Sunday, June 13, 2010

14/6/2010-Monday-930am

Confident...
Whr are u~~????
Whr to find u ?
Excuse me~Confident home ma..?

Very funny right..?
Thr say be confident..
Here agn like this...

Wab did i can do...
I do le..
Wab did i can say...
I say here le..
(Maybe i will talk with u guy when practice day)

Actually...
Why i so scare...
I scare till every night cannot sleep...
WHY !?
I scare lose..?
I scare we cannot win ?
I scare my oks team cant fight for it ?
I scare i cant leave oks with happyness ?
I scare im not a good president ?
I scare ppl look down me ?
I scare wab ?
Actually wab i scaring..?

I know d !
I reli din hv confident...
I see no confident..
I find no confident...
I lose the confident..

Normal time...
I very very confident...
But...
Now i lose..
Why lose it..?

I know le...
I know why i lose my confident so much..
And untill now i cant find it back...

Now holiday 2 week...
Oks practice time onli 3 days !
(I onli can say...FxxK)
Some more..
Keep gt ppl tell me..
"Hey..the wab wab sch oks..they everyday practice ah!"
"Hey neyin...the wab wab sch..practice from 10am-10pm wor~"

When i hear this...
I feel scare...
I lose my confident...
I start worry every day...

I wonder why..
Teacher keep dun let us practice..
Dun wan let us practice...

We as a oks member..
Even just a new member of this year
They also keep ask me
Why dun practice ?
Why no practice ?
Not onli this...
They tell me this
"We should practice everyday mar !"

OMG...
I hear it from a new member...
Not old member...
I feel...
Im very very sorry to them....

1st
Me here a apologize to whole oks member....
Holiday we reli cant add any more day for practice...

2nd
Ask me why cant add more..
Here i tell u the reason...
I already tried my best ask teacher let us add more and more day for practice..
But he keep dun let....
I very very very very wonder why...

Competition is coming already...
How come he like nth happen...
Some more still can make joke with other...
Still laugh until so happy one..?
He din hv any pressure..?
Or he already dun put oks in his eye..?

Since las year 2009 oks member graduated...
He become cold...
He become soooooooooooo lazy ???
(Sry i say about that)
Why he keep dun let us practice...

I keep ask for practice...
He keep dun let us practice..
I keep ask for some thing for oks...
He keep dun let...
I keep ask for doin some thing for oks..
He also dun let...
What The FUCK !

I wonder why teacher u chg until like this...
Las time 2008...
We keep on practice...
Any time u also OK OK OK..no problem...
Now..?
I no nid say too much..

Just a example..
"Err..teacher..just add 1 more day for practice also cant ? "
He surely answer me like this
"Cant lah.."
Bla bla bla bla
All the bull shyt reason come out d...

Woo...
I really hope i can straight open my mouth and scold him
"Ermm...Teacher...U...Fucking Bull Shyt C!B@! Lan !! "
Scold him and run away...
LOLZ =="""
(Dun noe demerit how much or str8 say bye bye to sch le)

Teacher !!!
Whr ur heart !!!??
Whr ur power !!!??
Whr ur energry !!!??
Las time u not like this one !!!
Why now become like this..

Is it that bcs that 2009 graduated de member not here any more
So that u feel like no hope ???
NO !!!
Oks still gt hope..
U see...
Now form 3 one and form 1 member...
They all is urs hope !
They can one...


Especially this year 2010 form 1 new member !!!!
Dun say much..

They every one also did it very well..
Just see how they practice...
I can know..
It is a hope for oks !
Im so Proud with them
They every one are my idol !
They the best for me...for OKS..for future !!!
Come on !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Teacher...reli hope that u can wake now... !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Come back to me....
I...i....i....i........
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOSE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry...........
T,T
Sorry to my oks member...
Here a 999999999999 apologize to u guy....

And !
Here i remind u guy...
Dun not come say me...
Why i say teacher like this like this...
Teacher actually is how how how de...
If u helping teacher say good thing one...
U dun come see my blog any more...
DUN COME TELL ME THIS FUCKING THING REASON
OK ???!!!!
Here my blog...
I just wan try to release my feeling and angre here...
Dont not come kacau me or blame me any more...
Here a remind for u guy...