Tuesday, January 10, 2012

迷失了自己。

10-1-2012


最讨厌自己有这样的想法和感觉。
但是,又控制不到自己,结果,还是得自己控制自己。-.-
什么啦~ 可可粥!!


容忍,容忍~
我要减少分享,多多秘密。


有时候,我最是心软到~~~~
好到笨蛋,愚蠢,阿呆~
什么都分享,是人就信任~~


有时候,我也讨厌我自己的性格,为人态度。
心软。。。-.-


嗨~~
结果换回来心痛~
我很想改变自己。


应该吗?
可以吗?
能吗?

Monday, January 9, 2012

2012 a new and good starting !! =D

10-1-2012


Alright , i know that i long never come update for my blog~
Cause of my t ime is full with outing , and also i playing my game =D
And also , blogger changed !! OMG !!



Its make me felt so blur and steam to come in here ~
Dam lazy to updating myself from blogger xD

Hmm , why i said 2012 is a good starting for me ?

Cause 1-1-2012 , went Queensbay with friend , and not a window shopping any more.
Bought lot of things , happy mood that day , special and surprise , i felt i am bigger now =DD

Some more , 7-1-2012 , Saturday , oks competition at Gurney plaza shopping mall.

The word that i also say to others but i never to myself , and now i must keep remind myself.
"Nothing is impossible"
We won the first prize , OMG OMG OMG !! Holy Mama~~


I really cant accept the true till today xDD
Wahahahaha~
Keep thinking back that day all the thing happened~

Oh la la la ~~

Congratulation to my team and also myself ~~ ^^

Waiting newspaper for our competition news !! Picture !!! Grrrrrr !!!

And , chew ne yin whats wrong with you again uh ?! -_-"

Seriously , i can't accept what i saw and what they did.
Just like ... FUUUUUUUUUU !!!!!


Control myself this few days ....
Huuu Haaaa~~~ Huuu Haaaa~~~ 

Sunday, January 8, 2012

............

Long time never come back blogger le , changed much , and lazy write d. Feel to quit blogger , since no one reading some time =D Considering~~~

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Alek~

21-12-2011

Alek~ What happen to this blogspot.
Write liao pun cannot up my form ler like this -.-
Sienz , any setting problem is it ? =(
Duiii~

Say tiok setting arh , jin unlucky liao lor.
Last two days , once i wake up and use my phone , cannot use ki ler -.-
Setting run out or what i wonder , never touch it never use it but cannot use eh.
Sienz lar /.\

Take go ask , need reformat whole phone again and again.
Tuuuu~ What the fish fish T_T
So , back home and record ALL phone number in laptop first.
Totally 3xx contact , but after clear and clean it , should be left 2xx contact bah ?
Sienz , so stupid d phone gek ? -.-

Walao , really beh tahan , write ka here ko dont feel to continue liao ~
Cause this blogspot problem !!!

Maybe , i wanna take my time and change a new skin for it le~

Dam down mood , making by myself again.
Christmas event , i really feel failed than last year ever !! -.-

HAIZZz

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

=((

14-12-2011

Happy 2011 Last Valentine day~~

How many days d ?
Moody how many days d ?
Haizzz , sleep late , wake late , i really dislike this kind of life~
I really rather to sleep earlier and wake earlier , its a healthy life.

Moody moody moody !!!

x(((((((((((((((

Monday, December 12, 2011

........

13/12/2011

Never know how hurt am i =D
Busy life make me don't think for all the negative thingy.

Hope every thing gonna be fine~
Blessing~

And also , temporary went back maple play syok~
And .... Ahahaha~

My mood is getting better and good with .... ^^

<33 ~

Saturday, December 10, 2011

T_T

10-12-2011

A jealous heart , a hurting heart , i am down again !
I really wish to scold out , complain out can or not ?
May i do that ?
WTF.... -.-

Today oks farewell , i am really getting jealous every single second there !
I am fxxking hurt deep deep tonight !

