*小女孩的故事*

在17年前的某一天。。
一位小女孩。。
与这烦恶世界开始了解不掉的恩怨。。
开始了她的新生活。。

她有着一个幸福美满的家。。
爸爸。。妈妈。。与两位哥哥。。
在家中。。小女孩是最小的。。
与大哥相差8岁。。
于二哥相差6岁。。

所以说。。
小女孩与哥哥们的感情都不大好。。
每天都会吵架。。
都已习惯了。。

由于在家中小女孩排名最小。。
又加上是唯一的女儿。。
爸爸对她简直是特别的疼爱。。
什么东西都为了女儿。。
要什么有什么。。
最幸福不过了。。

一旦吵爸爸买那个。。
爸爸就买那个。。
时不时还去作弄爸爸呢。。
逗得爸爸不知多开心的。。

时间一天。。一天的过。。
小女孩也已经8岁了。。
在这年里。。
很不幸的。。
小女孩得到了一种危险的病。。
奇怪的病。。
据说这病在100万人中。。
才会有着一位的不幸儿。。

偏偏的。。
这小女孩就是这不幸儿了。。
小女孩的爸爸一旦知道后。。
马上的把小女孩送进了医院。。
小女孩的妈妈去陪伴着小女孩一起住院。。

在医院了。。
护士对小女孩的照顾可说是比他人还来的关心。。
在医院里。。
每天过着一样的生活。。
爸爸每一天不管有多忙碌都好。。
一定会抽些时间来探望小女孩。。

一天。。
与小女孩同房的小朋友拿着百万富翁。。
小女孩看了就心动。。
但。。又得住在医院没得出去买。。
就唯有着那羡慕的眼神看着小朋友玩。。。。。

哪知道。。
隔天小女孩的爸爸来探望小女孩时。。
手里拿着一包很大的东西。。
不晓得是些什么。。
小女孩看了很奇怪。。
结果。。
爸爸拿出了一大盒的百万富翁。。

哇 ！！
小女孩可开心死了。。
相信小女孩的爸爸与妈妈很久没看见小女孩的笑容了吧。。
爸爸所带给小女孩的惊喜。。
可说多的是。。
一次又一次。。
妈妈都羡慕了起来。。
真叫人永远记到心里。。

小女孩在医院整整住了3个星期的时间。。
可以说是院里的重要人物了。。
从右手开始掉这那葡萄水。。
换去左手。。又换来右手。。
反反复复得换来换去。。
看了都心疼。。

这5 位医生都头痛了起来。。
要开刀。。。？
有不可以。。
8岁。。太小了。。
要用抽得办法。。？
又不能。。很危险。。
5 位医生。。
每位都是专科医生。。

小女孩完全不知道什么一回事。。
但。。爸爸妈妈却担心的睡不着了。。
一天。。爸爸不在等了。。
带了小女孩出院。。
看了中医。。
慢慢的。。一步一步的向病魔打战。。
终于的。。病情好了。。
打赢了这场几个月的战事。。

到了今天。。
小女孩还是一样的得照顾自己。。
不然病魔会回来找小女孩。。

就这样。。
小女孩回到了她原本的生活。。
开开心心的。。
幸福的。。
一天又一天的过日子。。

爸爸开的是做衣服的工厂。。
所以说。。特别的忙。。
有时候。。可能一天都没讲到话。。
而妈妈也去了工厂帮爸爸的忙。。
在家也只剩下了小女孩和两位哥哥。。

在家里。。
每人都忙着自己的。。
都很少交流。。
这就是小女孩的日子了。。

小女孩最爱就是星期六和星期日了。。
每个星期六晚上。。
小女孩和爸爸妈妈都一定会回去婆婆家。。
叔叔们也会一家大小的回去。。
虽然婆婆公公们都已不在人间。。
但。。他们还是回去聚一聚。。
大人讲大人的话。。
小孩子们都忙着玩。。
一玩就玩到了晚上12点多才回家。。

