回忆~

1-2-2012


二月的第一天，我不开心
面对一个问题足以让我烦恼很久，很久。
不选择逃避的我，面对就让我头痛，心痛。


我为人很容易，要我伤心开心都很简单。
面对伤心事时，我会很烦恼，也会尽力而为去解决，去找出问题，是与对。
伤心时，脸上不一定有笑容，但是，遇见外人，朋友时，尽量笑~
得开心，值得开心时就笑哈哈地不停。


昨晚中华被邀请了去老人院表演~
我也不是重出江湖去表演，而是去热闹，去享受，去吃吃的~
但让，回忆以前最重要 <3333


各有各的开心~ 
昨晚也不错啦，对我个人，有开心，又伤心~。
多一个回忆就好啦~


伤心事慢慢解决吧。
我相信我可以，我相信我能！


加油！

龙年快乐

25-1-2012


贺新年，祝新年~
又新的一年咯~
恭祝朋友们快快乐乐~


好的来，坏的去~
最重要当时是 HUAT啊！
=D


没有什么特别的新年咯~
这几年的新年都是这样，那样过。
回忆又涌上了起来~ 


回忆过去~~ 快乐的相思忘不了~


哈哈哈~ 
回忆下下就好，不然痛苦~
在面子书看见有些人的红包特多~
心里的感觉是。。。？
羡慕？妒忌？


记得以前最多的红包钱都 RM3xx 罢了吧？
现在，我还未见过世面吧？
原来，不是这样的。。
羡慕了？妒忌了。。？


有些父母，红包钱直接一千一千放进银行户口给儿女们。
有些红包一包都一百一百。
呵呵，好命啊~！


我现在的岁数都没有什么新年不新年了。
普普通通多日子咯。
红包多不多也不是什么特别，重要的是红包的意义~


反而，新年只想和朋友们出街，不然就。。
哈哈哈~ 玩玩几盘也爽嘛~~


长大的世界就是不一样~


十九岁？
我吉绍吾到咯~~

解答

20-1-2012


新的一年，现在也已经第二十天了。


发现了我这个公开部落格的背影照片吗？
那位小弟弟不是特别帅，也不是特别可爱。
只不过是他特别在他是歌手，很会唱歌的小弟弟。


去过台湾华人星光大道的小弟弟~
唱《我是一只小小鸟》的小弟弟~
刘韩杰（不懂是不是这样写啦蛤）


知道是谁了吧？
他的唱功的确真的很不错一下的，还西北会跳舞的叻~
还有，重点是，他是钟灵生，他参加了华乐团哦！！！！
琵琶手，我的朋友是他的老师，所以。。
要拉他过来慧音社就是最好了的 xD


他就是我表演的时候遇见的，还是很多明星啦。
但是，都不出名吧？我都不认识的。算了~
小弟弟容易拍照，所以才找他拍的~
哈哈哈~


对了，站他旁边的美女就是我咯~
哈哈哈，自恋了。。(><)
开玩笑啦~


但是，看得出我的不一样吗？
呵呵呵呵呵~ 慢慢看咯~

=D

16/1/2012


今天的 ‘TheStar’ 报纸，Metro版，第二和第三面特别好看~
等了这样久的东西终于跑了出来~ 
哈哈哈~


一样的，还是学习满足吧朋友 =）


最近什么事情啊。。
没有吧，还是这样，那样~

迷失了自己。

10-1-2012


最讨厌自己有这样的想法和感觉。
但是，又控制不到自己，结果，还是得自己控制自己。-.-
什么啦~ 可可粥！！


容忍，容忍~
我要减少分享，多多秘密。


有时候，我最是心软到~~~~
好到笨蛋，愚蠢，阿呆~
什么都分享，是人就信任~~


有时候，我也讨厌我自己的性格，为人态度。
心软。。。-.-


嗨~~
结果换回来心痛~
我很想改变自己。


应该吗？
可以吗？
能吗？

2012 a new and good starting !! =D

10-1-2012


Alright , i know that i long never come update for my blog~
Cause of my t ime is full with outing , and also i playing my game =D
And also , blogger changed !! OMG !!


Its make me felt so blur and steam to come in here ~
Dam lazy to updating myself from blogger xD

Hmm , why i said 2012 is a good starting for me ?
Cause 1-1-2012 , went Queensbay with friend , and not a window shopping any more.
Bought lot of things , happy mood that day , special and surprise , i felt i am bigger now =DD

Some more , 7-1-2012 , Saturday , oks competition at Gurney plaza shopping mall.
The word that i also say to others but i never to myself , and now i must keep remind myself.
"Nothing is impossible"
We won the first prize , OMG OMG OMG !! Holy Mama~~


I really cant accept the true till today xDD
Wahahahaha~
Keep thinking back that day all the thing happened~
Oh la la la ~~

Congratulation to my team and also myself ~~ ^^
Waiting newspaper for our competition news !! Picture !!! Grrrrrr !!!

And , chew ne yin whats wrong with you again uh ?! -_-"
Seriously , i can't accept what i saw and what they did.
Just like ... FUUUUUUUUUU !!!!!


Control myself this few days ....
Huuu Haaaa~~~ Huuu Haaaa~~~ 

............

Long time never come back blogger le , changed much , and lazy write d. Feel to quit blogger , since no one reading some time =D Considering~~~

Alek~

21-12-2011

Alek~ What happen to this blogspot.
Write liao pun cannot up my form ler like this -.-
Sienz , any setting problem is it ? =(
Duiii~

Say tiok setting arh , jin unlucky liao lor.
Last two days , once i wake up and use my phone , cannot use ki ler -.-
Setting run out or what i wonder , never touch it never use it but cannot use eh.
Sienz lar /.\

Take go ask , need reformat whole phone again and again.
Tuuuu~ What the fish fish T_T
So , back home and record ALL phone number in laptop first.
Totally 3xx contact , but after clear and clean it , should be left 2xx contact bah ?
Sienz , so stupid d phone gek ? -.-

Walao , really beh tahan , write ka here ko dont feel to continue liao ~
Cause this blogspot problem !!!

