25/1/2011
Dying at home.
Do nothing.
I wish i can back to high school life.
That full of worry but also friend.
Friend can bring me lot of happiness, funny.
Well, of coz i can make joke with them too.
Keep on laughing non stop.
Nowadays at home even talk to mum that can make myself laugh.
Also din't have the feeling of really happy.
=(
I keep syok sendiri !
Iisssshhhhhhhhh~
Meaningless life now.
Suck suck suck !!!!
Every one the same.
After graduated surely miss schooling life.
Seriously, i loving schooling but not exam.
School got what not good ?
Friend a lot mar.
Can chit chat.
Can play.
Making joke.
Any thing also can share.
Some more like outing keep need to join this join that.
School who also no need join, auto must go school.
Wualalalala~
Chit chat also easy more.
Remember the time you share secret with your friend ?
Remember the time you play together with your friend ?
Remember the time you and your friend playing or bully teacher ?
Remember the time talk with teacher ?
Remember when get result cause of the 1 marks to get pass or A so keep go kacau teacher and say "teacher arh~ pls larh~ 1 marks only mar~"
Or keep look on exam paper see whether teacher got mark wrong or not ?
Remember the time you eat together with your friend in canteen and gossip ?
Remember teacher day what did you guy do ?
Remember when gotong-royong day what did you guy did ?
Remember every morning 7 early 8 early wake up, bath, get ready to school ?
For those sitting school bas.
Remember how early you wake for get ready and try to don't miss up the bas ?
Remember when sitting bas you sleeping ? Or you playing ?
While examination
Remember how long you prepare for a subject ?
Remember when hafal these 36 nilai murni, how suffering are you ? And how your memory way ? Lying on bed ? Watching and memorise ?
Remember before exam keep taking a book and look inside there for every thing hope that dont miss up.
Before exam keep get tips from other's ? Even though SMS ? Facebook ? Msn ? By asking teacher ?
While examination, dont know do so you sleep ? Trying to cheating with friend ?
While examination every one are sick. There full with coughing sound ?
While doing paper your brain thinking the answer
"iiissshhhhh ! This one i know do one ! But i forgot the formula ! WTF !? "
"Eh Eh !! WTF again !?! This one just now i just saw inside my book ! But i dint read it detail."
"OMG !!! Still got what nilai can use arh uh ?"
"Walao !! What question are this larh ??"
*Ok~ After this all. Turn to the first page and look on the teacher name. See whether is who get ready for the exam paper one.
After examination try to have discuss with friend. This correct, that wrongly ?
After exam try away you exam paper ?
After finish whole examination~ Holiday~ Shout and Play
Or for other's more bad d. O_O
Saw Ms.Teh at there nia, you turn ur body can run away liao. -.-
Saw perfect nia run here run there.
Lolz...~ This also a life for student.
When whole class friend together do wrong thing.
Shyt liao larh~ Whole class kena wor~
Every one are worry and try to pakat with every one how to settle the thing problem.
Ahahahaha~ This one shown out cooperate of one class student.
When assembly singing all the song. Did you really sing that ?
Or try to chat with fren ? Or shout it out and not singing at all.
When teacher talk, you hear it ? Or dont even care it at all.
And find see which teacher wear so beauty today ?
See whether gt teacher dint come school or not ?
So that for those gt 10th period can cancel and shout out a "YES larh!"
When go auditorum.
Find a best place go self to chit chat with friend or really try to learn some thing from the talk ?
The air con is so cold and you keep complaining non stop ?
KHB class~
Do this do that. Dont know do. Ask friend for helping.
Every day morning come to do.
Go in class > sit down > put bag > walk away from own self place > find fren > start asking ..........
Yesterday got what home worh arh uh ?
You done it ?
Can lend me this ? Can lend me that ?
And then start to copy non stop~~~~~~~
When boring period like Sejarah ?
Go toilet non stop.
Well, look you so guai sit on your own self and dont talk at all.
Act like hearing what teacher teaching.
Actually below the book gt a story book there. -.-
When change period, run to go canteen and buy food come up class eat !
Wooohooo~
While teacher teaching, student back side eating.
Even eating Nasi Lemak.
The smell let all student more hungry and hungry.
Teacher ask why so piang one ?
