20/1/2011
Charm nia~
Late early sure sick liao. T_T
Feeling not well.
Actually.....
Is the heart not well.
心病还需心药医...
一天事情没有解决，
一天还是有着烦恼。
还是慢慢来呗，
我真的累透了。
也看透人心了。
Haizzzz..~
End this topic here. =]
Krusus for undang actually this Saturday punnya marr. 22/1/2011
Mana tau last few day mum tell me change go next Satuday wor.
29/1/2011. T_T
So now i can read the book first lorh.
With 5 0 0 question's de one book~~
Last time keep saw friend take go school.
See see liao give back them.
Now a very finally is myself and my turn get it.
And i need to try to do it by myself without hearing the krusus.
Actually i wanna try to do disc one.
Cause when exam is comp de.
Click lai click ki de.
So at home self practise click click liao.
So when exam ka wont so scare.
Ah bo later keep click wrong answer mar ho seh~
Need re-test eh arh !!!
Need money eh arh !!!!
So wait see when go krusus it will give disc bo bah.
So lerh.....
I knew that krusus 1 day for 8hour's lerh.
Will very very very boring till die.
Alone there without any friend and any thing to do. Surely bored.
But although is very bored.
But i hope i can faster faster faster and faster go for the krusus.
And then exam undang test.
Hope can pass.
Then car krusus again is it ? o.o
Then car pratical for N time and then exam car.
So that i can faster faster faster faster get my car license.
I just wanna fast fast get my car license nia.
And hor !!!
Ko ka die one is ........
After next Saturday i go to the krusus for undang one.
I need wait till after CNY only can go take test of undang !!!!! ='(
So lerh.
This this that that all larh.
The time delay delay and keep on D.E.L.A.Y~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Till i feel bit regret.
But ko not really regret.
Time table self arrange.
How the result show out.
Self must accpet it.
Respect self arrange.
Course this are self right to do it.
No ppl force me. =')
Not regret cause since i can wait for the 17year's time.
Why cant i wait for few more month' time ?
Ya. Although those smaller than me also faster than me to get their car license.
But so what ?
After get license also driving in the road nia marr.
Nothing different.
Different just maybe my P sticker stick longer than them only.
Same what. 2 year's of time.
You stick first marr faster no need stick nia.
Lolz~~~
好自我安慰。。。。。。。 -.-
That why larh.
Slow ka die liao.
When i get car license time also is near or after SPM result le.
Seriously.
I getting scared and scared.
ARGHHHHH~
That time no need say pun know liao de.
Whole world parent are same.
Scold scold scold.
Say say say.
For the few day's time non stop.
='(
Now my mum already keep ask me want go which college.
Haizzzz..~
See lorh.
Study time mai study good good.
Keep play ka che che lorh.
Now scare, now care, now worry.
Got what use !?
Useless chew ne yin.
NS i'm already very lucky person liao.
Bo kena.
SPM not a lucky game or what.
Self make it result show.
Tolong arh tolong~~
Bless me a little bit.
I just hope that my result can let me in college.
I dont feel to get any A.
Cause i just wish all subject a PASS there.
Of coz, that surely pass one get more high score is better larh.
If so lucky i get any A there~~~~
Lucky lorh.
But i know.
My life wont be so lucky.
='(((((
USELESS ME !!!
LOSING IN EVERY THING !!!
ME THE LOSER !!!
USELESS PERSON !!!
Ok.
What to say is.
自己种下的因，自己承受的果。
If i hard work, sure i get good result.
If self no hard work, how i bless, how the god bless me, also USELESS.
But at least i know.
While examination, i'm the one who haven't giving up in my SPM paper.
I tried my best to do my best.
I dint waste any time.
I try, try, try, try and try !
I really belum give up.
Ya. I know not really hard working well.
But at least i haven't give up yet.
Hope and wishing there a ok ok de result for myself.
="]
College~~~
KL college ? Say bye to Penang ? Say bye to family ? Say bye to friend in Penang ? Say bye to every thing in Penang ?
This a hard choice.
T__T
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Della 丁噹
自从疯她的 《我爱他〉这首歌过后，
都会一直留意她的歌。
我并没有偶像，
我没有追星的习惯。
就是只不过听好听的歌罢了。
但是，她让我注意到了她。
我也不是特别喜欢她。
只不过觉得，Della 的歌都是高音。
而且，歌词意识都到味。
所以，才一直听她的歌，唱她的歌吧。
常常听的就是
郑秀文
Della
其他，都是好听的才听罢了。
呵呵呵呵呵呵呵。 =P
都会一直留意她的歌。
我并没有偶像，
我没有追星的习惯。
就是只不过听好听的歌罢了。
但是，她让我注意到了她。
我也不是特别喜欢她。
只不过觉得，Della 的歌都是高音。
而且，歌词意识都到味。
所以，才一直听她的歌，唱她的歌吧。
常常听的就是
郑秀文
Della
其他，都是好听的才听罢了。
呵呵呵呵呵呵呵。 =P
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Learning to be smile again. Let's start from 0...
