很感触的一夜... =') ? ='( ?

1/8/2011

30/7/2011 这一夜，很感触的一夜。
心情什么的都涌上了心头。。

看见华乐的发展，看见华乐里的新团员。。
以后靠的就是你们各位小朋友了。。

加油 加油
我们大的就算帮忙，也帮不了多少。。
到了最后，坐在台上的是你们自己。。
靠的完全是自己的自信心了。。

华乐，华人的民主根。。
音乐，人类的灵魂。。

都是不容易 不简单的责任。。
以后的后代是否可以在听见，看见，靠的也是我们自己叻。。

第一次在后代看着自己的乐团表演。。
那种心情。。。
真的难以形容。。

孤独的一个人坐在后代。。
听者学弟学妹们玩的音乐。。
看着自己曾经坐在里面的乐团。。

回忆慢慢的涌上心里头。。
这感觉，很伤心？开心？矛盾的说。。

泪都飙了出来的。。
自己本身加入乐团，里面坐着的都是大哥哥，大姐姐。
有着受保护的感觉，很温软的感觉。。

一年又一年。。
一届又一届的学哥学姐们的毕业，离开。。
自己的长大，懂事。。

乐团的改变，乐团的起起伏伏。。
到了如今，可以袖手旁观的时候了。。
才发现放下没有那么容易。。

就算在了后代，也有着一股的冲动去帮忙这一群的小弟弟，小妹妹。。
但是，不可以，不能！！
忍忍忍忍~！！
是时候放了。。。=')

做的就是加油打气罢了。。
可以做的就做了。。

以前的脸孔是成熟的。。
如今的脸孔是可爱的。。

呵呵呵。。
虽然，以前的前辈不认识如今的晚辈。。
晚辈不了解以前的前辈。。
但是，我们一样都是拿着 [中华华乐团] 的名誉见人。。

我们都是 One Team 的。。

照顾你们小的，还是我老的责任了。。
呵呵呵

那种感觉，那种感触的心情非一般人可以了解。。
得面对了才可以明白的。。
我的文法也不好，写不出。。 =")

总而言之。。
中华华乐团最棒~！
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当然，到了别人的喜事里，也可以深同感受到那种气氛。。
庆祝他们结婚 五十年。。。。

这果真的是一件大喜事。。

所谓 [只羡鸳鸯不羡仙]

世界上，试问以下，多少人可以成功的找到对的另一半。。
就算找到了，可以安安全全，开开心心的过日子吗？

不容易 不简单哦。。

世界说大不大，说小不小。。
哪里有酱容易的就说找到了一个终身的另一半。。

可能你可以很快的就找到了，
但是，有些人却用了一辈子的时间在寻寻觅觅一个对的另一半。。

可悲啊。。~ TT

就算很幸运的找到了。。
那么。。。

[ 执子之手，与子偕老 ]

你可以牵着对方的手一辈子吗？
你能拥有对方一世人吗？
你可以给到幸福快乐？

试问自己一下，拥有了对方，但是，你可以为对方做些什么？
你给对方带来了什么？

幸福快乐？
开心日子？
烦恼痛苦？
伤害悲痛？

一段感情的开始，本来就是不简单的一件事。。
一段感情的经历，就是两人的坚持信念打败。。
一段感情的结果，完全靠的都是两人的责任。。
一段感情的结束，可以拥有着个不同的原因。。

但是，最终，讲的还是两个人的心。

缘份 缘份。。
有缘不一定有份继续下去。。

也许，我和你的缘就是这半年，一年的时间。
我们的相遇就是一种缘。。

但是，到了一段时期，我们两者之间没有了那个份。。
要怎样继续下去也难了。。

天意总是弄人的。。
你可以与天意做对，但是，是赢是输，最后的结果还是你自己承受回。。

相遇是种缘。。
这段的感情故事是如何，你自己本身就是那位作家，写者就是你本身了。。

一段感情是否开始，
一段感情是否结束，
一段感情内容是如何。

完完全全是自己亲手，亲身的经历，努力而出来的。

是否 开花结果 或是 冷花凋谢。。
是自己的决定，自己的努力。。

开花，因为自己的悉心栽培，自己的努力照顾
冷花，也是自己的心思，自己的懒惰。

或许，你想开花，努力过，栽培过，但是，花已无心，始终是冷花一朵。。

爱情 爱情
看透了就不爱。。
看不透的就找爱。。

爱情本来就是个甜蜜的事情？还是烦人的事情？
真的不知道。。
不可以偏见的说法，两者各有利，各有弊。。

啊~！！

别轻易的把心门打开答应爱情的到来。。
记得，别说爱情伤害了你。。
因为，从头时，是谁点头答应了接收爱情的到来？

然而，别轻易的放手。
一段感情经历的不只是时间的考验。。

是两方一起面对着些什么的问题，一起解决些了什么问题。。

两个人的问题，成为了一对爱人的解决方法。。
两个人的故事，演变成一对爱人的回忆。。
两个人的心情，影响到一对爱人的情绪。。

所以，爱情，是解释不到的东西。
讲的是感觉。

感觉还在，感情依然燃烧。。
感觉已非，感情自然毁灭。。

真的是，没那么简单。。

爱情

ARGH ~!!

