I end my November with outing with friend almost every day.
But , i start my December first day with staying at home , bored whole day ?
OMG !! Is so bored at home and hearing some one argue non stop for a stupid problem.
Wasted my one day life.
And also , i still really quite mind and care bout some problem that i facing.
I damn hate it , i care and i mind.
I can't stop controlling my brain for working to think the stupid question and trouble.
So , when only can i be normal facing this type of problem ?
Am i really that bad girl as myself think ?
I know , i think too much again and again.
Let me keep it in my heart and my dream.
No one is gonna know what i thinking right now.
I wish , i bless , and i dreaming every single second !!
Although it is wont happened as long as my life in this world.
But , i loving this dream so much although is suffering me every single second =")
What can i say is .. " I do "
Ahahaha , i am really that stupid as i know.
Try best to did some thing impossible.
And and and .... I hope some thing that i hope can getting better not like now so bad x(