星期日呢。。
因为可以说是小女孩家中的家庭日。。
爸爸都会带着一家大小出去逛街。。
每一次都满载而归的。。
晚上去出去大家吃一顿好的。。

对小女孩来说。。
这种生活。。
可说是十星级生活了。。

爸爸。。
是小女孩心中的第一位。。
没人可代替。。
还记得爸爸对妈妈说过得一句话。。
“不管多贵的东西我都会买给她。。只要她开心!!"
这句话中的她指的是小女孩。。
小女孩在无意中听见。。
真的是甜入心里了。。

小女孩慢慢的长大了。。
到了13 岁那一年。。
升上了中一
对小女孩来说。。
在这一辈子。。
一生人里都不可能忘记的一年。。
不是特别开心。。
而是特别伤心。。

小女孩的爸爸在这年的某一天。。
永别了。。
离了小女孩儿去。。
离了家人而去。。
小女孩哭了7 天7夜都哭不完。。

天啊！！！
对一个才13岁的小女孩来说。。
太残忍了吧。。！！？？
小女孩与爸爸有着的感情。。
就到此结束。。

时间久了。。
小女孩经历的东西比其他小孩来得多。。
社会的东西也经历过了。。
再伤心的东西也经历过了。。
小女孩不再是小女孩了。。

她所知道的。。
他所想的。。
都远远超出其他人。。
成熟的她。。
变成了今天17 岁的她。。。。。。。。。。。




*一小段的故事*


再续。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

7/7/2010-Wednesday-6am

Today..
Wednesday..
Today...
Holiday..
Today..
Boring day..
Today..
Sick day..
Today..
Just a normal day...

Erm...
Nth to write leh...
Lazy think...
Wanna let my brain get rest well xD
Dun even hv the mood for write also... =(

A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z


~End~

4/7/2010-Sunday-630am

我最近才发现到。。
原来。。
我们之间一张回忆的照片都没有。。


Now i can know the important of a photo
Now i can know the important of a camera

3/7/2010-Satuday

退休的日子。。
还真不习惯。。
忙忙碌碌了好几年的日子。。
突然说放就放。。
说停就停。。
真不爽。。

两手空空。。
摇来摇去。。
不懂要做什么。。

有任务在身时就怨天怨地。。
这个什么。。
那个什么。。
忙得忘了老爸姓什么似的。。
多希望什么都不管了。。
一了百了。。
多爽的。。
多棒的。。

如今。。
的确的。。
什么都不用做。。
闲人一位。。
但。。
就是不习惯。。

偏偏的。。
就是想找东西做。。
像今天。。
什么都可不做的。。
但就是。。。
忍不住。。

这叫

自找麻烦？？？ xD

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。
放不下吧。。 ？





哭了。。。。。
华乐团团员！！！
爱死你们！！！

27/6/2010-Sunday-630am

One week passed so fast...
I still rmb las week eh today wab thing did i do...
I wont 4gt it...
4ever and ever... T,T

When happy time like flying...
When sad time like nvr move ._.
OK..
So now is the time for me to write liao... =P
LOLZ...

Erm...
I say AGM 1st...
2010/2011 New oks president De Phei...
So...
Hope u can JY...bring up oks to a new place bah...
I will bring u any time...
Between that...Grats ^^

Ok ok ok...
Las week eh today...
Oks competition....
i early early 8am some thing jiu go sch liao...
Be4 go sch...at home i pray all my house eh god...
Then i onli go out... @@
Sure u guy think me so mi xin bah ~,~

On the way...
I asked my mum fetch me go 7-11 buy some thing...
So of coz...
Is buy sweet lo..buy eat lo...
It is for oks member one...
Every time if oks goin out with team...sit bus...
I surely buy and share to member... xDD

When i choosing wab to buy..
I tell my mum..
"I buy for share with oks member one..let them happy ah.."
Bla bla bla...
Then she ask me buy more some more ._.
Woo...Thx mum...
Hahaha... xD

When i arrive sch...
1 ppl also bo...
Ok nvm...
I also xi guan liao eh...
Walk lai walk ki..
Keep think competition how how how...
Sit here sit thr...
Dam worry that time...
One person that...
No one can chat... T.T

