?!
Lady talk !!
Yea , this are what i want some time.

Communicate and understanding each other !!

Is important to did this and tired to understand human thinking =DD

A damn nice Saturday oks practise for me and night time im really tired and i skip to go HYS

Sorry my girls there !!
We'll having our LT next time i go. xDD

Me ... Seriously ...
Ahahahah~

I know myself ^^v

Cause of yesterday talk , i suddenly think thought lot of problem and stupid trouble last few days i facing.
Feel damn relax and happy mood now =D

Every thing see open ~ think open ~
Life will be better !!

Lets us fight together !! Friend !! =D

I love you guy !!
Ya !!!

辛苦的想法日子~

13/9/2011

昨天，本人有点，不是有点，而是很 down ~
为什么？

因为，还是老样子的，想太多，贪念增加，要求不断，满足不满~
自己的过分要求？还是，自己的不知不觉满足不到？
想要拥有更多的东西。

其实，我也不明白为什么会这样。
这么久的时间，这么多的时间，真的不能？不行？
而是一定的那么短时间之内？

以前有的，现在没有了。。
的确的是，我不爽，不甘愿，百思不透其解~

想不到一个令我满意的借口。
对的，是勒，我需要的就是一个给我满意然而也可以接受得到来隐瞒我自己的伤口。
一个令我周妮萤服的借口。

但是，我找没有~
很难找，因为，我为。。找太多的借口了。
一次又一次，多次又多次的。
借口总有用完的一天吧？

算了，有话好说，
慢慢来吧~
别又一次的给自己打败~

没有那么容易败的~
再辛苦的，再难的，再痛苦的经历都有了~

怕什么~
没有怕的~

加油~!!!

回来了~

12/9/2011

大家中秋节快乐咯~
好好的享受~ 尽情的玩咯~
看到嫦娥的话，叫我啦~

我的生日，没有派对，没有特别开心，没有怎样~
普通日子一天~
我不求多~
但是，我有特别的礼物~
大家都花了很大心思的礼物~

这才是最珍贵的~
感谢了，感恩了~
成为了我的回忆~

晚上，不是快乐，但是特别
感谢啦 =D

某某人，看来我等的这一声，我还是等不到。
有没有机会再次听你叫我这一声，还是得让我等。
我的有点期待，换回来了有点失望。
这一声，让你很难出口吧 -.-
哈哈~
算了 =")

没有特别的了~
就这样啦~

面子书有点点的照片咯~ ^^

[=

7/9/2011

Few days never touch pc =((
Some one is playing pc and over night all the day and noon time sleeping.

What life are this ?!
Terrible larr ~

Seriously , i need a laptop badly =[[[
I want/need to learn lot of thing.
I dont feel like to wasting my life and my time any more.

Some more , my injured leg is quite making me ruin out of my mood and time.
Lot of things i cant do it and i left few months time to go ONLY !!!

Piang eh ~
Plan to start a new life and this stupid damn thing happened.
PHEW !!!
I hate uu ~!!!

I wanna new life , i want change !!

Lolx ~~
Last Sat , oks , i did some thing that i never thought i will do ever.
Of coz , i plan and i think before to do that.
But , seriously is really quite shy ? Scared or nervous to do that.

Some more ......
Hehehe~

And the end , i did it ~~
Woo ~
Feel to an-call the second time of those not there that time.

xDD

This few days my life is dying ~~ =[[[

Hmmm ......


...
.......
............