28/7/2011

Damn it much.
Why must i facing this kind of problem ??
I really tired to face it and solve it larh.

Its take my time lot and making me confused in my life.
Yea, maybe this my life that i must face this problem.
Once i decide and choose, no way to turning back in whole life.
Just like the poem, the road not taken.

Once choose no regret.
But, i be special bit, not only two road for me.
There are just few way road let me choose.
But, once i choose, no way to let me turn back, u-turn or reverse.

Damn it, damn it and damn it.
Dont pressure me like that larh. =((

How good if my dad still alive.
Ahaha. That just a dream for me. =')
Fine it, forgot it. Haizzzz..~

Quite long never say tiok Chung Hwa oks d.
La la la..~
Nothing much to say also larh.
One thing to say and remind, member attitude must be change.
Continue like that, really cham 99 larh. ~.~

Although i knew that after oks changed a new coming teacher.
You guy want what can got what.
Buy new instrument, change new shirt.
Get new performance shirt soon too.

Even doing job teacher also wont cari pasal many many.
Is a really good thing and good way to let member learning and improve self on doing job.
But then, the attitude is getting like bull shyt.
No respecting at all, even teacher in front scolding, there is some one eating at the back.

Ok, sorry and please let me be rude here.
What are the fucking attitude you having right now ?!
If you dont ever try to improve yourself and you're really try to wasting our senior teaching time.
Then please !!! Be a smart choice for yourself and for we oks.
Please quit from oks by yourself is better then i try to ask them kick you out !!

Member many or less that's not a problem there.
A big problem there is member attitude.
How many member i having also useless how if every one attitude like this.

Please larh, this just a normal respect from human larh kay.
People talking and you just keep quiet, shut up your mouth cant is it ?
Teacher there talking, teaching hardly, try to bring us to the best.
But your guy ?! Talk talk talk talk non stop.
Got so much thing to talk ?

Ok larh, even there are really that so much thing to let you guy talk.
Please larh, keep it after practice and you guy outing go dating or whatever i dont care larh.
Go talk until whole day whole night i also dont mind, wont care larh.

When practice time be practice mood larh.
I could really scolding you guy one day how if i really cant tahan and im really on fire that one day ..............

Dont know play the song, ok, dont mind.
BUT, please larh, dont sit at there keep dreaming or thinking of your gf or bf or bla bla.
Listening to your senior how they play and how the song walk larh.

Never try your guy self best to be improve self, how others people helping on you also useless larh.

Since, i can write this type of thing out.
Mean that i really can stand out and scolding already.
I saw lot of problem that others cant know while practise or doing job.

I gonna be complain and plain to kick some few of guy out oks.
Is really wasting oks time !!

Today mood is on scolding oks.
Others not related so sorry.

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Here my explaining for my both leg for you guy who know.
I wonder how come some one from chung hwa butnot from oks.
Just my normal friend they also will know i injured my leg. /.\
Sia sui 99.

Ok larh.
Now both of my leg also is getting better already.

BUT, i cant walk much, cant stand much.
Its making me pain and more pain only.

So, is not recover all yet.
But, at least can walk larh.
Down stairs time is really suffering myself lorh. (><)

Ok larh. Sorry for worries and thanks for caring guy !!

Especially thanks to my family member this time. =3

Dont stop it ~!!

25/7/2011

Yea~
Will try to update my lovely blog more and more d.
Cause without my blog news here, lot of people disconnected with me already. TT

Dont leave me, and i also wont be leaving you guy. =DD

Ok larh.
Lot of people after reading my blog ask me what happen to my leg.
I say bit bit here, detail i will message talk with you guy. =DD

Any way, thanks for caring and so sorry for worrying !!

Erm erm erm.
10 days ago, damn accurate date ~ Lolx !!

15/7/2011 (Friday)
While i walk down stairs , i think im careless or unluckily.
I falled down from stairs.

And then whole person is starting 发冷汗 and feeling faint and vomit.
Cause of the pain of my left leg.
Its making me feeling faint.

Then, the next day i went hospital to check it.
Then doctor asked me to go x-ray for my left leg.
So, result show out is no patah, no apa-apa hal.

But is ... 骨折 lorh. T^T
Is damn serious d ~~
Right leg also kena bit , but not that serious yet.
And also my right leg side knee kena damn serious d black green.