So waiting time pass pass pass...
Maybe i go too early..?
I feel that so late liao..
How come ko no ppl lai one..?
When gt ppl lai eh time..
I ask e wab time now..? o.o

LOLZ...
Onli 10am now...
Maybe i too worry bah ? =="
So slowly slowly eh...
All member also come le...
Try to relax self...
Chat with member..
Play with member...
Joke with member... ^^

I ko rmb one thing !
Joined few oks member go pray sch eh god...
Reli is..gt god jiu ai pray that kind... @@""

So bus also lai le...
Jiu fas fas take thing all le..go up bus...
I went to bus A...
When up...
Feel all the member so stress...
They all so scare..? ._.

*Actully i scare than whole oks member...The most pressure one is me..*
*But i cannot let them see me this president also scare le...how ask them dun scare*
*I cannot let them know that..i scare..i no confident..i cry..i lost*
*I nid gv them confident..i nid to make them dun scare..*
*This is wab a hard job for a president*
*All thing need keep it inside heart..suffer self..also dun suffer member*
*So..I keep talk with them...Make some fun..make some joke..*
*Let them relax...gv them confident..*
*At least...They feel btr d*

Most important...
Enjoy the music...
Enjoy the song...
Play wab thing did u learn..
Do wab thing did u know...
Dun think other...
Dun look other..
Enjoy the time..

I hear from some one from Bus B...
They say this..
"If ne yin here jiu good le loh..sure happy de"
haha...Know me important le uh..?
Muahahahahah

So...When reach Dewan...we the 1st team who arrive thr...
Woo...Quite impossible bah... o,0
I think..it is a good thing lerh !
So time to pass for yong shi settle they all..
And i go find Lai Shen...
When i back to team..
I start thinking...
Is this Chung Hua Oks..?????
Is this my team member..???????

Alll so diam ?
Is bcs no mood..?
Bcs scare..?
Or reli so guai..?
Hahaha...
But i know...
They all guai d... ^^

Time to lucky draw...
See my oks team is number wab to fight the competition
Lai Lai...
Draw draw...
I draw for old member team one..
No.3 !!!
Yea...
Wab a good number for us...
I start thinking positive...
I start get back my confident...
So JY bah all...

Between that..
New member team is Hui Jie draw one..
Get number 5...
Erm...abit too back le...
Not reli good...
But any way !
Good luck to all !!!

Keep on practise...
All member look so scare...
They all also taken all the time on practise...
See le..Reli feel..
Not bad...

So is new member competition 1st...
Very worry them...
Worry them more than worry old member...
Just a new new new new new vegetable...
Gonna up table liao..
LOLZ..haha
No matter how...
Dun care how...
(when they competition i already know cant in final...but still gt 10% hope bah)
I proud with u guy...
U guy the best new member for me this president !
U guy try ur best did ur best le !

Ok ok...Time reach...
When our old member competition that time...
(for sure i also inside..ok) =="
I feel so enjoy the music...
I feel so confident...
I feel no scare...
I just play wab thing did i know...
I just do wab thing did i can...

That time...
I tell myself...
Yea..ur team not bad...JY bah !
Gt hope...
Ok...So so so so so so so Fast...
台上3分钟。。
台下10年功。。
Finish le ^^

So wait for the other team finish le and wait for the result...
My hand very very very cold...
My heart jump with very very very fast..
I very very very very very scare...
Dun noe how to say...
Nvr scare like this be4...

Result come out...
New member tak ada in final..
So..of coz...
I sad..i hurt...

But..i stil nid continue hear for the old member result...
One by one...
Iiiisssssshhhhhhhh !!!!
Suddenly
I hear Chung Hua Confucian OKS team !!

YA YA YA YA !!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE IN THE FINAL !!!!!!!!
1st time 1st thing to do is SHOUT !!!!!!!!
YEA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I sit new member side...
I also hear old member thr they all shout...
But..Bcs...i sit new member place...
And i shout till very high...
All ppl turn their head and look on me !

Lolz..see apa see...
Nvr see ppl shout ah..? u guy self also shout larh just now !
Lolz...
I know Hui Jie hug me that time...
And i want cry eh...
But i tahan...
Face red wor..?
ARGH !!!!!!