Although Friday is my day
But , i feel that nothing special this year.
='")

Just a normal day ~

虽然我也很期待 ， 但是还是平平坦坦过日子好了~
期待高，失望高~

Hahaha~
A normal day ~ Nothing special ~ Nothing surprise ~ ="]

Down

1/9/2011

I seriously need a new and my own laptop badly !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

好的。。发泄完了。

2011 年，第九个月，第一天。

没有什么好特别的，就普通的一个日子。
闷在家里头发霉。

本来打算今天可以出街呼吸新鲜空气，享受自由的，玩的够本。
放松心情，快快乐乐的。
哪懂。。。某些原因取消了。

心情真的难以接受。。。呵呵~
算了。。

所以，就只好乖乖的在家里又过着非人生活。
闷的说。
我要精力，我要活力，我要动力 ！！

这并非我求的生活，我要的是活跃生活。
不是监牢。。。

左脚之伤，害我难过活。
心底之伤，让我活得不一样。

这个星期五，就明天。
中华乐团举办了团康活动的。

玩水，本人还是没有得玩。
只好客串，客串帮忙好了。

心情应该可以不错吧？
但是，又想起某人的事情。。
我就不大开心。

最近不一样了。。
态度不一样了。。
怎么了？

算了。。。

对了，很想尝试看 Bod hair style。
不是普通的 Bod哦，而是超级 Bod的那种。

呵呵呵　～
以后吧。
剪个 bod hair style看看 xDD

=D

31/8/2011

国家生日与我无关。
但是，生日快乐咯~

昨晚，二哥带了我一家人出街去吃。
我的生日餐。

因为，他星期六回来，今天又回去了吉隆坡。
所以，特别的提早请我吃。

可惜，昨天早上复诊左脚伤时，未能完全复愈的。
痛是没有了，不过，还不能蹲的，蹲的时候很痛的说。

所以，想了又想，真的很难决定要吃些什么。
这个不能吃，那个不可以吃。

他们又看我头的。
所以，只好选择了西餐咯~

老实说，我还是很讨厌一家人出街的情况。
一辆车，四为人，不习惯。
我会回想以前，一辆车，五为人的情况。

所以，我都选择沉默。
与家人沟通不到。
我很辛苦，因为我讨厌，我伤心。

就连吃一个西餐，也想到了爸爸。
以前那个地方，就只有爸爸会带我们去。
之从他的去世，我们已经好几年没有去了。

不懂为什么我会突然之间想起这个地方。
五年了，没有去五年了，什么东西都没有变到。

很回忆的感觉。
所以，我昨晚真的属于低落的心情，宁静的心情吧。
特别伤感的。。

五年了，是快的，是慢的。。
我还是接受不到。
呵呵~

面子书~
朋友们的状态，朋友们的照片。。
真的很羡慕。。
更多的是妒嫉 ~

何谓 [一家人]

我更是讨厌那些不珍惜，不尊重父母亲的孩子们。
简直对他们有了反感。

状态不是骂爸爸妈妈的，就是讲自己又多辛苦。
真正的辛苦不是这样的啦。

而是你们追求自己所想，而面对无法应付的阻挡，所以不满意。
因为你们不满足自己的拥有，而贪心要求更多。

这些情形反映了一句话，珍惜眼前人，别身在福重不知福。

人都不会珍惜，失去了才懂得珍惜。。
一家人，就算是有钱人也未必拥有的福气。

宁可一家人喝粥团聚，那种的福气，有钱也享受不到。

一家人，爸爸妈妈，孩子们在一起，就是种福气。
无论是欢笑声，争吵声也好，都是一家人的存在。

好过。。我本人的 [一家人]
没有声。。。。

真的很感触。。

我的 [一家人] 都没有了，更何况是害死我爸爸的亲戚们？~！
我周家没有你们一群可恶的亲戚。
我不会认你们为我亲戚的。。

所以说，我很少向外人说家人的东西。。
因为，朋友们都是幸福家庭，你们各个更本不懂我的痛，我的苦。
别装了解我，懂我，你们不清楚真正的我故事。
我的友情，我的爱情，我的亲情。
没有一个人可以真真正正的明白我，就算你是当事人也好~！

朋友们埋怨不应该埋怨的东西事情。
我真的讲说不到，我只会认为朋友们 [身在福重不知福] ~

外边的人，
我向他们说我是单亲家庭的。
给我的反应都是比较成熟，会想，自立，不一样就是了，还有很多的。。

我向补充一句，这些都是内在的东西，外在的东西你们知道吗？
然而，内在的这些东西，你们会讲，会说，但是，你们又明白多少？

真的。。。
不是你们不了解我，而是我自闭了起来。

=")

="(((((((

28/8/2011

8 am now ..................................

