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15/11/2011

真的很怕
连续几天了都在发噩梦。。

梦到哭，吓到哭，怕到哭那种。
醒了眼眶都水汪汪的 (><)

什么啦这是，噩梦。。
不是鬼就是恶魔妖怪。。

真的得平复下心情了

深呼吸~~~~~ (><)

这两个月我应该会挺忙了的~
呵呵呵呵~

加油 !! =))

Yea ~!!

14/11/2011

Finally , temporary finish every perform ~
Really tired and very very nervous bout yesterday night~!!

So many years d , yesterday perform first time so nervous , so scare only~
Normally , once i perform or competition surely is full of confidence and easy job for me.
But , yesterday night perform thats not a easy job and also site let me feeling more scared~

Oh shyt ~!!
Whole night the heart pim pang-ing is getting faster~
Both hand is getting more sweat~
Really arh ..... (><)
But , it is a really good exp to let me learning~

Getting more exp on perform , getting more brave and getting more confidence ~!!
Thanks for giving a good chance ^^

However , thats a friend concert , and they ask to helping in.
So , really dont wish cause our/me fault breaking the great show~
Can knew that , few of us is tried best to did our best too~ Well done xD *peaceful*

Well , Friend , dont be disappointed , every thing just a first time.
Tired best and did best , this is the best ever thing to get your guy exp ~
Getting more exp , and learn from mistake , so improve self to be better~
Yea ~

At least , the whole concert is success ~!!
Congratulation~!!

Now , is the best time let me rest and also continue for my study plan.
So sorry i have delay so late~

Ho seh ~ TT

12/11/2011

Now is , 10.50pm and me is online by using home pc xD
How long never like this liao T0T

Today , a day that i must remember for myself.
A special thing happened~
Ahahaha~
My life , my story~
Really enjoy it so much xDD

And also , a best good bless for tomorrow night.
Hoping every thing can be success and be well~
Damn scare lor seriously (><)

Liao , some thing and some thing ~
Lolx xDD

I found out that , some one is really so Fxxk ~!! ^^v
Damn lot people hate HER xD
Finally , i get some understanding from others~
Mood is getting better but still keep changing~

My Christmas mood is on~
Plan some party for this year christmas again and again~
Is there any one interesting with that ? xD

We wish you a merry christmas and a happy new year xD

YES !!

10/11/2011

Tomorrow is what single day ?
11.11.11

What can i say is , what a beautiful date =D
Just enjoy the Happy Friday well , nothing to be sad or hurt.
Is just a normal Friday with a nice date number.

Single or not , not important.
For me , Single Is Rock =DD

Alone just alone lor , i don't mind =") ~~ xD

Just ..... Hmm ..... ='D

Ok lar , yesterday first time practice together for perform xD
Woo ~ I can catch up what they need xD

Yes ~ Quite happy , not really hard as my imaging ~
Sup sup water , but still scare~
This Sunday night need to perform liao ~

Hope every thing will be okay and success~
Arh~~!! xD

Duii ~!!!
The some one arh !!
Really lar , faster come back home , we go kia kia together mar , guai lar xD
Go buy laptop mar xDDD
Ahahahahe (><) xDDD

=DD

2/11/2011

Hohoho~
Is new month for 2011 year again~
And also the last two month only~

Time is really fast~
I also graduated one year O_O"

La la la~
A final decide for my education already.
Hope can be fine in every thing and wont be regret too~

Waiting some one come back and go buy my new OWE laptop too~
Wahahaha~
What a finally T_T ~~
A life without any pc 3years~~
I am so outdated !! x((

As i wish , i still got some thing to buy yet~
Slowly earn and save money buy lor xD
Maybe ? Half working and study ?

钱是赚回来的，不是省回来的 !!!

I wont get rest when i'm tired , i get rest when i'm DONE !!

YEA !!

This my new target !!
Start from this month ~
And give me 1 more chance , 1 year of time !!
I will did it well !!

CoCo Chew ~ Go Go Go xD
Support !!!!