12/1/2011 - Wednesday.
Ok.
Since that thing happen to me.
Seriously.
My face.
My mood.
My smile all are disappear.
Ya.
Last time i learning to be cheer.
To be positive in every thing, any thing.
But,
Is too bad for me.
Once i facing that such problem.
I cant to be positive any more.
And keep on negative way.
Quite suffering myself life.
No more smile.
No more laugh.
Every day tear's tear's and tear's
Now so finally i discover that.
The true thing happen is ........
As a human.
Since we born, we really only know how to be smile and laugh and happy.
We don't learn how to smile or laugh.
This the basic, normal.
Once we born we know.
So this really a free course that we no need pay any cost.
Sadness, cry, tear ...
We learn from our daily life.
We facing a lot of thing problem.
Friendship, Love, Family, Work, Study, Pressure.
And we start to be sad, emo even we cried.
When as a child.
When how cry ko how to cry.
Cry loud loud.
Cin cai shout.
Now big liao.
Can we cry like that ?
NO.
So we learn to cry alone.
We cry by secretly.
And one day.
We don't cry any more.
We stopped to be cry any more.
Why ?
Tear used finish ?
Or you already learning some lesson ? =)
Learn to be smile and don't to cry.
Cry is the most stupid thing for human.
Smile is clever person do it de.
So... Which you are ?
Cry show out that you are weak.
Smile shown out that you are strong.
Ya.
Once we learn from some lesson.
We don't to be cry any more.
We learn to be smile in front of every one.
This is most important lesson there.
Once u learn , you will feel yourself bigger and mature and grow up already. =]
That's a good thing.
Cause in our whole life.
We shell meet some thing that really suck.
We facing a lot of problem and pressure.
We slowly find the way to solve it.
And learning non stop.
So, we should thanks to the person who teaching.
We should thanks to the person who hurt us.
We should thanks to every one in our life.
We see
We saw
We know
We feel
And we learn in as our life lesson.
This our life.
If your life no friend, no family.
Without any one human.
Only you alone in the world.
How you learn ?
Human forever selfish one.
We can see
We might learn.
We shell saw.
The true, the real one face of human.
Time long le, can know liao.
So,
For me, since that thing happen.
My whole person is down till max.
Every day tear's.
And i see some person real face already.
Friend, don't to be too over trust also.
All that i learn to be smile and positive is gone.
So start from today.
I knew that i learned a new lesson again.
So let me start from 0 again.
Learn to be cheer
Learn to be smile and learn to be positive.
The crazy CoCo will be back soon.
Gonna come back liao. =]
When i down every one is scared of me.
Is it that am i so scary ah uh ? o.o"""
Cause i won't show any one my real face.
But once i show, that feeling i know.
Suck. =x
So Sorry about that.
Ok.
Since that thing happen to me.
Seriously.
My face.
My mood.
My smile all are disappear.
Ya.
Last time i learning to be cheer.
To be positive in every thing, any thing.
But,
Is too bad for me.
Once i facing that such problem.
I cant to be positive any more.
And keep on negative way.
Quite suffering myself life.
No more smile.
No more laugh.
Every day tear's tear's and tear's
Now so finally i discover that.
The true thing happen is ........
As a human.
Since we born, we really only know how to be smile and laugh and happy.
We don't learn how to smile or laugh.
This the basic, normal.
Once we born we know.
So this really a free course that we no need pay any cost.
Sadness, cry, tear ...
We learn from our daily life.
We facing a lot of thing problem.
Friendship, Love, Family, Work, Study, Pressure.
And we start to be sad, emo even we cried.
When as a child.
When how cry ko how to cry.
Cry loud loud.
Cin cai shout.
Now big liao.
Can we cry like that ?
NO.
So we learn to cry alone.
We cry by secretly.
And one day.
We don't cry any more.
We stopped to be cry any more.
Why ?
Tear used finish ?
Or you already learning some lesson ? =)
Learn to be smile and don't to cry.
Cry is the most stupid thing for human.
Smile is clever person do it de.
So... Which you are ?
Cry show out that you are weak.
Smile shown out that you are strong.
Ya.
Once we learn from some lesson.
We don't to be cry any more.
We learn to be smile in front of every one.
This is most important lesson there.
Once u learn , you will feel yourself bigger and mature and grow up already. =]
That's a good thing.
Cause in our whole life.
We shell meet some thing that really suck.
We facing a lot of problem and pressure.
We slowly find the way to solve it.
And learning non stop.
So, we should thanks to the person who teaching.
We should thanks to the person who hurt us.
We should thanks to every one in our life.
We see
We saw
We know
We feel
And we learn in as our life lesson.