And ....

I....

Can't found the reason why. x((((((
Really quite hurt ? Sad ? Emo ?

习惯了，但是，还是一样的感觉。
呵呵 -.-"

Not gonna to write here ... Keep it myself best. :'D

Damn damn damn damn.
I am tired of this some thing that making me emo nowadays.
Lolx la la la ~

Having nothing to update also larr.

Since im emo-ing ~!

Tatax ~

x(((

26/8/2011

七早八早醒来看了面子书某个东西
心情马上低落了起来 -.-

严重 TMD 咯 !!!
没有理由我不能不讨厌你

算
给我时间消气。。。。

错过了一场精彩的阮音乐会
很可惜，很心痛 =((((

四位中阮的高手聚在一起开 《四说阮语》 的音乐会
很久之前知道了，前几天是也刚过了，现在看回他们的照片，他们的影片。。

没有得去就是遗憾。
在 KL，天后宫叻 (><)

他们四位负责了 高音阮，小阮，中阮 和 大阮 的。
应有尽有，只要是阮的就对了。

就连 《云南》 这首歌也有的了
哇 PIANG eh !!!!!!!

没有得去，就只有可惜，羡慕，郁闷的感觉存在感。
看了他们面子书的影片，一小段的罢了。
感觉很棒了，很厉害了。

相信如果是看现场的话，一定把我的阮心再次挖了出来向阮音乐出发。

弹奏了一些摇滚的歌曲，真的很棒。

除此之外，还有登报子的呢。。
向外界的人们接受了阮的种种不一样的历史，故事。

阮摇滚音乐不是问题 !!!

很棒的一句话。

的确，有本事的玩家们可以利用阮弹奏出很摇滚的音乐。

啊 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

失去了如此棒的机会就是遗憾了。。。 x((((((

=))

每个人一生之中心里总会藏着一个人，也许这个人永远都不会知道，尽管如此，这个人始终都无法被谁所替代。—— 而那个人就像一个永远无法愈合的伤疤，无论在什么时候，只要被提起，或者轻轻的一碰，就会隐隐作痛。

郁可唯《好朋友只是朋友》

好朋友只是朋友 還是朋友 不能夠佔有

好朋友瘋狂以後 就一個人走 無所求

好朋友只是朋友 只能保留 一點點溫柔

我知道什麽時候回頭 不打擾你的自由

認識你也許我就足夠了 緣分的神奇我都不管了

可能你感動也看不見我心如刀割

哪怕很痛過 至少就不算錯過

愛人不是最好的朋友 朋友再好也不能牽手

感情在天平兩頭 誰都怕太沈重

好朋友只是朋友 還是朋友

=")

19/8/2011

发现鸟自己的缺点
其实，我也早就知道，不要的是面对事实
如今还不是一样的接受事实。

无论如何，这个缺点也是个优点，
但是，得改进咯。

昨天，想了又想，关上了眼睛，这里想，那里想的。
真的要读心理学？
真的要离开槟城？
真的要坚持下去？

如今，还是需要在思考思考。
还有的是机会，最后一次的机会。
放弃不料，不可以放，一定把握机会为以后的自己做决定。

几年后周妮萤就看着现在的周妮萤的决定了。
别伤害了自己，别后悔。

加油~！！
努力~！！
别放弃~！！

一個人不成功不是因為....