要我怎样？很矛盾

28/10/2011

看见朋友们的虚伪，
我很无奈。

看见朋友们的做作，
我很失望。

看见朋友们的缺点，
我不知不觉地想远离你们。

看见了朋友们的不好一面，
我不想再这样下去了。

看见的都是朋友们的虚伪，做作，假的一面，过河拆桥。
这里等下和你很好，这里等下和你讲句话都不要了。

到底怎么一回事？
开心快乐完了就算了吗？
还是怎样？

到底，你这朋友是一个怎样性的朋友？
在我心里的位子，你不简单，但是，你也可以是普通的一位，但是，我没有。

朋友，我是可以信任你的人？还是，你的伪装太厉害了？
我真的不懂~

朋友，很对不起~
我看见了越来越多你的缺点，这的确很难让我和你相处下去。
我怕我会有忍不到的一天，我怕我会爆发崩溃的一天。

我不明白为什么 ，我会有种心情感觉 ，自然的想远离你~

有时候，明明就是事实，我接受不到，但是，最后还是面对了。

有时候，看见了面子书一大堆的流言意语~
总觉得太过残忍，现实，但是，不得不承认，有时候，身边所发生的事情确实是如此的残忍，现实。
人们的心，是自私，是现实，还是如今的社会改变了我们人类，不得不现实？

到底，怎样是个真心朋友？什么是假朋友？朋友有酱分别的么？
对我而言，朋友就是朋友，然而，是怎样的自己知道吧？

People need you , they talk to you. But , Don't expext them to talk back next time when you need them. This is what we call [ Fake Friend ].

我 Copy 这句话，因为我多多少少有认同这句话的意识~

或许，想另一方面？
主动就是解决的办法咯？
不过，主动久了会很累的~
友情，需要的也是两方的努力维持，靠一方的主动，迟早爆发~

忽冷忽热的感觉真的不好受 -.-

算了 还是靠自己的努力吧

心疼 心痛到麻痹了今年。。。。
发身了太多，很多事情。。

不得不长大了~

少计较，多付出~

学习感恩~

T_T

22/10/2011

Damn damn ~
So long never update my news here ~
Not i don't want update or lazy ~

Is cause of some one , so i have no chance to even touch this comp keyboard~
Damn long never online with pc already~

Hmm hmm~
Pass is really flies ~
Also quite lot of thing happened~

Is really making my emotional crazy ~
Tired of life , stupid thinking and crazy emotional ~

Think of lot of thing and really lar ~
I really fuc*king hate the some one ~
ARGHHH !!!

And , again and again ~
But , this thing also normal liao =x

Lolx~ I write whatg i know only~
Those still reading my blog , paiseh nia xD
I write non sense here xDD

Hmm~
Nothing let me update here , but lot thing keep making me ...... T_T

Ok lar ~ Temporary like this first ~
Tata~

=]

别问我这些东东 说这些事情
修养当中 无心去想
我现在过得很快乐 ^^

xDD

Be seriously , i never watch Namewee video or hear his song.
Is really never and never , and ...

Today i kek po and feeling curious to watch about this video.

What the lolx xDDD
I gonna support him !!

Although i not clear bout the stupid thing all larr.

But , at least in this video , Namewee scolded the person with correctly and the truth.

Scolding people can no need to be rude larr seriously.
The right and the truth you say out , scold out , you get the point , then you will be the champion. xDD

SUPPORT !!

处女座是习惯独自面对寂寞冷清却一定把微笑展现给别人的人。

https://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=274558362569459
[Some thing about friendship]

=P

18/9/2011

Hehehe~
The Friday day night first =D

Went for 2009 , 4s5 gathering at E-Gate ..
Quite lots of people going too larr~
Damn happy cause of a gathering although not any special thing happen.