In final...
So..gonna fight for final competiton...
Goin out for lucky draw agn..
See is number wab team agn...
That time...
Feel scare...

Me the 1st ppl who take the number...
Open and see N0.3 agn...
Positive thinking more and more...
So lucky..?
2 times also N0.3
Will us get place N0.3 ???
Wont bah ??
I want at least N0.2 !!!!

But nvm...
JY fight for the comp...
After that..Go back sit place...

Some one crying...
(dun say out the name bah ^^ )
Keep an wei e...make e laugh...
Hope u ok...
That time i reli worry @@
Heart also pain pain...

Ok ok...Old member cepat go chg shirt...
Go eat..practise....go relax self...
That time practise...
I try to bring them to the best of the best...
Try to tell them...
Wab to do..
How to do...

Seriously...
I totally feel no scare...
I very confident that time...
But...dun noe why...
Cannot makan...
Put rice inside mouth and drink water...
And eat onli few mouth nia...
Cant eat le..Gv other member makan le...
Whole box max max de ah..Hehe...
RM3 one box rice...
I think i onli eat RM0.10 de onli...
Reli cant eat...

But i tell myself...
Ko cannot mai eat..
Must eat liao onli gt energy fight for the competition !!
So..wab to do...
Eat liao can vomit..
Bo eat ko bo energy..
Dun care lah...
MAI EAT !!!

After that...
Go in dewan...Mr.Lai concert start...
Actually that time i sit thr...
I almost fall into sleep...
Close my eye...
Hear his music..
OMG !
Sleepy sleepy..
SO unlucky....
I sit eh place eh light nvr off...
Walao...So KNSAI ! ^^

Fine...
Close eye and get some rest...
Make joke with member...
Bla bla bla...So fas..
Final competition reach...

So agn...Try our best do out best...
I feel not bad that time...

(Many thing happen...lazy write liao...already write quite many le)

Untill the result out.....................................................................

WE GET GOLD PRIZE !!!!!!
WE GET NUMBER 2 !!!!!!!!
SHOUT IT OUT !!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YA YA YA YA YA YA YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!!!!

WE DID IT...
WE DONE IT...
WELL DONE !!!!

I happy till cry...
I happy till ki siao...
Dun know wab to do also...
Whole oks member and fren 8x ppl see i cry...
Soo soo soooooooooo ps~~~

Hug lai hug ki !
YEA !!!!!!!
My dream...
I get it well !!!

I DONE IT !!!!!!!!!!
I DID IT !!!!!!!!
I PROUD WITH MYSELF !!!!!!! xD
LOLZ ^^

Chung hua oks team !!!
YEA YEA YEA !!!!!!

I promise....
Treat u guy all makan...

I promise...
Treat Jie..Sarah they all makan...

I promise...
I will thx u all...

Hey Guy !!!!!!!!!!
Answer me !!!!
要不要庆功宴？？？？？？

And also...
My farewell party...
I waiting u guy do for ME !!!!!!!

25/6/2010-Friday-4.45am

Hehehe...
Today Oks AGM...
Lalalalala~
I gonna to be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Woo Hoo~~~~
Happy happy~~

Eerrrrr....
Same lo....
This few day i still so happy...
Keep on laughing..
Ytd some ppl ask me scold oks member...
But i cant scold out...

Ask me laugh...happy..
Wab also can..
But...
I reli cant scold any more...

They say
"Scold lah ! Scold them be4 u retire..Last chance le !"
I also gt think be4 lah..
But...
Reli cant scold
==

And other way to say is...
I gonna retire...
I dun think that i still wanna scold ppl and be so fierce...
I wan get a good imej xDD hahahahahahahaha
Dun ltr they say...
Wanna retire liao still scold ppl
=x bo good
So...hahahaha...

Be happy bah...

Today Oks president vote one...
Who will be the new president..?
I know u dun noe xD
Wait and see loh~~


~The End~

24/6/2010-5.35am

That day sunday competition eh thing i nvr write ko hor..
Bo time can let me write...
Some more so so so so so so so so long...
See when free liao ka write lo...