Maybe , i wanna take my time and change a new skin for it le~

Dam down mood , making by myself again.
Christmas event , i really feel failed than last year ever !! -.-

HAIZZz

=((

14-12-2011

Happy 2011 Last Valentine day~~

How many days d ?

Moody how many days d ?

Haizzz , sleep late , wake late , i really dislike this kind of life~

I really rather to sleep earlier and wake earlier , its a healthy life.

Moody moody moody !!!

x(((((((((((((((

........

13/12/2011

Never know how hurt am i =D

Busy life make me don't think for all the negative thingy.

Hope every thing gonna be fine~

Blessing~

And also , temporary went back maple play syok~

And .... Ahahaha~

My mood is getting better and good with .... ^^

<33 ~

T_T

10-12-2011

A jealous heart , a hurting heart , i am down again !

I really wish to scold out , complain out can or not ?

May i do that ?

WTF.... -.-

Today oks farewell , i am really getting jealous every single second there !

I am fxxking hurt deep deep tonight !

羡慕心？妒忌心？

真的不明白。。。

没有人可以，能明白我的心情。

不是我的不感恩，不是我的不满足，但是，身为当事人的我，叫我带着一个笑容的脸孔已经够辛苦了，不可能叫我带着真正的快乐心情去享受派对。

这种场面，妒忌，羡慕，爱恨。

我真的受够了这种场面和心情，不明白，我总是个不幸运者，这心情与场面真的不是我的第一次了，我应该习惯，但是，我还是适应不到。

不公平的事情，我真的习惯了，我明白了解没有公平这东西。

可能，既然，我选择了这条路走，我就应该勇敢地走下去，心理准备，挫折不会少，失败会是多。

人生还长得很。

不算还可以怎样，不完美中的完美才是完美。

安慰自己，加油

我的心情无需他人明白。

D:

8-12-2011

This few days always sleep late wake late , damn unhealthy life.

Not really love it seriously.

More like sleep early wake early , a better healthy life.

Cause , every time on i wake late i also will headache T_T

Sad sad~

Continue , my time is almost full booking till Christmas date.

I wanna find people booking for count down 2011 to 2012 new year ! =D

Any there any one else reading my blog and feeling interesting ? Aha !

Come date me please.

I wanna have a full and enjoy December , the last month of year 2011 ! x)

Nothing is impossible , nothing cant be success.

Some time , when begin blur and steam , lost my way , moody and emo few days.
After that , be cheer by self , be thinking positive self and join friend more , outing more.

Or not , write blog more , write dairy more xD

Yea , is the best way to let me express it out all.

So , i believe i can !

CoCo Chew , GO !

Temporary , went back MapleSea play play.

Having fun inside and also meet some new friend again.

Once back maple also will meet some new friend and chat , slowly be good friend.

Yea , i love to meet new friend , make new friend.

Every one friendship i also will very appreciated it very much !

Of coz , the old and long friendship that i make it inside maple , still left some only x[

Too bad ! Hope can meet back them and keep in touch !

Of coz , so lucky that , inside a online i also can make some true friend out there.

The friendship is longer than a real life friendship and better too ! =DD

So , temporary now again , i have no movie to watch any more.

Almost watched finish these nice movie =DD

SPM friend also freedom already , enjoy your guy holiday well !

Okay lar , that's all for this blog post today !

Hasta La Vista~

讽刺

6-12-2011

讽刺的心情

我迷路了。。。

/.\

5-12-2011

快变成了独行侠了

一向来办事，处事态度，老师都说我很独立，不会依靠别人。

现在长大了，单身的生活令我更加独立吧。

我终于实现了独行侠的第一步，一个人迈向电影院看戏。

今天的不懂那里来的心血来潮，很想去看《大英雄，小男人》这部戏。

但是，因为一些事情打乱了我的计划，看了一场4:45pm的戏。

可笑的是，我很特地的选择了中间的座位。

就这样讲的，这边剩下了六个座位~

第一和第二的座位，有人买了，所以我选择了第四个座位咯~

就以为第五和第六不会有人要买了，因为接下去的第七。。。。。都有人了。

怎么知道啊，杀出了一对 couple /.\

结果，我被两对 couple 夹中间。

TMD 的可怜，讽刺 -_-

很讨厌的感觉。

算了，好好享受一个人的电影吧~

感觉不错，但是，就是孤单得很~

自由，但是，寂寞~

哈哈~

我可疯啦~

T_T

x((

1-12-2011

I end my November with outing with friend almost every day.

But , i start my December first day with staying at home , bored whole day ?

OMG !! Is so bored at home and hearing some one argue non stop for a stupid problem.

Wasted my one day life.

And also , i still really quite mind and care bout some problem that i facing.

I damn hate it , i care and i mind.

I can't stop controlling my brain for working to think the stupid question and trouble.

So , when only can i be normal facing this type of problem ?

Am i really that bad girl as myself think ?

I know , i think too much again and again.

Let me keep it in my heart and my dream.

No one is gonna know what i thinking right now.

I wish , i bless , and i dreaming every single second !!

Although it is wont happened as long as my life in this world.

But , i loving this dream so much although is suffering me every single second =")

What can i say is .. " I do "

Ahahaha , i am really that stupid as i know.

Try best to did some thing impossible.

And and and .... I hope some thing that i hope can getting better not like now so bad x(