不放弃
加油
继续
对了，就是这样
尽全力
再找更多的力气

感恩 感谢
支持我的人
鞭策我的人
对我不离不弃的人
激励我的人
帮我加油打气的人

不断的提醒

=xx

17/8/2011

唉
这几天的我不懂怎么鸟

整个人都好像很 down 去的感觉咯
开心不到
就一直追戏看罢了
很闷的生活，脚好了过后一定要出去了

我不管 我不理
(><)

当然心情差不就因为这样罢鸟
因为一些某某的原因

很烦叻~~

每次一烦就来这里发泄
啊~~
解决还不是得一个一个的慢慢解决

而且，我的隐性心理病还存在的可能性很高。。
所以呢。。。

呵呵呵~

别说你懂我
别说你知道我 了解我

你了解我是我的性格 脾气 或许想法
但是 你们每个人都不知道 不清楚 不明白 不了解 我的背后生活是如果的度过
我的心事 我的烦恼 我的家庭 我的背景 我的私人生活
你们不懂我。。
=")

其实。。。
最近发现几样我很心痛的事情，
我恨我自己的理由。。
我搞不清楚状况
我连我自己要些什么都不懂

我过的生活是错的
我要的东西是错的

我做错了很多东西。。

烦
恨

这个生活我腻了
我要个新生活 心朋友
过几个月？
离开这个地方
前往乡村 -.-

新生活 心希望

我是时候改变想法
有个计划书了

不管迟不迟
只要有着一种想法
[永远都不迟]
万事能成功

加油 加油

=l

16/8/2011

Yesterday go visit doctor lagi.
Leg kena bao bak zhang 5 more days again and again.

Haizzz.
Mean havent recover yet lorh.
Sienz nia ~~

And also, yesterday i feel that actually some thing real from my heart.
No one know my pain. =")
Cause some one is talking my deep heart thing.
Let me know some thing.

Haix..~
Sienz.
Not really got mood.

Erm .......
Nothing update d.
Sayonara ~ -.-

o.o

15/8/2011

Erh.......
Oh yea.
Yesterday the 1 year anniversary ~!!! xDDD
365 days ~~

Hahahah~
Love you much much ~~

No people what im talking about.
BLEKX xPPPPPPP

So fast 1 year d.
(><)

Erm...
Later gonna visit doctor bout my leg.
Lolx.
Some place is like getting worst.

I wonder why. -.-

So, every thing must be careful and take care well.

Once kena some thing happen.
Need long long long time to recover it.

Including hurt of love too. =D

Outside nothing hurt, but the pain of hurt.
Heart attack can die people one lorh.

Haha.
Kena once before, forever wont be forgot the painful-nes. xP

Seriously pain for few months time and im taking long long long way and time to recover it.

Hahaha.
Stupid love.

Single ROARRRRRR. v^o^v

x(

13/8/2011

Damn long never using my broken English write blog d.
Hehehe.

Erm hmm.
Yesterday never online lerh.
Cause morning when i wake i saw some one is sitting front of pc.
So i have no chance to use any more.

And also, Friday noon so surprise that my mum bought a TVB Hong Kong drama for me without my order.
Oiseh ~!!
So good, so nice.
And she know what drama i wanna to watch cause i introduce her before. xDD
Some more she remember it !!
I quite shock that when i saw.
Ahahahahaha !!
Oh my god !!
Thanks mum so much !!
Hahaha.

That is TVB d 《团圆》 !!
Totally got 30 episode ~!!
First day i only watch 10 episode until 2am with my mum together !!!
Chasing the drama non stop cause is really nice ~!!
Muahahaha~

And then yesterday, i woke at 9am. -.-
How long i never so late wake before d ?

Continue my drama untill night 11pm some thing end of 30 episode !!
Woo !!
So hiong so siao so geng so la la !!!
Whole day watching this drama.
So nice, so geram, so touch, i dropped my tear !!