Reli happy sia...
This few day still keep think back...
Laugh non stop...
Happy happy happy...

Here a thing to tell WHOLE oks member...
No matter u are new member...
Or old member...
Is oks member jiu ok liao...
(Sunday nite at bus A tell some of u guy le hor~)
^^

Ok...
AGM reach very soon...
I gonne retire d...
I wont 4gt..and now i still rmb...
Last year when AGM...
Mean i up as a president that time...
I say
"Maybe im not a best president for u guy...
But...I will try my best to do my best !"

So...
1 year time passing with fas....
I also gonne say bye bye d...
And Now !
I wan say one thing agn...
"Maybe inside u guy heart im not a best president for u guy...
BUT...inside my heart u guy is the best of the best for me !
I LOVE U ALL !"

Ya !!!
I will not 4gt u all...
4ever and ever... xD
Just like this
"Nothing gonna chg my love for u~"
Hahahahahah xD

Thanks to WHOLE oks member...
We fight for the competition !
U guy did it well done !
YEAH YEAH !!!
We Win It !!!!

For new member here...
Dun be sad...
1st time competition onli...
U guy still alot chance kor....
I believe that i sad and hurt than u guy...
Bcs it is my responbility for me...
We oks team is out from one sch...
We from one team...
U sad i sad...
U happy i happy...
Me as a president...
I dun hope to see any one sad le hor !!!!!

So...
Thanks to WHOLE OKS member !
Thanks to new member that night eh support ! Support us when we final !
Thanks to Mr.Lai..Teacher...
Thanks to those already graduated eh member and fren !
Thanks u all !
Love u guy ! ^^


中华华乐团！！

Congragulation to Chung Hua Confusian OKS Team !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ya Woooo !!!!!!!
We Win The Competition !!!!!!
We Win It Le !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAYAYAYYAYAYA

Really dun know wab to say any more...
Wab i wan say de i also say all le...
Eerrrrrr...
Ahhh
Really dun noe wanna type apa ==

I LOVE YOU GUY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You guy the best for me !!!
I wont 4gt this day !!!!!
I proud with u guy !!!!!

Happy till cry...
Hug u guy...
Laugh...
Smile...
Any thing..
YA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now my mood reli dun noe wab to write yet...
I Just wan to shout out

中华华乐团！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
我们最棒！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

20/6/2010-Friday-630am

Few day nvr on9 tio d...
Busy with oks practise...
Very tired...

Ok...
1st...
Here a wish for whole world eh papa...dad..bapa..
Happy Dad Day~~

And now....
应要来的。。
都来了。。
逃避不过了。。
今天20/6。。
州际赛到了

So..
Gonna fight with it...
Do our best..
Try our best...
Chung Hua Oks !
Jia You !
Must can !

I dun noe wab to say any more..
Just must tell myself..
Dun lose the confident...

Be confident to self...
Believe self...

Gv confident to oks member..
Believe them !

We the best !!!

So JY JY JY JY !!!!!!!!!!!!
GAMBATEH !!!!!!
CONFIDENT !!!!!

This few day...
I scare till dun noe how to cry d...
Is bcs my tears used finish ?
Or
Is bcs i scare till dun know how to cry ??

Can cry ko stil ok ok..
Bcs can release my feeling...
Release out the thing out..

But now..
Cannot cry arh....
Cek Ark !

But from now..
I wont cry any more...
I will be Confident...drave..Believe Self...

When competition...
Just like a very normal practise...
Do wab i know...
Play wab u can...
Enjoy the muzik...
Enjoy the song...

Dun be pressure..
Dun be stress..
Dun be scare...

Good luck to my oks member..my team..
Do best try best...

I gv u guy confident !!
No scare one !!!

So now..

Get ready !!!!!!!

Fight For It !
Fight the competition !!!!!!!
Go Go Go !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

中华华乐团！加油！

17/6/2010-830am

Finally today reach..
Can goin back to sch for practise d...
So i said be4...
Gonna ki siao..
Gonna scold ppl...
Im get ready d...

