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13/12/2011

Never know how hurt am i =D

Busy life make me don't think for all the negative thingy.

Hope every thing gonna be fine~

Blessing~

And also , temporary went back maple play syok~

And .... Ahahaha~

My mood is getting better and good with .... ^^

<33 ~

T_T

10-12-2011

A jealous heart , a hurting heart , i am down again !

I really wish to scold out , complain out can or not ?

May i do that ?

WTF.... -.-

Today oks farewell , i am really getting jealous every single second there !

I am fxxking hurt deep deep tonight !

羡慕心？妒忌心？

真的不明白。。。

没有人可以，能明白我的心情。

不是我的不感恩，不是我的不满足，但是，身为当事人的我，叫我带着一个笑容的脸孔已经够辛苦了，不可能叫我带着真正的快乐心情去享受派对。

这种场面，妒忌，羡慕，爱恨。

我真的受够了这种场面和心情，不明白，我总是个不幸运者，这心情与场面真的不是我的第一次了，我应该习惯，但是，我还是适应不到。

不公平的事情，我真的习惯了，我明白了解没有公平这东西。

可能，既然，我选择了这条路走，我就应该勇敢地走下去，心理准备，挫折不会少，失败会是多。

人生还长得很。

不算还可以怎样，不完美中的完美才是完美。

安慰自己，加油

我的心情无需他人明白。

D:

8-12-2011

This few days always sleep late wake late , damn unhealthy life.

Not really love it seriously.

More like sleep early wake early , a better healthy life.

Cause , every time on i wake late i also will headache T_T

Sad sad~

Continue , my time is almost full booking till Christmas date.

I wanna find people booking for count down 2011 to 2012 new year ! =D

Any there any one else reading my blog and feeling interesting ? Aha !

Come date me please.

I wanna have a full and enjoy December , the last month of year 2011 ! x)

Nothing is impossible , nothing cant be success.

Some time , when begin blur and steam , lost my way , moody and emo few days.
After that , be cheer by self , be thinking positive self and join friend more , outing more.

Or not , write blog more , write dairy more xD

Yea , is the best way to let me express it out all.

So , i believe i can !

CoCo Chew , GO !

Temporary , went back MapleSea play play.

Having fun inside and also meet some new friend again.

Once back maple also will meet some new friend and chat , slowly be good friend.

Yea , i love to meet new friend , make new friend.

Every one friendship i also will very appreciated it very much !

Of coz , the old and long friendship that i make it inside maple , still left some only x[

Too bad ! Hope can meet back them and keep in touch !

Of coz , so lucky that , inside a online i also can make some true friend out there.

The friendship is longer than a real life friendship and better too ! =DD

So , temporary now again , i have no movie to watch any more.

Almost watched finish these nice movie =DD

SPM friend also freedom already , enjoy your guy holiday well !

Okay lar , that's all for this blog post today !

Hasta La Vista~

讽刺

6-12-2011

讽刺的心情

我迷路了。。。

/.\

5-12-2011

快变成了独行侠了

一向来办事，处事态度，老师都说我很独立，不会依靠别人。

现在长大了，单身的生活令我更加独立吧。

我终于实现了独行侠的第一步，一个人迈向电影院看戏。

今天的不懂那里来的心血来潮，很想去看《大英雄，小男人》这部戏。

但是，因为一些事情打乱了我的计划，看了一场4:45pm的戏。

可笑的是，我很特地的选择了中间的座位。

就这样讲的，这边剩下了六个座位~

第一和第二的座位，有人买了，所以我选择了第四个座位咯~

就以为第五和第六不会有人要买了，因为接下去的第七。。。。。都有人了。

怎么知道啊，杀出了一对 couple /.\

结果，我被两对 couple 夹中间。

TMD 的可怜，讽刺 -_-

很讨厌的感觉。

算了，好好享受一个人的电影吧~

感觉不错，但是，就是孤单得很~

自由，但是，寂寞~

哈哈~

我可疯啦~

T_T

x((

1-12-2011

I end my November with outing with friend almost every day.

But , i start my December first day with staying at home , bored whole day ?

OMG !! Is so bored at home and hearing some one argue non stop for a stupid problem.

Wasted my one day life.

And also , i still really quite mind and care bout some problem that i facing.

I damn hate it , i care and i mind.