Student answer " bring from house one mar. house make. that why so piang."
Friend helping friend to lie teacher.
Wuahahahahahaha~
Saturday activity~
Woahhh ! that a lazy-ness out there already.
Saturday still need to go school for activity.
How tired larh.
All of your self activity function.
Get ready for competition ?
When sitting bas what to do ?
Before, when and after competition how the feeling ???!!!
Woooo~
That's a nice feeling actually. ^.^
If lose the competiton ? Cry ? Every one have no mood ? Try to say who wrong or bla bla bla
If win the competiton ? Shout it out ? Happy ? Talk this and that. Gonna be celebrate it ? xD
When competiton ? Scare till lao sai lao jio ? Hahahaa~
When having travel time
Woo wooo woooo wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~~~~~~
Just like 10year's never outing.
The mood sibeh excited !?
Hahaha~ Yea~ Of coz.
When sitting bas tgt, live in hotel room.
Chit chat over night and dont sleep.
Play over night.
GOOD FEELING at all. xD
Hahahahahaha~
Schooling life really fun... ^.^
Just enjoy your schooling life well.
Dont be regret.
All the rule just follow if not too serious or what.
So what all those disciplin teacher wont cari pasal with you.
So enjoy your school life time and spam more much time with your friend is better than go cari pasal with teacher larh. =]
Miss-ing high school life. T_T
Monday, January 24, 2011
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Friday, January 21, 2011
泪流了。。。 ='(
22/1/2011
怎么了？
睡觉时，发了一个恶梦。
很害怕的梦，
很恐怖的梦，
吓到我醒了起来，
吓到我哭了起来。
什么梦来啊！？
臭梦，屁梦。
整个故事的结局很伤心。
而且，发梦的同时，
就像是现实生活里在发生一样。
我还记得的呢，
怕怕怕怕怕怕。
真的是吓到我哭的梦。
很恶心！！！！
很害怕！！！！
这梦到底要告诉我些什么的呢？
放弃算了？
能挽回就挽回？
机会不再有，得靠自己的本事，自己的努力去争取？
要就快，不然就后悔？
没有了，就算了？
很怕咯，这个梦。
发恶梦。。。
Haizzzz...~
还发了一个梦，
人家的结婚典礼。 -.-
那个恶梦吓醒后再睡的梦。
故事也有点疯疯的。
Geli 咯。
发恶梦之夜~~~ T^T
还有，
昨天下午发的梦。
好梦，美梦一场。
如果发生的话，就太棒了。
但是，不可能。 =x
怎么了？
睡觉时，发了一个恶梦。
很害怕的梦，
很恐怖的梦，
吓到我醒了起来，
吓到我哭了起来。
什么梦来啊！？
臭梦，屁梦。
整个故事的结局很伤心。
而且，发梦的同时，
就像是现实生活里在发生一样。
我还记得的呢，
怕怕怕怕怕怕。
真的是吓到我哭的梦。
很恶心！！！！
很害怕！！！！
这梦到底要告诉我些什么的呢？
放弃算了？
能挽回就挽回？
机会不再有，得靠自己的本事，自己的努力去争取？
要就快，不然就后悔？
没有了，就算了？
很怕咯，这个梦。
发恶梦。。。
Haizzzz...~
还发了一个梦，
人家的结婚典礼。 -.-
那个恶梦吓醒后再睡的梦。
故事也有点疯疯的。
Geli 咯。
发恶梦之夜~~~ T^T
还有，
昨天下午发的梦。
好梦，美梦一场。
如果发生的话，就太棒了。
但是，不可能。 =x
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
='(
20/1/2011
Charm nia~
Late early sure sick liao. T_T
Feeling not well.
Actually.....
Is the heart not well.
心病还需心药医...
一天事情没有解决，
一天还是有着烦恼。
还是慢慢来呗，
我真的累透了。
也看透人心了。
Haizzzz..~
End this topic here. =]
Krusus for undang actually this Saturday punnya marr. 22/1/2011
Mana tau last few day mum tell me change go next Satuday wor.
29/1/2011. T_T
So now i can read the book first lorh.
With 5 0 0 question's de one book~~
Last time keep saw friend take go school.
See see liao give back them.
Now a very finally is myself and my turn get it.