This our life.
If your life no friend, no family.
Without any one human.
Only you alone in the world.
How you learn ?
Human forever selfish one.
We can see
We might learn.
We shell saw.
The true, the real one face of human.
Time long le, can know liao.
So,
For me, since that thing happen.
My whole person is down till max.
Every day tear's.
And i see some person real face already.
Friend, don't to be too over trust also.
All that i learn to be smile and positive is gone.
So start from today.
I knew that i learned a new lesson again.
So let me start from 0 again.
Learn to be cheer
Learn to be smile and learn to be positive.
The crazy CoCo will be back soon.
Gonna come back liao. =]
When i down every one is scared of me.
Is it that am i so scary ah uh ? o.o"""
Cause i won't show any one my real face.
But once i show, that feeling i know.
Suck. =x
So Sorry about that.
Monday, January 10, 2011
11/1/2010
Congrats to Chung Hwa small group oks member.
Hmm.
Actually .....
You guy feel you guy is really should to get this prize or lucky ?
For me.
You guy just lucky...
Many thing's that you guy did it not really well.
Disappointed much. =)
But since now already get it.
Don't say too le.
Go ahead and continue it.
As a senior no eye see at all.
Dont think to give any extra comment too.
I keep my mouth stup.
Well.
This few day still the same for me.
Dying at home.
And yesterday 10/1/2010
My mum said she help me register for my krusus larh. Car larh. Whatever thing already.
So . . . . . . .
Hehehehe.
Good Luck. T.T
And hor.
Actually 19/3 i can go KL liao de.
Genting for Sammi Cheng concert.
But after that only know that day is my cousin wedding dinner.
So...
Too bad for me.
I cant go for the concert see Sammi.
T___________T
Really sob sob..
Some more is kor kor out money for me de lerh !!!
Yorrrrrrrr !!!
Jin beh syok nia !!!
Really is xxxx !!!!!
Hope got next time chance luu... *.*
Hmm.
Nowadays i dying at home wor.
Who might help me ? Save me ?
No work bcs of no transpot.
But i will try to find some work near my house here.
So i walk go lorh.
Easy and earn money too what.
K larh.
I think no thing to write liao wor.
See larh.
Nowadays so less update blog liao.
Nothing happen.
And all happen sad sad de.
Dont think wanna to update too.
All keep in my diary. =P
I love to write more than type.
Me a un-normal human ?
I wonder~~
Hmm.
Actually .....
You guy feel you guy is really should to get this prize or lucky ?
For me.
You guy just lucky...
Many thing's that you guy did it not really well.
Disappointed much. =)
But since now already get it.
Don't say too le.
Go ahead and continue it.
As a senior no eye see at all.
Dont think to give any extra comment too.
I keep my mouth stup.
Well.
This few day still the same for me.
Dying at home.
And yesterday 10/1/2010
My mum said she help me register for my krusus larh. Car larh. Whatever thing already.
So . . . . . . .
Hehehehe.
Good Luck. T.T
And hor.
Actually 19/3 i can go KL liao de.
Genting for Sammi Cheng concert.
But after that only know that day is my cousin wedding dinner.
So...
Too bad for me.
I cant go for the concert see Sammi.
T___________T
Really sob sob..
Some more is kor kor out money for me de lerh !!!
Yorrrrrrrr !!!
Jin beh syok nia !!!
Really is xxxx !!!!!
Hope got next time chance luu... *.*
Hmm.
Nowadays i dying at home wor.
Who might help me ? Save me ?
No work bcs of no transpot.
But i will try to find some work near my house here.
So i walk go lorh.
Easy and earn money too what.
K larh.
I think no thing to write liao wor.
See larh.
Nowadays so less update blog liao.
Nothing happen.
And all happen sad sad de.
Dont think wanna to update too.
All keep in my diary. =P
I love to write more than type.
Me a un-normal human ?
I wonder~~
Thursday, January 6, 2011
La la la~ Bla bla bla~
7/1/2010 - Friday
Bored.
This week is school reopening week.
So i really bored without them.
Holiday still can chit chat with them at facebook.
Now all pergi school.
All working,college.
So i'm dying. xDDD
9/1/2010 oks competition.
This whole week they also stay back for practise.
So like me this type de.
Eat sleep play nothing do at home one.
Back to school for helping and playing.
So bad that junior disappointed me.
Ok fine.
Dont say any more.
School always the nice place for friend gathering.
xDDDD
Hahaha.
No need worry money,transpot,bla bla bla.
Wanna to meet who,who also can let you meet.
How nice are that.
All schooling working.
And me ?
Dying.
Actually i not dont want to work larh k.
Is myself dint hv transpot.
I dint take my car yet.
If find work mar need my mum fetch ?
Just like schooling.
Still need mum fetch meh ?
Wired nia.