Ytd nite 930pm i already fall sleep =x
Then i dream tio a sweet dream..
i dream tio jie xD
Wee Wee...
So happy...
Im laughing i know..
Very happy the dream...

But dun noe why..
When 1230am i suddenly wake up... ._.
Whole family member still busy with talking and eating
Swt...
So after that..
I also sit thr till 130 pm like that liao..
Jiu go back my lovely bed and continue my dream..

But..
This second dream so bad..
So bad..
So hurt..
So disappointed..
Crying...

Dream tio oks happen !!!
Bull shyt...
I still rmb the dream..
Haiz...
Really really...
Inside the dream i cry...
Cry bcs oks...
T,T

Then wake up liao..
Until now..
Heart feel not well..
Feel hurt !!!
OMGGODDDD !
Inside eye gt tears one... =x

One sweet dream..
One bad dream...
God u playing me agn..?
Haiz...

Today lucky gt oks practise..
Ah bo i dun noe wab to do d....

Today..
I know i wil scold ppl..
I know i wil ki siao...
I know i wil on fire...
I know i wil keep scold..
I dun noe will i hurt / sad /cry ?

I hoep i cry today ^^

~End~

17/6/2010-Thursday-645am

Ok...
Say back ytd 1st...
Went to Panda no.1(Hui En) house eh thing and happen o.O"
Me agar 11am plus plus abit bah ?
Jiu thr liao...Then when i walk goin...
She tell me that she reli stick a paper outside her house...
And write..
"Panda no.1 House Here xp"
Wahahahahaha..
Just come nia...
Jiu laugh si me le... xD

Ok ok...
When i see the outside of her house..
My brain thinking like this..
"Wooooo~~So big sia !!! sure is rich ppl liao"
Bila i walk go in and see..Muahahahahah
Reli can say kena scare tio..
So sui..so leng..
Make me jealous nia..
Hahahaha
So good..so song...

And then few more mins nia...
Panda no.3(Evonne) ai reach liao..
So phone Panda no.1 and ask clearly...
Me and panda no.1 jiu go out see see lorh...
Mana tau...
Evonne eh car just pass by infrant of us...
We tot that she saw us liao..
Mana bo see tio wor...
And her mum keep moving on...
Go far far far far far far far far from us ==''

Woo...Me and Panda no.1 see le...
Phek Chek and funny ka see ah...
Hahahaha...
But the end...
A very finally...
She reach here xD

So we chit chit chat chat loh...
Keep like ko ai practise...ko mai practise eh...
(Know that..mana can boleh practise one ^~^)
Finally...
We also practise for 15 mins onli bah ? i think ._.
So....Jiu keep slack non stop..
Make joke non stop loh...
Quite swt...

Liao hor...
Suddenly Evonne recieve one phone from Ah Hong...
Ask her that about performance shose problem...
So funny nia =="
Evonne kong till phek chek liao...
Jiu pass her phone for me...
I talk jiu with ah hong loh...
So..reli hard settle e...
Just bla bla bla...
Then jiu ai close phone liao eh..
Nvr think tio eh is..

Ah hong suddenly shout out and say...

Ah Hong : "Eh ! Evonne ah !"
Evonne : "Ermm..??"
Ah Hong : "Just now u phone to president oh?????"

We all str8 pengsan thr =="""
Kek ki ka ai si ah !!!!
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Ok..then then...
A very funny thing make me think le also will laugh one...
Hahahahahaha...
Erm...That time i think is 12pm plus plus bah...
Panda no.1 mum phone her and ask wanna buy thing for us eat ah..??
Then Panda no.1 jiu say is chicken rice lai...
Mana tau Evonne dun wan...
I ji dao shoot her...
"Evonne ai duck rice lah"
Hahahahaha...
Nice short ah xD
Sui sui sui..
Laugh dao non stop ^^

So...
Gonna lunch time soon...
Wanna eat apa leh..?
Ok lo..
Decide walk go out see see gt apa kopitiam can let us find tio food makan one...
Be4 we go out...
Meet tio Panda no.1 dad...
Soooooooooo funny sia @@
His talking way make me and Evonne keep laugh and ps
Ask me that "u form 1 form 2 form3..??"
Me form5 larh ._.
Nvm..I look Young..? Hahahahaha
Evonne die than me...
"U leh..?standad wab..?"
Hahahaha
Small Kid...
Nvm...Cute mar xD

Half walk half chat chat chat...
Finally~~~~~~~~~~~~~ reach !!!!
Saw a shop sell chichken rice one...
Hahahaha..
But i knew that..
Evonne ai duck rice...
Hahahahaha...