So .... This my short short story bout my injured leg. Lolx ~!!
Stupid. xDD

Nowadays can walk already, is getting better le.
But , walk too much then will feeling painful sia.
MyGod !!!

So , i dont think i gonna walk that much already.
Even standing also making me feeling pain sia.
Haizzz..~

Ok larh.
Next next ~!!

Hmm ...
I need to check out bout my UTar thing already.

Is my time and my turn to starting a new study life.
Hohoho~~

No more shake leg life -.-
Damn it ~!!
I quite wasting my half year life cause of school orchestra ~!!

Gonna buy book have some knowledge about my course --- Psychology !!!
I gonna meet you soon !!!
I gonna dating with you soon !!!
I gonna fight you down soon !!!

Your enemy me is coming ~!!
Hohohoho ~~

UTAR ~!!!
HERE I COME ~!!!

Count down 5 month's of time to MERRY CHRISTMAS

Here i come back for update !! Finally. =D

24/7/2011

Woseh ~~ Damn long never update my blog..
Really is 生灰尘 liao ~~

For those have visit my blog one, so sorry lerh.
Cause last few week i have nothing to update.

Then, should know last week i fall down and my both leg ....
Hohohoho ~~
Kena till damn hiong.

Never expected will serious until like this. x(((

First few days lerh, is really cannot walk at all.
Lying bed and both leg also put on pillow. 两脚朝天。。。。 /.\
Watching and online only. ALAMAK memang. =P

Then, use tongkat try to learn jump jump jump.
But cause both of my leg also injured.
So is not really useful for me, useless.
Jumping making my leg pain more. x((

So keep rest lying bed only.
After few days, is better and better after visited 'zhong yi'.
'Massage' my leg ~~ SIBEH PAIN LORH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T^T
Sai one lerh !!!!
My face also change ki liao. =(

But, is getting better already nowadays =DD
Just dont try to walk too much.
Its make me painful and recover quite slow d. =(

Must remind self d, walk lesser. xDD
So, went back for oks must NOT walking any more.
And less jiu less le. (><)

And also arh !!!
Need to 戒口 T^T
This cant eat , that dont eat.
Every day mineral water ~~~

Quite healthy pun larh. xDD

Haizzzz.
So hor, think pun know this.
This type of life.
Every day lai lai ki ki eat d few food also is same one lorh. x((

Really scared of them. ARGHH !!!!
But, no idea larh. Who ask myself fall down so serious.

That day is really ..............
Want faint and vomit already d but tahan nia.

Yuan lai, this ko is the feeling of suffering fainting.
Really qi charm.

Never mind, over liao suak. =D
Be positively !!!
Fast fast recover liao go out play play. =PPP

Hohohoho~~~
Is time to update my UTar news d.

I gonna study liao.
Year end larh mostly ........... =D

So lerh .......
There is Perak, Kampar.

Liao, me lerh ko ....
Gonna say Bye Bye Penang Hometown T^T
Gonna say Bye Bye Penang Family and Friend. x((( T^T
Gonna say Bye Bye Penang for 4 years of time ..............................
Gonna say Bye Bye Chung Hwa Oks ............

ARGHHHH ~!!!!!

I need to buy a new laptop for my own.
I wish to buy a new camera for my own.
I dream to buy a new car for my own.

This is what i need, i wish and i dream. =D

=DD

5/7/2011

希望这次做的决定是对的，不是错的吧

无论如何，我还是相信我自己的眼光。
因为，我之前所做的决定都是对的。

失望没那么的严重。

乐团的小朋友们，请求你们各位生性鸟咯。。
不是小孩了，成为了委员，就有着一定责任在身上了。

尤其是我一直以来看好的中二团员。。

好好的加油，好好的训练。

我不会看错人的，我看好你们，麻烦你们也给回我一定的信任吧。

不会就问，不停的学习才是就重要。

问我倒是无所谓，如今的乐团 Senior 经验，学习东西，面对的社交太少了。

年资算老少，我这一届/我这一位应该是最后一个了。

接下去的都 。。。。。

加油叻，快快称我还会回去乐团是多问我，学习。
我一定教的，只要你肯学习就没有问题。

新的委员们，加油。

每年 AGM 后，一定有问题，这个不爽，那个不开心。

又是时候洗刷刷了~

到时候就知道。。

从公事到私人事，都希望我不会看错人。

每次我猜测的东西都挺准的哦。。

别再让我讲中了。。。
呵呵呵

My every first time.

3/7/2011

Yesterday 2/7/2011 lot of my first time.
Must record it. xDD

Erm....
If i write here mar jin sweat ? /.\

Suak, i write in my dairy enough. xDD

Any way, 2/7/2011 special day for me. ='DD

Hope to getting the second time. xDDDD

Liao, Oks AGM.

总算还满意。。

自己又老了一辈。。

上任为祖先了。。。 -.-'''''

岁月不留人啊。。。。 TT