So this week i whole week given to oks liao.
Next week i will go register for taking my undang and car lisence.
xDDD
So hope can fast fast pass liao.
Im free liao.
Where also can go liao.
Wooo woooooooooooo.
Then i really can sing this liao~~
"我是一只小小小熊猫~~“
“我是一只小小小螃蟹~~“
Hahahahaha~
Funny lerh. xD
Jin sia sui larh seriously.
Graduated liao ko bo lisence. T.T
No face nia.
Bored.
This week is school reopening week.
So i really bored without them.
Holiday still can chit chat with them at facebook.
Now all pergi school.
All working,college.
So i'm dying. xDDD
9/1/2010 oks competition.
This whole week they also stay back for practise.
So like me this type de.
Eat sleep play nothing do at home one.
Back to school for helping and playing.
So bad that junior disappointed me.
Ok fine.
Dont say any more.
School always the nice place for friend gathering.
xDDDD
Hahaha.
No need worry money,transpot,bla bla bla.
Wanna to meet who,who also can let you meet.
How nice are that.
All schooling working.
And me ?
Dying.
Actually i not dont want to work larh k.
Is myself dint hv transpot.
I dint take my car yet.
If find work mar need my mum fetch ?
Just like schooling.
Still need mum fetch meh ?
Wired nia.
So this week i whole week given to oks liao.
Next week i will go register for taking my undang and car lisence.
xDDD
So hope can fast fast pass liao.
Im free liao.
Where also can go liao.
Wooo woooooooooooo.
Then i really can sing this liao~~
"我是一只小小小熊猫~~“
“我是一只小小小螃蟹~~“
Hahahahaha~
Funny lerh. xD
Jin sia sui larh seriously.
Graduated liao ko bo lisence. T.T
No face nia.
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Disappointed. =)
6/1/2010
Already went back to school for helping oks junior 3 day's
But then, one day sad than one day.
Totally disappointed so much.
Me as a graduated member, as a senior.
You guy that attitube treat me.
Totally hurt.
I'm really DISAPPOINTED !!!!
Cant you guy attitube change to be a better way ?
I try to help you guy.
Go back school see see help help.
Need like that or not ?
When need me ask me for help.
When dont ask me for SIAM !?
What the tuuuuuuuuu.
Me got the heart to go back oks for help is good already leh !
For other's where can rajin than me ?
Where good than me ?
Did you ever see/meet a senior/graduated member like me before ?!
I try to bring up oks.
I try to make joke with whole oks.
Let you guy try to more communicate with each other.
Relationship between member can be better and better.
But now i know.
All i did is extra.
No one will thank me.
No one will remember me.
Ya, NO ONE !
No eye see.
I SWEAR !
I wont keep going back for helping u guy already !
I go also go bcs of FRIEND !
Not for you guy thats who so suck i never meet before !
Totally cold blood human !
As a senior that i teach u so much.
I bring you up so much.
I teach for non stop.
Here tell you there tell you.
Let you learning for so much skill in every thing.
At the end treat me like ........
FINE.
Hurt me much
DISAPPOINTED MUCH !!
You guy self settle.
Dont not find me the next time when u need !
Ya.
I SMALL GAS !
SO WHAT !
If you as a senior and facing the same problem with me.
I dont know how will you.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ !!!
ARGH ARGHHH ARGHH AARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!
Already went back to school for helping oks junior 3 day's
But then, one day sad than one day.
Totally disappointed so much.
Me as a graduated member, as a senior.
You guy that attitube treat me.
Totally hurt.
I'm really DISAPPOINTED !!!!
Cant you guy attitube change to be a better way ?
I try to help you guy.
Go back school see see help help.
Need like that or not ?
When need me ask me for help.
When dont ask me for SIAM !?
What the tuuuuuuuuu.
Me got the heart to go back oks for help is good already leh !
For other's where can rajin than me ?
Where good than me ?
Did you ever see/meet a senior/graduated member like me before ?!
I try to bring up oks.
I try to make joke with whole oks.
Let you guy try to more communicate with each other.
Relationship between member can be better and better.
But now i know.
All i did is extra.
No one will thank me.
No one will remember me.
Ya, NO ONE !
No eye see.
I SWEAR !
I wont keep going back for helping u guy already !
I go also go bcs of FRIEND !
Not for you guy thats who so suck i never meet before !
Totally cold blood human !
As a senior that i teach u so much.
I bring you up so much.
I teach for non stop.
Here tell you there tell you.
Let you learning for so much skill in every thing.
At the end treat me like ........
FINE.
Hurt me much
DISAPPOINTED MUCH !!
You guy self settle.
Dont not find me the next time when u need !
Ya.
I SMALL GAS !
SO WHAT !
If you as a senior and facing the same problem with me.
I dont know how will you.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ !!!
ARGH ARGHHH ARGHH AARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)