And i need to try to do it by myself without hearing the krusus.
Actually i wanna try to do disc one.
Cause when exam is comp de.
Click lai click ki de.
So at home self practise click click liao.
So when exam ka wont so scare.
Ah bo later keep click wrong answer mar ho seh~
Need re-test eh arh !!!
Need money eh arh !!!!
So wait see when go krusus it will give disc bo bah.
So lerh.....
I knew that krusus 1 day for 8hour's lerh.
Will very very very boring till die.
Alone there without any friend and any thing to do. Surely bored.
But although is very bored.
But i hope i can faster faster faster and faster go for the krusus.
And then exam undang test.
Hope can pass.
Then car krusus again is it ? o.o
Then car pratical for N time and then exam car.
So that i can faster faster faster faster get my car license.
I just wanna fast fast get my car license nia.
And hor !!!
Ko ka die one is ........
After next Saturday i go to the krusus for undang one.
I need wait till after CNY only can go take test of undang !!!!! ='(
So lerh.
This this that that all larh.
The time delay delay and keep on D.E.L.A.Y~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Till i feel bit regret.
But ko not really regret.
Time table self arrange.
How the result show out.
Self must accpet it.
Respect self arrange.
Course this are self right to do it.
No ppl force me. =')
Not regret cause since i can wait for the 17year's time.
Why cant i wait for few more month' time ?
Ya. Although those smaller than me also faster than me to get their car license.
But so what ?
After get license also driving in the road nia marr.
Nothing different.
Different just maybe my P sticker stick longer than them only.
Same what. 2 year's of time.
You stick first marr faster no need stick nia.
Lolz~~~
好自我安慰。。。。。。。 -.-
That why larh.
Slow ka die liao.
When i get car license time also is near or after SPM result le.
Seriously.
I getting scared and scared.
ARGHHHHH~
That time no need say pun know liao de.
Whole world parent are same.
Scold scold scold.
Say say say.
For the few day's time non stop.
='(
Now my mum already keep ask me want go which college.
Haizzzz..~
See lorh.
Study time mai study good good.
Keep play ka che che lorh.
Now scare, now care, now worry.
Got what use !?
Useless chew ne yin.
NS i'm already very lucky person liao.
Bo kena.
SPM not a lucky game or what.
Self make it result show.
Tolong arh tolong~~
Bless me a little bit.
I just hope that my result can let me in college.
I dont feel to get any A.
Cause i just wish all subject a PASS there.
Of coz, that surely pass one get more high score is better larh.
If so lucky i get any A there~~~~
Lucky lorh.
But i know.
My life wont be so lucky.
='(((((
USELESS ME !!!
LOSING IN EVERY THING !!!
ME THE LOSER !!!
USELESS PERSON !!!
Ok.
What to say is.
自己种下的因，自己承受的果。
If i hard work, sure i get good result.
If self no hard work, how i bless, how the god bless me, also USELESS.
But at least i know.
While examination, i'm the one who haven't giving up in my SPM paper.
I tried my best to do my best.
I dint waste any time.
I try, try, try, try and try !
I really belum give up.
Ya. I know not really hard working well.
But at least i haven't give up yet.
Hope and wishing there a ok ok de result for myself.
="]
College~~~
KL college ? Say bye to Penang ? Say bye to family ? Say bye to friend in Penang ? Say bye to every thing in Penang ?
This a hard choice.
T__T
Charm nia~
Late early sure sick liao. T_T
Feeling not well.
Actually.....
Is the heart not well.
心病还需心药医...
一天事情没有解决，
一天还是有着烦恼。
还是慢慢来呗，
我真的累透了。
也看透人心了。
Haizzzz..~
End this topic here. =]
Krusus for undang actually this Saturday punnya marr. 22/1/2011
Mana tau last few day mum tell me change go next Satuday wor.
29/1/2011. T_T
So now i can read the book first lorh.
With 5 0 0 question's de one book~~
Last time keep saw friend take go school.
See see liao give back them.
Now a very finally is myself and my turn get it.
And i need to try to do it by myself without hearing the krusus.
Actually i wanna try to do disc one.
Cause when exam is comp de.
Click lai click ki de.
So at home self practise click click liao.
So when exam ka wont so scare.