I can't stop controlling my brain for working to think the stupid question and trouble.

So , when only can i be normal facing this type of problem ?

Am i really that bad girl as myself think ?

I know , i think too much again and again.

Let me keep it in my heart and my dream.

No one is gonna know what i thinking right now.

I wish , i bless , and i dreaming every single second !!

Although it is wont happened as long as my life in this world.

But , i loving this dream so much although is suffering me every single second =")

What can i say is .. " I do "

Ahahaha , i am really that stupid as i know.

Try best to did some thing impossible.

And and and .... I hope some thing that i hope can getting better not like now so bad x(

Movie per day !

30-11-2011

Since this pass Saturday start , my life counted as movie per day !

Saturday : Breaking Dawn

Monday : You're the apple of my eye

Tues : Puss In Boots , 3D

Wednesday : The Adventures of TinTin ,3D !

Wahahahaha~

Continue with Arthur Christmas , 3D and also Petaling Street Warriors !

I wanna watch it too !

Come on ~!

Jio me out any time , i try to arrange time with you !

Who interesting paktok with me ?!

Ahahahahaha~ ^^

=DD

30-11-2011

This few days , my life really meaningful.

Outing with friend non stop and its from morning till night whole day !

This is what i called as enjoy life and relax.

Yesterday went Batu Ferringhi with friend(name Ken) and we go for seaside walk walk.

Relax and enjoy but the leg really painful TT *Ouch*

Go for asking every apartment and hotel price for my christmas event.

There is really a place that just for tourist !!

Expensive is who also know liao eh , let me say some story out.

First apartment that we asking is my target , Sri Sayang Apartment.

I know there is quite good and cheap one lar , cause last time friend make an event there.

Cause last few days Ken phone go and ask for the price and every thing , the Aunty does't want to rent us cause for she just rent for 3 days 2 nights and say we all are kids surely noisy , so dont wanna rent us !

Woowo~ This Aunty is really ......

Fine then , so yesterday me and Ken went there for asking others owner see whether can found or not.

Too bad , when start asking only.

The first reply is "Full already"~~

Totally shock and no idea with that.

After slowly for asking the price ~

WOO ~!!

Even not full and still got room for me , i don't think i will rent there also.

FOREVER WONT !!

2 bed room , RM 450 per day !!

So , if i go for 2 days 1 night is RM 900 !!

3 bed room , RM 500 per day , even there is some one rent for RM 550 per day !!

ALAMAK ni !!!

Why cost us so expensive ?

At the end , finally , i understan.

December there a big period ~

Christmas event , holiday , all the tourist come for holiday and enjoy~!!

Thats why the price is so ...... GELI !!

After that we still go for few hotel ask for fun , at least just to know their price.

Rasa Sayang hotel RM750 , and also minimum is MUST stay for 5 days !! -_-

WaLaPiang !!

After asking this two , we almost try to give up stay over night at Batu Ferringhi and plan back to Tanjung Bunga ? Flamingo or Paradise hotel.

So , dont care much , we went beach walking xD

Woo !!

Beh tahan !!! Hot no need say liao eh , ko pain ka si. TT

Meet Ken brother , so different ler~~

Totally is ....

Talk talk then walk walk and back.

Went Golden Sands Resort asking too , so the cheaper also RM 630 ..... -___-

Batu Ferringhi hotel , apartment is an vampire place , sucking your blood non stop ~!!

No idea , give up on every hotel in Batu Ferringhi~

Planning to go Flaming or Paradise hotel ask d..~

But , on the way we walk back get my car.

Saw a noob and cheap hotel , inside but not seaside one.

Their advertisement is make us laugh and feel funny.

What free wifi , and only RM 88 per night ~~

Bla bla bla~~~

Look not really good lar , but also try to ask.

Ken ki siao , really go ask.

And , my respond is WOO WOO WOO again !!

O_O

Its not expensive but its CHEAP !!!

For us this kids kids is good enough and really nice d.

Standard room also just cost us RM 138 -_-

Triple room RM 168

Family room Rm 208 ~!!

Shock and ths our hope ~!!

Some more lagi ada room !! xDD

Weee~!!

Get a new and nice target ~! /.\

So , we are going there stay d =DDD

Then , many thing lar , SKIP SKIP SKIP.