羡慕心?妒忌心?
真的不明白。。。

没有人可以,能明白我的心情。
不是我的不感恩,不是我的不满足,但是,身为当事人的我,叫我带着一个笑容的脸孔已经够辛苦了,不可能叫我带着真正的快乐心情去享受派对。

这种场面,妒忌,羡慕,爱恨。
我真的受够了这种场面和心情,不明白,我总是个不幸运者,这心情与场面真的不是我的第一次了,我应该习惯,但是,我还是适应不到。

不公平的事情,我真的习惯了,我明白了解没有公平这东西。
可能,既然,我选择了这条路走,我就应该勇敢地走下去,心理准备,挫折不会少,失败会是多。
人生还长得很。

不算还可以怎样,不完美中的完美才是完美。

安慰自己,加油
我的心情无需他人明白。

Thursday, December 8, 2011

D:

8-12-2011

This few days always sleep late wake late , damn unhealthy life.
Not really love it seriously.
More like sleep early wake early , a better healthy life.
Cause , every time on i wake late i also will headache T_T
Sad sad~

Continue , my time is almost full booking till Christmas date.
I wanna find people booking for count down 2011 to 2012 new year ! =D
Any there any one else reading my blog and feeling interesting ? Aha !
Come date me please.
I wanna have a full and enjoy December , the last month of year 2011 ! x)

Nothing is impossible , nothing cant be success.
Some time , when begin blur and steam , lost my way , moody and emo few days.
After that , be cheer by self , be thinking positive self and join friend more , outing more.
Or not , write blog more , write dairy more xD
Yea , is the best way to let me express it out all.
So , i believe i can !
CoCo Chew , GO !

Temporary , went back MapleSea play play.
Having fun inside and also meet some new friend again.
Once back maple also will meet some new friend and chat , slowly be good friend.
Yea , i love to meet new friend , make new friend.
Every one friendship i also will very appreciated it very much !
Of coz , the old and long friendship that i make it inside maple , still left some only x[
Too bad ! Hope can meet back them and keep in touch !
Of coz , so lucky that , inside a online i also can make some true friend out there.
The friendship is longer than a real life friendship and better too ! =DD

So , temporary now again , i have no movie to watch any more.
Almost watched finish these nice movie =DD

SPM friend also freedom already , enjoy your guy holiday well !
Okay lar , that's all for this blog post today !


Hasta La Vista~

Monday, December 5, 2011

讽刺

6-12-2011

讽刺的心情

我迷路了。。。

/.\

5-12-2011

快变成了独行侠了
一向来办事,处事态度,老师都说我很独立,不会依靠别人。
现在长大了,单身的生活令我更加独立吧。

我终于实现了独行侠的第一步,一个人迈向电影院看戏。
今天的不懂那里来的心血来潮,很想去看《大英雄,小男人》这部戏。
但是,因为一些事情打乱了我的计划,看了一场4:45pm的戏。

可笑的是,我很特地的选择了中间的座位。
就这样讲的,这边剩下了六个座位~
第一和第二的座位,有人买了,所以我选择了第四个座位咯~
就以为第五和第六不会有人要买了,因为接下去的第七。。。。。都有人了。
怎么知道啊,杀出了一对 couple /.\

结果,我被两对 couple 夹中间。
TMD 的可怜,讽刺 -_-
很讨厌的感觉。

算了,好好享受一个人的电影吧~
感觉不错,但是,就是孤单得很~
自由,但是,寂寞~

哈哈~

我可疯啦~

T_T

Thursday, December 1, 2011

x((

1-12-2011

I end my November with outing with friend almost every day.
But , i start my December first day with staying at home , bored whole day ?
OMG !! Is so bored at home and hearing some one argue non stop for a stupid problem.
Wasted my one day life.

And also , i still really quite mind and care bout some problem that i facing.
I damn hate it , i care and i mind.
I can't stop controlling my brain for working to think the stupid question and trouble.