Ah bo later keep click wrong answer mar ho seh~
Need re-test eh arh !!!
Need money eh arh !!!!
So wait see when go krusus it will give disc bo bah.
So lerh.....
I knew that krusus 1 day for 8hour's lerh.
Will very very very boring till die.
Alone there without any friend and any thing to do. Surely bored.
But although is very bored.
But i hope i can faster faster faster and faster go for the krusus.
And then exam undang test.
Hope can pass.
Then car krusus again is it ? o.o
Then car pratical for N time and then exam car.
So that i can faster faster faster faster get my car license.
I just wanna fast fast get my car license nia.
And hor !!!
Ko ka die one is ........
After next Saturday i go to the krusus for undang one.
I need wait till after CNY only can go take test of undang !!!!! ='(
So lerh.
This this that that all larh.
The time delay delay and keep on D.E.L.A.Y~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Till i feel bit regret.
But ko not really regret.
Time table self arrange.
How the result show out.
Self must accpet it.
Respect self arrange.
Course this are self right to do it.
No ppl force me. =')
Not regret cause since i can wait for the 17year's time.
Why cant i wait for few more month' time ?
Ya. Although those smaller than me also faster than me to get their car license.
But so what ?
After get license also driving in the road nia marr.
Nothing different.
Different just maybe my P sticker stick longer than them only.
Same what. 2 year's of time.
You stick first marr faster no need stick nia.
Lolz~~~
好自我安慰。。。。。。。 -.-
That why larh.
Slow ka die liao.
When i get car license time also is near or after SPM result le.
Seriously.
I getting scared and scared.
ARGHHHHH~
That time no need say pun know liao de.
Whole world parent are same.
Scold scold scold.
Say say say.
For the few day's time non stop.
='(
Now my mum already keep ask me want go which college.
Haizzzz..~
See lorh.
Study time mai study good good.
Keep play ka che che lorh.
Now scare, now care, now worry.
Got what use !?
Useless chew ne yin.
NS i'm already very lucky person liao.
Bo kena.
SPM not a lucky game or what.
Self make it result show.
Tolong arh tolong~~
Bless me a little bit.
I just hope that my result can let me in college.
I dont feel to get any A.
Cause i just wish all subject a PASS there.
Of coz, that surely pass one get more high score is better larh.
If so lucky i get any A there~~~~
Lucky lorh.
But i know.
My life wont be so lucky.
='(((((
USELESS ME !!!
LOSING IN EVERY THING !!!
ME THE LOSER !!!
USELESS PERSON !!!
Ok.
What to say is.
自己种下的因，自己承受的果。
If i hard work, sure i get good result.
If self no hard work, how i bless, how the god bless me, also USELESS.
But at least i know.
While examination, i'm the one who haven't giving up in my SPM paper.
I tried my best to do my best.
I dint waste any time.
I try, try, try, try and try !
I really belum give up.
Ya. I know not really hard working well.
But at least i haven't give up yet.
Hope and wishing there a ok ok de result for myself.
="]
College~~~
KL college ? Say bye to Penang ? Say bye to family ? Say bye to friend in Penang ? Say bye to every thing in Penang ?
This a hard choice.
T__T
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Della 丁噹
自从疯她的 《我爱他〉这首歌过后，
都会一直留意她的歌。
我并没有偶像，
我没有追星的习惯。
就是只不过听好听的歌罢了。
但是，她让我注意到了她。
我也不是特别喜欢她。
只不过觉得，Della 的歌都是高音。
而且，歌词意识都到味。
所以，才一直听她的歌，唱她的歌吧。
常常听的就是
郑秀文
Della
其他，都是好听的才听罢了。
呵呵呵呵呵呵呵。 =P
都会一直留意她的歌。
我并没有偶像，
我没有追星的习惯。
就是只不过听好听的歌罢了。
但是，她让我注意到了她。
我也不是特别喜欢她。
只不过觉得，Della 的歌都是高音。
而且，歌词意识都到味。
所以，才一直听她的歌，唱她的歌吧。
常常听的就是
郑秀文
Della
其他，都是好听的才听罢了。
呵呵呵呵呵呵呵。 =P
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Learning to be smile again. Let's start from 0...
12/1/2011 - Wednesday.
Ok.
