PRESSURE x(

27-11-2011

Damn one~

7 zai 8 zai only mood not good liao~

Who the one say , the one tell me

" Money problem you no need worry , dont worry" ?

But then , keep at there tell me , scold me , say me ,

Money you give by yourself arh ?!

So many years study , who pay ?

Enough money arh uh ?

So much money !?

Who the one say

" You wanna do what i also cant care much , just follow what you want." ?

But then , every day do the pattern let me see ?

Every day talking the fxxking word let me hear ?
Is really make me hard to do my decision !

You think i am really that kid with happiness and enjoy life so much ?
Every day laugh and smile so much without pressure so much ?

What the tuuu ?!

Once say tiok money this word nia i ko jin tulan ! -.-

There say ka so good , here keep give me the pressure !!

This is a transparent pressure k !?

You think i every day happy at home enjoy life arh ?!

For my education i also worry i also care one , thats my life , thats my future !

I wont take this as play ok ?

Just some thing maybe i dont know , try to teach me lar cant is it ?

Why every thing must be scold one ?

We are human , we born to be learning , we born to be sharing.

Just cant be like teaching way teach me what to do ?

Why must be say till the sound so bad ?

Spoiling people mood even i lost my confident on it !

Bout my psychology , ok fine , i already give up on.

And now turning back my head to business.

Cant just like helping me on it ?

I believe that every one in world also born from nothing and learn every thing.

But , maybe my fault there i never , i didn't ask.

But , am i a stupid ?

Excuse me ! I am not !

If i know got this type of thing , i surely will asking and make sure one !

Just cause of i dont know and i never think as much as that there actually is got so much different there , so i never ask ! -.-

Who ever hope to get scold , get say every thing ?

No one wishing that right ?!

Some more we are from one family , but why my family relationship is really just like ....

Fine it !

Every time talking style not same ,

i am the person who hard to make decision by myself and for my future !

There say 1 , here say 2 !!

Never think of self got wrong one ?!

YA ! MY FAULT AGAIN AND AGAIN !

FINE IT !

WHO CALL I AM THE SMALLER ONE ?

X((((

T___T

I am really tired life

Suffering life

我也有我的苦的叻 !!!