So , when only can i be normal facing this type of problem ?
Am i really that bad girl as myself think ?
I know , i think too much again and again.

Let me keep it in my heart and my dream.
No one is gonna know what i thinking right now.
I wish , i bless , and i dreaming every single second !!

Although it is wont happened as long as my life in this world.
But , i loving this dream so much although is suffering me every single second =")

What can i say is .. " I do "
Ahahaha , i am really that stupid as i know.

Try best to did some thing impossible.
And and and .... I hope some thing that i hope can getting better not like now so bad x(

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Movie per day !

30-11-2011

Since this pass Saturday start , my life counted as movie per day !

Saturday : Breaking Dawn
Monday : You're the apple of my eye
Tues : Puss In Boots , 3D
Wednesday : The Adventures of TinTin ,3D !

Wahahahaha~

Continue with Arthur Christmas , 3D and also Petaling Street Warriors !
I wanna watch it too !

Come on ~!
Jio me out any time , i try to arrange time with you !
Who interesting paktok with me ?!
Ahahahahaha~ ^^

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

=DD

30-11-2011


This few days , my life really meaningful.
Outing with friend non stop and its from morning till night whole day !

This is what i called as enjoy life and relax.
Yesterday went Batu Ferringhi with friend(name Ken) and we go for seaside walk walk.
Relax and enjoy but the leg really painful TT *Ouch*

Go for asking every apartment and hotel price for my christmas event.
There is really a place that just for tourist !!
Expensive is who also know liao eh , let me say some story out.

First apartment that we asking is my target , Sri Sayang Apartment.
I know there is quite good and cheap one lar , cause last time friend make an event there.
Cause last few days Ken phone go and ask for the price and every thing , the Aunty does't want to rent us cause for she just rent for 3 days 2 nights and say we all are kids surely noisy , so dont wanna rent us !
Woowo~ This Aunty is really ......

Fine then , so yesterday me and Ken went there for asking others owner see whether can found or not.
Too bad , when start asking only.
The first reply is "Full already"~~
Totally shock and no idea with that.

After slowly for asking the price ~
WOO ~!!
Even not full and still got room for me , i don't think i will rent there also.
FOREVER WONT !!

2 bed room , RM 450 per day !!
So , if i go for 2 days 1 night is RM 900 !!

3 bed room , RM 500 per day , even there is some one rent for RM 550 per day !!
ALAMAK ni !!!

Why cost us so expensive ?
At the end , finally , i understan.

December there a big period ~
Christmas event , holiday , all the tourist come for holiday and enjoy~!!
Thats why the price is so ...... GELI !!

After that we still go for few hotel ask for fun , at least just to know their price.
Rasa Sayang hotel RM750 , and also minimum is MUST stay for 5 days !! -_-
WaLaPiang !!

After asking this two , we almost try to give up stay over night at Batu Ferringhi and plan back to Tanjung Bunga ? Flamingo or Paradise hotel.
So , dont care much , we went beach walking xD
Woo !!
Beh tahan !!! Hot no need say liao eh , ko pain ka si. TT

Meet Ken brother , so different ler~~
Totally is ....
Talk talk then walk walk and back.

Went Golden Sands Resort asking too , so the cheaper also RM 630 ..... -___-

Batu Ferringhi hotel , apartment is an vampire place , sucking your blood non stop ~!!

No idea , give up on every hotel in Batu Ferringhi~
Planning to go Flaming or Paradise hotel ask d..~
But , on the way we walk back get my car.

Saw a noob and cheap hotel , inside but not seaside one.
Their advertisement is make us laugh and feel funny.
What free wifi , and only RM 88 per night ~~
Bla bla bla~~~

Look not really good lar , but also try to ask.
Ken ki siao , really go ask.

And , my respond is WOO WOO WOO again !!

O_O




Its not expensive but its CHEAP !!!
For us this kids kids is good enough and really nice d.

Standard room also just cost us RM 138 -_-
Triple room RM 168
Family room Rm 208 ~!!