Wuahahah~~
Really nice drama show.
Introduce you guy also watch too.
Is reallly nice, but for sure is not super nice that kind yet for my standard.
Hehehehe~~

Hmm.
How abouts my left leg ?
Kena wrapping right.
And its itching every second every mins.
Godness. -.-
I have to tahan till Monday lerh !!!
Hope Monday visiting back d time no need wrapping any more.
Suffer lorh.
Think see larh.
Suffering from some where of your body is very very very itching and you cannot go scratching !!
Some more is, here itching finish then there, then here, then there.
Run lai run ki one wor.
WALAO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And hor, i discovery that my right leg is swollen too.
I think i need to tell doctor when my next visit.
Hope is ok ok larh.
HAIZ !!!!!!!!!!!!

Some one, some thing make me damn moody and fxxking angry.
I really damn you up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just even a simply msg also cant you reply me and continue it ????!!!

Ok, i dont talk much here.
The person will know what im talking about and who is that.

救命啊~!! TT

11/8/2011

我被折磨啊~
天的啊~~

我那被包扎的左脚一直在发痒的，
我又无能去抓痒。

那里痒完鸟，这里痒。
真的是哇老的。-.-"

忍忍忍 !!

希望这个月尾可以顺顺利利进行我的某个活动吧。。

暂时这样~

拜拜~

真是的。。。

10/8/2011

果然了。。
昨日早上去看了另一家的医师，
左脚就被包鸟起来。 -.-

跌倒骨折是不可以去推的，
去推鸟反而更加糟糕，
这就是造成我脚痛的原因咯~

不只是骨痛，里面的经也痛鸟起来。。。

虽然说我的左脚伤比较明显的疼痛。
但是，我的右脚疼痛也是有着的咯~ o(><)o
一样的是里面的经痛(不是女生来大姨妈的经痛啊！！！别给我乱想的 -.-) !!!!!

但是我没有告诉医师，
他叫我下个星期去复症的。
所以，一定得让他知道了，
希望不用包起来吧。

不然两只脚都包鸟起来，看了很奇怪叻。。 (/-.-\)

两只脚都一样，不只是骨的疼痛，就连里面的经也受了伤。
就躺着让他做的咯~

心里怕怕的说~
晚上和老妈聊的时候说我的脸很痛酱。。

其实不是痛啊~
而是这些推拿的东西，我们可不知道他们医师下一秒会对你做些什么啊~！

要是突然他对你来个突然的攻击不就是惨？！
呵呵呵~
那时候的反应不懂是我来个高八度的喊叫声还是医师吃我一脚鸟~
哈哈哈！

包了起来，里面还放了木板或是铁板似的东西的。(><)

当然的，还是得戒口鸟~
这个不可以，那个不可以吃~

路也不可以多走，
除了休息还是休息。-.-

天啊~
简直是对我的一种精神虐待吧。

我这种可爱又活泼的~
有时候又格外 Hyper Active 的~
那里可能啊~！！！
xPPP

算了~
脚伤可以照成一倍的事情~

老娘以后走路也是靠着双脚罢鸟~
一定得好好的照顾自己鸟~

所以~
Don't expect i will going out any more or go where any more~!!

Miss me and wanna see me ~!?
Come my home, i don't mind.
I welcome you guy any time.
Ahahaha !! Just bring your whole person come but not any thing yea.
Later all bring what food come. I pengsan. -.-'"""
You rather give me money like that.
Hahaha. Joking larh uh ~!!
人就是现实的~！！
哈哈哈哈哈~

别担心了，目前我还好。=))

谢谢朋友们的关心 =D

更新下下的。。~

8/8/2011

三年前的这一天。。
在中国里，举办了一场惊天动地的奥利比亚运动会。。

世人不会忘记的一场开幕典礼。。
使用里中国千万年以来的历史，文化，传统，故事来迎接它的到来。。

身为华人的，真的值得骄傲的一件事。。
看见了他们使用了戲劇，音樂，民間藝術，國畫與書法，電影和其他各个种种不一样历史文化来表达我们华人的历史。。
让外国人看见了华人千万年来的历史，了解我们华人的根。。