Back tanjung Bunga and go Flamingo hotel ask , FULL -_-

Went paradise hotel , the old memory , still same price , RM200 and RM100 for deposit !!

The different between Batu Ferringhi and Tanjung Bunga.

1) The cheap and expensive

2) When asking , BF will start with , "cause the date is big period event , Christmas right." -_-

If TB one is just tell you the price , never up price. LOLX !!

This two things is what i pengsan with....

After asking all , Gurney , Mcdonald for dinner and watch Puss In Boots 3D

Walk here walk there , finish , back home !

The whole day life for yesterday.

Last few days also went different mall with different friend for different movie =PP

Life ~!!

PRESSURE x(

27-11-2011

Damn one~

7 zai 8 zai only mood not good liao~

Who the one say , the one tell me

" Money problem you no need worry , dont worry" ?

But then , keep at there tell me , scold me , say me ,

Money you give by yourself arh ?!

So many years study , who pay ?

Enough money arh uh ?

So much money !?

Who the one say

" You wanna do what i also cant care much , just follow what you want." ?

But then , every day do the pattern let me see ?

Every day talking the fxxking word let me hear ?
Is really make me hard to do my decision !

You think i am really that kid with happiness and enjoy life so much ?
Every day laugh and smile so much without pressure so much ?

What the tuuu ?!

Once say tiok money this word nia i ko jin tulan ! -.-

There say ka so good , here keep give me the pressure !!

This is a transparent pressure k !?

You think i every day happy at home enjoy life arh ?!

For my education i also worry i also care one , thats my life , thats my future !

I wont take this as play ok ?

Just some thing maybe i dont know , try to teach me lar cant is it ?

Why every thing must be scold one ?

We are human , we born to be learning , we born to be sharing.

Just cant be like teaching way teach me what to do ?

Why must be say till the sound so bad ?

Spoiling people mood even i lost my confident on it !

Bout my psychology , ok fine , i already give up on.

And now turning back my head to business.

Cant just like helping me on it ?

I believe that every one in world also born from nothing and learn every thing.

But , maybe my fault there i never , i didn't ask.

But , am i a stupid ?

Excuse me ! I am not !

If i know got this type of thing , i surely will asking and make sure one !

Just cause of i dont know and i never think as much as that there actually is got so much different there , so i never ask ! -.-

Who ever hope to get scold , get say every thing ?

No one wishing that right ?!

Some more we are from one family , but why my family relationship is really just like ....

Fine it !

Every time talking style not same ,

i am the person who hard to make decision by myself and for my future !

There say 1 , here say 2 !!

Never think of self got wrong one ?!

YA ! MY FAULT AGAIN AND AGAIN !

FINE IT !

WHO CALL I AM THE SMALLER ONE ?

X((((

T___T

I am really tired life

Suffering life

我也有我的苦的叻 !!!

=D

26-11-2011

Woo~

This two days my time are super full~

Friday - Morning 9am till noon oks , night steamboat ->Straits quay 1130pm ~!
Saturda - 6am HYS -> Oks 8am - 1230pm -> Straits Quay 5pm -> Queensbay 6pm -> 11pm xD

Full right ? xD
I need , i want and i love this type of crazy life ! Woo !!!

Friend and friend ~!

Memory and memory xD ^^

Happy day and tired day~

Sleep not enough TT
Panda eye are out d~~~

Must sleep more~

Breaking Dawn ---> LOLX !!!

A movie that show us their wedding , in love , pregnant and try to protect the girl main character and last one changed to be a vampire ~

Movie not as nice as i so exciting and what i imaging to see it !

-_- Disappointed ! /.\

Waiting for the part 2 xD

24/11/2011

Today , i plan to go mall buying some thing.

But , from yesterday night until this second i updating this blog post.

I am still lazy and don't think to go alone.

Alone shopping mall , i don't mind.

But , go and just buy some thing then back , is really waste my car oil and bored lar~

Go and back /.\

So , decide that tomorrow before oks i will go Queensbay buy and then go for oks practice.

Hohoho~

This year Christmas i am planning for event again.

Batu Feringgi apartment.

But too bad , yesterday night i asked friend for a help phone for asking.

The old lady aunty don't wanna to rent us lor.

Keep asking we go for what lar ~

Sure is all child child , will very noisy one lar ~

Only rent for 3 days 2 nights only lar ~~

Walao ?! Aunty , lu jin gao kap siao lor.