Since that thing happen to me.
Seriously.
My face.
My mood.
My smile all are disappear.
Ya.
Last time i learning to be cheer.
To be positive in every thing, any thing.
But,
Is too bad for me.
Once i facing that such problem.
I cant to be positive any more.
And keep on negative way.
Quite suffering myself life.
No more smile.
No more laugh.
Every day tear's tear's and tear's
Now so finally i discover that.
The true thing happen is ........
As a human.
Since we born, we really only know how to be smile and laugh and happy.
We don't learn how to smile or laugh.
This the basic, normal.
Once we born we know.
So this really a free course that we no need pay any cost.
Sadness, cry, tear ...
We learn from our daily life.
We facing a lot of thing problem.
Friendship, Love, Family, Work, Study, Pressure.
And we start to be sad, emo even we cried.
When as a child.
When how cry ko how to cry.
Cry loud loud.
Cin cai shout.
Now big liao.
Can we cry like that ?
NO.
So we learn to cry alone.
We cry by secretly.
And one day.
We don't cry any more.
We stopped to be cry any more.
Why ?
Tear used finish ?
Or you already learning some lesson ? =)
Learn to be smile and don't to cry.
Cry is the most stupid thing for human.
Smile is clever person do it de.
So... Which you are ?
Cry show out that you are weak.
Smile shown out that you are strong.
Ya.
Once we learn from some lesson.
We don't to be cry any more.
We learn to be smile in front of every one.
This is most important lesson there.
Once u learn , you will feel yourself bigger and mature and grow up already. =]
That's a good thing.
Cause in our whole life.
We shell meet some thing that really suck.
We facing a lot of problem and pressure.
We slowly find the way to solve it.
And learning non stop.
So, we should thanks to the person who teaching.
We should thanks to the person who hurt us.
We should thanks to every one in our life.
We see
We saw
We know
We feel
And we learn in as our life lesson.
This our life.
If your life no friend, no family.
Without any one human.
Only you alone in the world.
How you learn ?
Human forever selfish one.
We can see
We might learn.
We shell saw.
The true, the real one face of human.
Time long le, can know liao.
So,
For me, since that thing happen.
My whole person is down till max.
Every day tear's.
And i see some person real face already.
Friend, don't to be too over trust also.
All that i learn to be smile and positive is gone.
So start from today.
I knew that i learned a new lesson again.
So let me start from 0 again.
Learn to be cheer
Learn to be smile and learn to be positive.
The crazy CoCo will be back soon.
Gonna come back liao. =]
When i down every one is scared of me.
Is it that am i so scary ah uh ? o.o"""
Cause i won't show any one my real face.
But once i show, that feeling i know.
Suck. =x
So Sorry about that.
Ok.
Since that thing happen to me.
Seriously.
My face.
My mood.
My smile all are disappear.
Ya.
Last time i learning to be cheer.
To be positive in every thing, any thing.
But,
Is too bad for me.
Once i facing that such problem.
I cant to be positive any more.
And keep on negative way.
Quite suffering myself life.
No more smile.
No more laugh.
Every day tear's tear's and tear's
Now so finally i discover that.
The true thing happen is ........
As a human.
Since we born, we really only know how to be smile and laugh and happy.
We don't learn how to smile or laugh.
This the basic, normal.
Once we born we know.
So this really a free course that we no need pay any cost.
Sadness, cry, tear ...
We learn from our daily life.
We facing a lot of thing problem.
Friendship, Love, Family, Work, Study, Pressure.
And we start to be sad, emo even we cried.
When as a child.
When how cry ko how to cry.
Cry loud loud.
Cin cai shout.
Now big liao.
Can we cry like that ?
NO.
So we learn to cry alone.
We cry by secretly.
And one day.
We don't cry any more.
We stopped to be cry any more.
Why ?
Tear used finish ?
Or you already learning some lesson ? =)
Learn to be smile and don't to cry.
Cry is the most stupid thing for human.
Smile is clever person do it de.
So... Which you are ?
Cry show out that you are weak.
Smile shown out that you are strong.
Ya.
Once we learn from some lesson.
We don't to be cry any more.
We learn to be smile in front of every one.
This is most important lesson there.
Once u learn , you will feel yourself bigger and mature and grow up already. =]
That's a good thing.