一场的开幕典礼，亿万观众的观赏。。
你们做到了。。感谢您们的付出。。 =D

过了多年的时间，相信大家依然记得那一幕的发生。。
不奇怪的，大家依然会拿这话题来讨论讲讲的。。

中国一次的开幕，让下一届的国家 [伦敦] 吧？英国？美国？
头痛了呗。。~

呵呵呵。。~ 期待的叻~~

今天也刚好是今年的 PMR Trial Exam 叻。。
祝所有中三的童鞋们顺顺利利的~
Good luck, try best do best. =D

讲回我自己本身吧。

那一次的脚受伤，很久的伤痛。
到了今天，或许很多人都认为我的脚上好了。
但是，其实还没有。

走路时依然会痛得说。
自己的不听话，别走路多，别站久。
可是呢，就是坐不静叻。。/.\

左脚就比较伤痛的感觉。
好像是里面经的问题咯。

今晚应该要去看另一家的医师了。
去了好像一定被包脚起来鸟的咯~ (><)

那时候不怪怪不走路也不行了。。。

一定要好好休息了，不让这是一辈子的事情了。
脚伤一定得休息了，不让 。。。。。 (><)

事发后，很多人的关心。
我很感谢，很感恩。

但是，事发已久。。
大家看我走路都没有什么的。。
然而，到了现在的后果是如何，没人的问候一声到底其实是如何。。。

人类心。。。 呵呵~
自己心里明白就好。。

至少，我某一天，去到了某个地方，某一个人，发现到了我的痛，问候了我。
这种感觉，很温馨的说。。~~
感谢您。。朋友。。=')

Really =((((((

3/8/2011

Sad die liao. =((
My ODM watch ....
Christmas special limited edition one ..... =[[[[

I lost it.... T_T
It cost me RM 2xx !!
=(((

I am really heart pain. x(((

Few weeks of time already.
Unlucky thing keep on happening non stop.

Making me suffer lerh. =[[

ARGH !!
My watch arh !!!

How careless am i ?

I remember i got wear go out shopping.
But then when shopping i never play my hand, never play my watch.
Just aneh aneh, myself also forgot i got wear watch cause of i less less less or never wear d. =((

This time wear nia ....
Out happen liao. =(((

When i reach home i first saw my table , my watch bag ...
I shock and i totally blank ki.
Keep remind myself did i where or not or where i put at. =((

I really heart pain larh.
RM 2xx ODM christmas special limited edition one. =((

My baby watch.
T^T

ARGH !!!

Just let me be rude here.

What the fucking god playing me nowadays ?!
Dont play me like this lerh.
Almost 3 weeks d.
I really really facing lot of big big small small thing happen all.
x((

F U C K Y O U !!

很感触的一夜... =') ? ='( ?

1/8/2011

30/7/2011 这一夜，很感触的一夜。
心情什么的都涌上了心头。。

看见华乐的发展，看见华乐里的新团员。。
以后靠的就是你们各位小朋友了。。

加油 加油
我们大的就算帮忙，也帮不了多少。。
到了最后，坐在台上的是你们自己。。
靠的完全是自己的自信心了。。

华乐，华人的民主根。。
音乐，人类的灵魂。。

都是不容易 不简单的责任。。
以后的后代是否可以在听见，看见，靠的也是我们自己叻。。

第一次在后代看着自己的乐团表演。。
那种心情。。。
真的难以形容。。

孤独的一个人坐在后代。。
听者学弟学妹们玩的音乐。。
看着自己曾经坐在里面的乐团。。

回忆慢慢的涌上心里头。。
这感觉，很伤心？开心？矛盾的说。。

泪都飙了出来的。。
自己本身加入乐团，里面坐着的都是大哥哥，大姐姐。
有着受保护的感觉，很温软的感觉。。

一年又一年。。
一届又一届的学哥学姐们的毕业，离开。。
自己的长大，懂事。。

乐团的改变，乐团的起起伏伏。。
到了如今，可以袖手旁观的时候了。。
才发现放下没有那么容易。。

就算在了后代，也有着一股的冲动去帮忙这一群的小弟弟，小妹妹。。
但是，不可以，不能！！
忍忍忍忍~！！
是时候放了。。。=')