Got money dont want earn never mind lar !

Not only yours can let me rent.

Just need ma fan myself go ask and book only mar.

Luckily this few days friend will go batu feringgi stay , im gonna go there find him and go for ask price and also book.

Seriously , really hate booking room by internet or phone.

Well , dont care it so much.

Just hope this time will be a hapy enjoy and memorable christmas party ! =D

=)

21/11/2011

Today morning having a nice badminton 'match' with 3 friend's.

Inside the heart is quite happy but yet still some not happy~

Lolx~ What feeling or mood are this ?

Not really cant laugh out and some thing.

Sorry for my fault there.

Any way , is really love to sports nowadays , feeling sweating is really nice xD

Hope can get the second time.

Try best do best on every time x))

Nothing special also lar ~

Mood is kinda normal , not happy , not angry , just ....

Take my time calming down~

Relax , Ms.Chew xP

Hu xi~

-_-"

19/11/2011

Yea , today my mood should be a good good mood , cause this few days is quite happy life with friend and i feel relax enjoy~
This is the only few days time that can let me relax without any pressure , without any problem.
These what college problem , money problem , bla bla bla and la la la~

That some day that i can really throw away one side all my stupid trouble worries.

Can at least having a smile~ =')

But , good thing doesn't not stay long with us , and , too bad , i read some thing and i really can't accepting that.

Some thing that i really excited from long time ago , i planning long time ago , but , now i drop into the deep hole again.

It is really making me feel to scold out WTF !

Quite long time never meet up with this word [F] d , never thought that tonight my feeling and my mood is gonna to scold out this word.

Some thing that i really hope , i really excited , that some thing i keep on planning.

And now , one sorry spoil my whole planning all. -_-"

Is really out if my expected !

Be true , temporary , now my mood is really cant accept it what i saw and what i should to accept right now.

That's why i came here and express out my mood , at least hope can getting better and get my good sleep tonight.

I already having two nights insomnia~!! I really tired tired and tired already x((

Still need to plan this and think that.

I really beh tahan lar x((

Well , a better explaining , i am not gonna blaming any one or whatever thing.

Yea , i understand that is only myself own expect but not yours too.
I put too much hope on that , myself fault , i should that too over trust ? Too hoping on the some one and now again a big disappointed -.-"

Who ask myself so excited ? -.-

Tuu myself ! NOOB !

Stupid CoCo Chew.

Lmao ~!!

Well , although now i already scold out , say out what i wanna to say.

But , my mood is really bad now and feeling to cry some more.

T____T

="(

x((

Is really giving me a lesson again.

Don't too over expected some thing and don't too over hoping on .... /.\

A sorry is really doesn't mean any thing , but , we must and need to forgive TT

Sad lar ~!!

ToT

15/11/2011

真的很怕
连续几天了都在发噩梦。。

梦到哭，吓到哭，怕到哭那种。
醒了眼眶都水汪汪的 (><)

什么啦这是，噩梦。。
不是鬼就是恶魔妖怪。。

真的得平复下心情了

深呼吸~~~~~ (><)

这两个月我应该会挺忙了的~
呵呵呵呵~

加油 !! =))

Yea ~!!

14/11/2011

Finally , temporary finish every perform ~
Really tired and very very nervous bout yesterday night~!!

So many years d , yesterday perform first time so nervous , so scare only~
Normally , once i perform or competition surely is full of confidence and easy job for me.
But , yesterday night perform thats not a easy job and also site let me feeling more scared~

Oh shyt ~!!
Whole night the heart pim pang-ing is getting faster~
Both hand is getting more sweat~
Really arh ..... (><)
But , it is a really good exp to let me learning~

Getting more exp on perform , getting more brave and getting more confidence ~!!
Thanks for giving a good chance ^^

However , thats a friend concert , and they ask to helping in.
So , really dont wish cause our/me fault breaking the great show~
Can knew that , few of us is tried best to did our best too~ Well done xD *peaceful*

Well , Friend , dont be disappointed , every thing just a first time.
Tired best and did best , this is the best ever thing to get your guy exp ~
Getting more exp , and learn from mistake , so improve self to be better~
Yea ~

At least , the whole concert is success ~!!
Congratulation~!!

Now , is the best time let me rest and also continue for my study plan.
So sorry i have delay so late~