Shock and ths our hope ~!!
Some more lagi ada room !! xDD
Weee~!!

Get a new and nice target ~! /.\
So , we are going there stay d =DDD

Then , many thing lar , SKIP SKIP SKIP.

Back tanjung Bunga and go Flamingo hotel ask , FULL -_-
Went paradise hotel , the old memory , still same price , RM200 and RM100 for deposit !!

The different between Batu Ferringhi and Tanjung Bunga.
1) The cheap and expensive
2) When asking , BF will start with , "cause the date is big period event , Christmas right." -_-
If TB one is just tell you the price , never up price. LOLX !!

This two things is what i pengsan with....

After asking all , Gurney , Mcdonald for dinner and watch Puss In Boots 3D
Walk here walk there , finish , back home !

The whole day life for yesterday.

Last few days also went different mall with different friend for different movie =PP

Life ~!!

Saturday, November 26, 2011

PRESSURE x(

27-11-2011

Damn one~
7 zai 8 zai only mood not good liao~

Who the one say , the one tell me
" Money problem you no need worry , dont worry" ?

But then , keep at there tell me , scold me , say me ,
Money you give by yourself arh ?!
So many years study , who pay ?
Enough money arh uh ?
So much money !?

Who the one say
" You wanna do what i also cant care much , just follow what you want." ?

But then , every day do the pattern let me see ?
Every day talking the fxxking word let me hear ?
Is really make me hard to do my decision !

You think i am really that kid with happiness and enjoy life so much ?
Every day laugh and smile so much without pressure so much ?

What the tuuu ?!
Once say tiok money this word nia i ko jin tulan ! -.-
There say ka so good , here keep give me the pressure !!

This is a transparent pressure k !?
You think i every day happy at home enjoy life arh ?!
For my education i also worry i also care one , thats my life , thats my future !

I wont take this as play ok ?
Just some thing maybe i dont know , try to teach me lar cant is it ?
Why every thing must be scold one ?
We are human , we born to be learning , we born to be sharing.

Just cant be like teaching way teach me what to do ?
Why must be say till the sound so bad ?
Spoiling people mood even i lost my confident on it !

Bout my psychology , ok fine , i already give up on.
And now turning back my head to business.
Cant just like helping me on it ?

I believe that every one in world also born from nothing and learn every thing.
But , maybe my fault there i never , i didn't ask.

But , am i a stupid ?
Excuse me ! I am not !

If i know got this type of thing , i surely will asking and make sure one !
Just cause of i dont know and i never think as much as that there actually is got so much different there , so i never ask ! -.-

Who ever hope to get scold , get say every thing ?
No one wishing that right ?!
Some more we are from one family , but why my family relationship is really just like ....

Fine it !
Every time talking style not same ,
i am the person who hard to make decision by myself and for my future !

There say 1 , here say 2 !!
Never think of self got wrong one ?!

YA ! MY FAULT AGAIN AND AGAIN !

FINE IT !
WHO CALL I AM THE SMALLER ONE ?

X((((
T___T

I am really tired life
Suffering life

我也有我的苦的叻 !!!

=D

26-11-2011

Woo~
This two days my time are super full~
Friday - Morning 9am till noon oks , night steamboat ->Straits quay 1130pm ~!
Saturda - 6am HYS -> Oks 8am - 1230pm -> Straits Quay 5pm -> Queensbay 6pm -> 11pm xD

Full right ? xD
I need , i want and i love this type of crazy life ! Woo !!!
Friend and friend ~!

Memory and memory xD ^^
Happy day and tired day~

Sleep not enough TT
Panda eye are out d~~~

Must sleep more~

Breaking Dawn ---> LOLX !!!
A movie that show us their wedding , in love , pregnant and try to protect the girl main character and last one changed to be a vampire ~
Movie not as nice as i so exciting and what i imaging to see it !
-_- Disappointed ! /.\

Waiting for the part 2 xD