做的就是加油打气罢了。。
可以做的就做了。。

以前的脸孔是成熟的。。
如今的脸孔是可爱的。。

呵呵呵。。
虽然，以前的前辈不认识如今的晚辈。。
晚辈不了解以前的前辈。。
但是，我们一样都是拿着 [中华华乐团] 的名誉见人。。

我们都是 One Team 的。。

照顾你们小的，还是我老的责任了。。
呵呵呵

那种感觉，那种感触的心情非一般人可以了解。。
得面对了才可以明白的。。
我的文法也不好，写不出。。 =")

总而言之。。
中华华乐团最棒~！
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当然，到了别人的喜事里，也可以深同感受到那种气氛。。
庆祝他们结婚 五十年。。。。

这果真的是一件大喜事。。

所谓 [只羡鸳鸯不羡仙]

世界上，试问以下，多少人可以成功的找到对的另一半。。
就算找到了，可以安安全全，开开心心的过日子吗？

不容易 不简单哦。。

世界说大不大，说小不小。。
哪里有酱容易的就说找到了一个终身的另一半。。

可能你可以很快的就找到了，
但是，有些人却用了一辈子的时间在寻寻觅觅一个对的另一半。。

可悲啊。。~ TT

就算很幸运的找到了。。
那么。。。

[ 执子之手，与子偕老 ]

你可以牵着对方的手一辈子吗？
你能拥有对方一世人吗？
你可以给到幸福快乐？

试问自己一下，拥有了对方，但是，你可以为对方做些什么？
你给对方带来了什么？

幸福快乐？
开心日子？
烦恼痛苦？
伤害悲痛？

一段感情的开始，本来就是不简单的一件事。。
一段感情的经历，就是两人的坚持信念打败。。
一段感情的结果，完全靠的都是两人的责任。。
一段感情的结束，可以拥有着个不同的原因。。

但是，最终，讲的还是两个人的心。

缘份 缘份。。
有缘不一定有份继续下去。。

也许，我和你的缘就是这半年，一年的时间。
我们的相遇就是一种缘。。

但是，到了一段时期，我们两者之间没有了那个份。。
要怎样继续下去也难了。。

天意总是弄人的。。
你可以与天意做对，但是，是赢是输，最后的结果还是你自己承受回。。

相遇是种缘。。
这段的感情故事是如何，你自己本身就是那位作家，写者就是你本身了。。

一段感情是否开始，
一段感情是否结束，
一段感情内容是如何。

完完全全是自己亲手，亲身的经历，努力而出来的。

是否 开花结果 或是 冷花凋谢。。
是自己的决定，自己的努力。。

开花，因为自己的悉心栽培，自己的努力照顾
冷花，也是自己的心思，自己的懒惰。

或许，你想开花，努力过，栽培过，但是，花已无心，始终是冷花一朵。。

爱情 爱情
看透了就不爱。。
看不透的就找爱。。

爱情本来就是个甜蜜的事情？还是烦人的事情？
真的不知道。。
不可以偏见的说法，两者各有利，各有弊。。

啊~！！

别轻易的把心门打开答应爱情的到来。。
记得，别说爱情伤害了你。。
因为，从头时，是谁点头答应了接收爱情的到来？

然而，别轻易的放手。
一段感情经历的不只是时间的考验。。

是两方一起面对着些什么的问题，一起解决些了什么问题。。

两个人的问题，成为了一对爱人的解决方法。。
两个人的故事，演变成一对爱人的回忆。。
两个人的心情，影响到一对爱人的情绪。。

所以，爱情，是解释不到的东西。
讲的是感觉。

感觉还在，感情依然燃烧。。
感觉已非，感情自然毁灭。。

真的是，没那么简单。。

爱情