Me , siang and bei went there early for our lady talk =D
Hehehe~
I love when friend is sharing and talking ^^

Me , Siang , Janice , Bei , Xuan , Cie , The 6 girl from 4s5 =D
Jin Ling , O tao you , ah beng , Jiun chyi , Ah pong , the boy from 4s5 =D
And some others their friend , Vimin , jia shun , baby , and one more xxx

A great gathering , went E-Gate for dinner and then chit chat play non stop.
And then , plan to go drink beer ?
Lolx , Ah Xuan ki form ?!
Keep ask for going or not (><)

Teach bad me this xiu mui mui nia lerh. (><) xDD
But , seriously , i feel to drink also d larr.
But , i'm the driver worr. =((

Too bad ~
After that discuss , went OXO that near by Queensbay mall there ~
11 of us is there and few of them drink beer , but boy is tried to keep smoking !!

Die larr macam ini , kena we 6 girls anti all xDD
We all hate people those smoking lerh ~
Semua kena marah ~!!
Next time we should prepare tina go le bah ? Girl's xDD

Beer i drink 一两口咯 ~ Muahahaha~
Although is really sibeh not nice to drink since my first try last time.
But , with friend happy together , and i really feel to drink that time. (><)
So , i drink a little little bit bit lorr xDD

The Heneiken !! =D Woo~
I damn loving this type of life ~!!
I feel i am the real 18 now ^^
Ahahahahaha~

Its make me damn excited to go my college life~
I am coming ~!!
Of coz , i still miss high school friend.

But , as i know , is ok now , that is some thing called as gathering in the world =D
Much keeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep in touch every one =D

After no longer ................
Few of us run go buy water drink ~
Lmao /.\

I feel too bad that i cant really talk to my darling bei =((
What the .... for you some one ... -.-
Holding her whole night and chat all the time.
Is a gathering there , and you keep tie her for all the night . (><)
Seriously , i feel suck larr =[[

She was not only for you , but is for every one friend. -.-"
This is what i wanna to say and im not tired to tie her of coz.
But then , just few word to talk also no chance for all of us.
Fine it this time /.\

So , we chit chating non stop , and i feel that ah xuan is really drunk xDDD
So funny so cute while talking
Wuahahahaha~
Up form liao xDD

Just a gathering lorr ~
Keep ss , mean capture pic uh ~ =D
Waiting Janice to upload too (><)
Damn nice night for me =D

And , especially for some one here !!
Attention , double attention notice here , just for you ~
Without you in us life , we all will feel better much more happy~
Don't think that you're really that so important , you just a nothing for us ^^

Then , we back home d .
Meeeeee ....
1230pm reach home and sleep ~
(><)

The next day , yesterday , 630am wake for oks.
Woo ~
YA !!!
I love this type of love seriously !!! =DDD

Busy make my life meaningful ~!!
Went oks and discuss lot of problem and thing.

This complain to me , that complain to me.
Ki siao~!!

Liao .....
This happen that happen ~!!

/.\
Bo lat with kid's !!!!!! =D
Gina ~

After that when 12pm finish all wanna balik kampung time.
Heavy rain is suck making me cant back home although im driving cause of my car parking quite far ~ x((

Start the talking war ?! xDD
Me , ah pet and vicky , 3 of us talk from 12pm++ until 4pm++ some thing. -.-

Godnessss ~~
We skiped our lunch time too. (><)

So much to talk meh ?
Seriously , YA ~!!!
Cause we meet 2 virgo there xDD
And one ...... Double fish ? Ahahahahahaha~

From , oks problem to friend problem to family problem to love problem and to personality problem and even secret xDD
We chat every thing and every thing ~!!

Wooo ~!!
Counted as a LT also bah ~?!
Lady talk !!
Yea , this are what i want some time.

Communicate and understanding each other !!

Is important to did this and tired to understand human thinking =DD

A damn nice Saturday oks practise for me and night time im really tired and i skip to go HYS

Sorry my girls there !!
We'll having our LT next time i go. xDD

Me ... Seriously ...
Ahahahah~

I know myself ^^v

Cause of yesterday talk , i suddenly think thought lot of problem and stupid trouble last few days i facing.
Feel damn relax and happy mood now =D

Every thing see open ~ think open ~
Life will be better !!

Lets us fight together !! Friend !! =D

I love you guy !!
Ya !!!