Cause in our whole life.
We shell meet some thing that really suck.
We facing a lot of problem and pressure.
We slowly find the way to solve it.
And learning non stop.
So, we should thanks to the person who teaching.
We should thanks to the person who hurt us.
We should thanks to every one in our life.
We see
We saw
We know
We feel
And we learn in as our life lesson.
This our life.
If your life no friend, no family.
Without any one human.
Only you alone in the world.
How you learn ?
Human forever selfish one.
We can see
We might learn.
We shell saw.
The true, the real one face of human.
Time long le, can know liao.
So,
For me, since that thing happen.
My whole person is down till max.
Every day tear's.
And i see some person real face already.
Friend, don't to be too over trust also.
All that i learn to be smile and positive is gone.
So start from today.
I knew that i learned a new lesson again.
So let me start from 0 again.
Learn to be cheer
Learn to be smile and learn to be positive.
The crazy CoCo will be back soon.
Gonna come back liao. =]
When i down every one is scared of me.
Is it that am i so scary ah uh ? o.o"""
Cause i won't show any one my real face.
But once i show, that feeling i know.
Suck. =x
So Sorry about that.
Monday, January 10, 2011
11/1/2010
Congrats to Chung Hwa small group oks member.
Hmm.
Actually .....
You guy feel you guy is really should to get this prize or lucky ?
For me.
You guy just lucky...
Many thing's that you guy did it not really well.
Disappointed much. =)
But since now already get it.
Don't say too le.
Go ahead and continue it.
As a senior no eye see at all.
Dont think to give any extra comment too.
I keep my mouth stup.
Well.
This few day still the same for me.
Dying at home.
And yesterday 10/1/2010
My mum said she help me register for my krusus larh. Car larh. Whatever thing already.
So . . . . . . .
Hehehehe.
Good Luck. T.T
And hor.
Actually 19/3 i can go KL liao de.
Genting for Sammi Cheng concert.
But after that only know that day is my cousin wedding dinner.
So...
Too bad for me.
I cant go for the concert see Sammi.
T___________T
Really sob sob..
Some more is kor kor out money for me de lerh !!!
Yorrrrrrrr !!!
Jin beh syok nia !!!
Really is xxxx !!!!!
Hope got next time chance luu... *.*
Hmm.
Nowadays i dying at home wor.
Who might help me ? Save me ?
No work bcs of no transpot.
But i will try to find some work near my house here.
So i walk go lorh.
Easy and earn money too what.
K larh.
I think no thing to write liao wor.
See larh.
Nowadays so less update blog liao.
Nothing happen.
And all happen sad sad de.
Dont think wanna to update too.
All keep in my diary. =P
I love to write more than type.
Me a un-normal human ?
I wonder~~
Hmm.
Actually .....
You guy feel you guy is really should to get this prize or lucky ?
For me.
You guy just lucky...
Many thing's that you guy did it not really well.
Disappointed much. =)
But since now already get it.
Don't say too le.
Go ahead and continue it.
As a senior no eye see at all.
Dont think to give any extra comment too.
I keep my mouth stup.
Well.
This few day still the same for me.
Dying at home.
And yesterday 10/1/2010
My mum said she help me register for my krusus larh. Car larh. Whatever thing already.
So . . . . . . .
Hehehehe.
Good Luck. T.T
And hor.
Actually 19/3 i can go KL liao de.
Genting for Sammi Cheng concert.
But after that only know that day is my cousin wedding dinner.
So...
Too bad for me.
I cant go for the concert see Sammi.
T___________T
Really sob sob..
Some more is kor kor out money for me de lerh !!!
Yorrrrrrrr !!!
Jin beh syok nia !!!
Really is xxxx !!!!!
Hope got next time chance luu... *.*
Hmm.
Nowadays i dying at home wor.
Who might help me ? Save me ?
No work bcs of no transpot.
But i will try to find some work near my house here.
So i walk go lorh.
Easy and earn money too what.
K larh.
I think no thing to write liao wor.
See larh.
Nowadays so less update blog liao.
Nothing happen.
And all happen sad sad de.
Dont think wanna to update too.
All keep in my diary. =P
I love to write more than type.
Me a un-normal human ?
I wonder~~
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