Thr gt pizza wor...
We keep think ai eat or not...
Finally...
We walk go in and sit...
Keep see the menu...
Ko ai ko mai aneh....
Jiu say loh...
How how how..
Wab wab wab...
We ko is decide go back liao call McD delivery @@

Wah~~~Siao Liao...
We 3 wait the waiters not here liao..
We ji dao run go back liao...
Walk walk walk walk walk...
We all feel that so sia sui...
But also no idea d lah..
Dun care d..
Bcs we success run out from thr xD

Walk walk walk walk...
Suddenly...
One motor come...
I tot is apa ==
See liao ka zai is the waiters...
And ask us...
"Ini key siapa??"
PANDA NO.1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4gt take key ...
So the waiters come and take for us...

Walao ._.
Face reli dun noe whr to put any more...
Las time join fren go OXO also like this run out..
This time agn...Iiiiiisssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope dun gt nex time agn for me...
Bless bless bless~

When reach home is 2pm like that...
We call McD lo...
Mana know alamak one ==
We call le jiu watch tv and wait lo..
Wait dao 35mins like this...
All lapak ka ai die liao...
Ko bo come wor...
How ah..
Phone go and ask see see lo...

E tell us say is nid 45mins time =x
So long one..?
Noob service..? ~.~
So wait wait wait...
We totally wait 1 hour time..
E ka lai reach..
All ai pengsan liao...
3 set fishlet-oh-fish agn @@
Rm31.20....
Me belanja xD
Hehe ^^

So makan makan....
Watch tv....
Makan makan...
Then...lie their dun now how long..
So bored..
Go Panda no.1 room play..
Really many thing to play one..
But dun wan wanna play apa @@
Just cin cai play play play...

Laugh non stop agn..
Muahahahaha..
So fast one day....
4.55 pm Evonne mum phone her..
So goin back lorh..
Bye Bye~~~
Im still w8ing my Lo Mo...
So long havent come..

Nvm lah..
Chat with Panda no.1...
Wah...
Chat so many many many thing that i cant believe...
._.""
So chat chat chat..Go on9 awhile..
Also 6Pm liao...
I also Bye bye le~
Like this jiu 1 day over...

Hahahaha...
Happy and enjoy also larh xD
Walaupun me and their age difference 4 year's..
But also can play chat till so happy ^^
Is a goooooooooood thing...
Join more fren..more good for me xD
Any age also can...
Can play can chat jiu ok xD

Love them much xDDDD
Hahaha

Panda No.1-Hui En
Panda No.2-CoCo
Panda No.3-Evonne

LOLZ -,-

16/6/2010-Wednesday-630am

Woo...
Like this nia..
One week le..
Still rmb las week eh today..
Outing QB with oks fren...
Hahaha...
Still cant 4gt that day all the happen...
I also dun wan 4gt...
Really happe and enjoy...
OKS (Orang Ki Siao)
xD

Today is 农历五月初五。。吃粽子的一天。。
So gonna pray my dad 1st..
Then....then....
Look like nth d...
~,~""

And then 11am go Panda no.1(HuiEn) house for practise untill 5pm wor...
Panda no.2 and Panda no.3(Evonne) goin onli..i think larh..? =)
I think that...
Can us really can practise well..?
Can us really can serious on practise..?
I dun think so...
Sure is chit chat more..
Or play more bah..
Lolz..
Wait and see loh..
Hahaha...
Dun know wab will happen yet...
@@ slowly wait and see...