辛苦的想法日子~

13/9/2011

昨天，本人有点，不是有点，而是很 down ~
为什么？

因为，还是老样子的，想太多，贪念增加，要求不断，满足不满~
自己的过分要求？还是，自己的不知不觉满足不到？
想要拥有更多的东西。

其实，我也不明白为什么会这样。
这么久的时间，这么多的时间，真的不能？不行？
而是一定的那么短时间之内？

以前有的，现在没有了。。
的确的是，我不爽，不甘愿，百思不透其解~

想不到一个令我满意的借口。
对的，是勒，我需要的就是一个给我满意然而也可以接受得到来隐瞒我自己的伤口。
一个令我周妮萤服的借口。

但是，我找没有~
很难找，因为，我为。。找太多的借口了。
一次又一次，多次又多次的。
借口总有用完的一天吧？

算了，有话好说，
慢慢来吧~
别又一次的给自己打败~

没有那么容易败的~
再辛苦的，再难的，再痛苦的经历都有了~

怕什么~
没有怕的~

加油~!!!

回来了~

12/9/2011

大家中秋节快乐咯~
好好的享受~ 尽情的玩咯~
看到嫦娥的话，叫我啦~

我的生日，没有派对，没有特别开心，没有怎样~
普通日子一天~
我不求多~
但是，我有特别的礼物~
大家都花了很大心思的礼物~

这才是最珍贵的~
感谢了，感恩了~
成为了我的回忆~

晚上，不是快乐，但是特别
感谢啦 =D

某某人，看来我等的这一声，我还是等不到。
有没有机会再次听你叫我这一声，还是得让我等。
我的有点期待，换回来了有点失望。
这一声，让你很难出口吧 -.-
哈哈~
算了 =")

没有特别的了~
就这样啦~

面子书有点点的照片咯~ ^^

[=

7/9/2011

Few days never touch pc =((
Some one is playing pc and over night all the day and noon time sleeping.

What life are this ?!
Terrible larr ~

Seriously , i need a laptop badly =[[[
I want/need to learn lot of thing.
I dont feel like to wasting my life and my time any more.

Some more , my injured leg is quite making me ruin out of my mood and time.
Lot of things i cant do it and i left few months time to go ONLY !!!

Piang eh ~
Plan to start a new life and this stupid damn thing happened.
PHEW !!!
I hate uu ~!!!

I wanna new life , i want change !!

Lolx ~~
Last Sat , oks , i did some thing that i never thought i will do ever.
Of coz , i plan and i think before to do that.
But , seriously is really quite shy ? Scared or nervous to do that.

Some more ......
Hehehe~

And the end , i did it ~~
Woo ~
Feel to an-call the second time of those not there that time.

xDD

This few days my life is dying ~~ =[[[

Hmmm ......


...
.......
............

Although Friday is my day
But , i feel that nothing special this year.
='")

Just a normal day ~

虽然我也很期待 ， 但是还是平平坦坦过日子好了~
期待高，失望高~

Hahaha~
A normal day ~ Nothing special ~ Nothing surprise ~ ="]

Down

1/9/2011

I seriously need a new and my own laptop badly !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

好的。。发泄完了。

2011 年，第九个月，第一天。

没有什么好特别的，就普通的一个日子。
闷在家里头发霉。

本来打算今天可以出街呼吸新鲜空气，享受自由的，玩的够本。
放松心情，快快乐乐的。
哪懂。。。某些原因取消了。

心情真的难以接受。。。呵呵~
算了。。

所以，就只好乖乖的在家里又过着非人生活。
闷的说。
我要精力，我要活力，我要动力 ！！

这并非我求的生活，我要的是活跃生活。
不是监牢。。。

左脚之伤，害我难过活。
心底之伤，让我活得不一样。

这个星期五，就明天。
中华乐团举办了团康活动的。

玩水，本人还是没有得玩。
只好客串，客串帮忙好了。

心情应该可以不错吧？
但是，又想起某人的事情。。
我就不大开心。

最近不一样了。。
态度不一样了。。
怎么了？

算了。。。

对了，很想尝试看 Bod hair style。
不是普通的 Bod哦，而是超级 Bod的那种。

呵呵呵　～
以后吧。
剪个 bod hair style看看 xDD