Ok..from today start...
I gonna with for the oks competition...
I gonna train my oks member to the hell ? LOLZ
Im gonna force them when this few day practise...
Im gonna ki siao..
Im gonna scold ppl..?
Im gonna cry agn..?

Lalalalalalalalalalala~
Dun noe...
Today go Panda no.1 house practise practise..
Then tmr start..
Finallyyyyyyy
I can go back sch from oks practise....
Tmr...friday...saturday...

And then Sunday(20/6/2010)
Get ready for welcome the oks competition
And i believe that my oks...my oks member
Already get ready fight the competition right !!

Hey Guy ! My Oks Member !
Did U Guy Get Ready !!?
Come On !
Let Us Fight For It !
Dun Scare Them !
We Try Our Best !
We Do Our Best !
Fight It !!!!!

Gv Me The Answer Now !
Get Ready Or Not !!!!!!!!!!!

15/6/2010-1105am

Now....
I full with power..energy...
For scolding ppl !!!

U guy really let me disappointed so much !
Maybe my life without u guy..
I can live btr than now...

I soon gonna retired...
But now..
U guy keep making out the trouble for me...
Let me suffer everyday...
Every mins
Even every second !!

Really
Thanks to u guy so MUCH !
I wont 4gt u all...
Make trouble for me...
Let me keep on suffer !

How i suffer u guy dun noe..
How i worry u guy dun noe..
U guy keep happy happy happy..happy go lucky..

Ya..now u guy reli gonna be lucky...
Gonna kena scold by me CHEW NE YIN !
Ya...see clearly..read clearly !
Im gonna to scold u guy...
ME gonna scold u guy be4 i retired !!!!!

See my mood...
Btr dun let me scold one by one...
If one by one..
U guy wil kena shoot till cham cham..
And maybe hate me...

U guy !
Wait and see !
I be president so long...
1 year time d time le..
I be president 1 year time d..

Come on...
I ask u guy...
Did i scold u guy be4..?
Even i scold u guy..
How i scold u guy ?
Very very very very 96 that kind..?
Very serious that kind ?

After i scold u guy..
Wab did i do ?
I play back with u guy agn..
I siao with u guy agn...

Count urself..
I be president 1 year...
I scold u guy more then 5 times ?
Some more...
I more also is use "tell" de way talk with u guy...

U guy...
Ask ur heart !
问你们自己的良心。。 !!!

ME CHEW NE YIN IS A WAB KIND OF PRESIDENT ?!?!?
WHY U GUY TREAT ME SO BAD !?!?!
LET ME SO SUFFER....
I REALLY DISAPPOINTED TO U GUY !

15/6/2010-Thursday-730am

Iissshhhhhhhhhhh !!!
Really FML so so so sooooooooooo much !

Every night cant sleep well..
Wan sleep but cant sleep..
The brain keep think so much...
Once i close my eye...see the competition lah uh !
Once i see the competition...i scare lah uh !
Once i scare i start think much much lah uh !
Once i think much much i cry lah uh !!!!

Not onli that...
Once i alone...My brain come agn...
Think agn...
Moody agn...
Isshhh isshh iiisssshhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Soooooo suffer...
Keep tell myself..
Dun think le...Dun think le..
Be confident...
But...
I really really really tired...

Fine....Dun say much here le... =="
Uselesssssssssssssssss

Sunday(13/6/2010)
Whole afternoon and night i spam sms to LaoMei...
Nvr reply...
Phone gt problem...
Cannot recieve all msg that i send u !!!!
And then...
Night i phone her...
1 or 2 time uh..?
Also nvr answer my call..

Wahhhhhhhh
Make me so so so soooooooooooooooo worry =="
(Seriously...i nid worry so much thing d..ko ai worry u...reli 96..hahahahaha)
A very very very finally..
Phone agn...answer my call d...
Yuan lai is nth happen...
Just dad home cannot answer call...
And phone problem so nvr reply my msg...
LAME !
And that day d u..
So cute..so funny..so siao..so normal..so natural...
Phone u talk so much time d...
Finally no more shy...
Hahahaha...
Really happy when hear u like this...
Hehehehe

Ytd monday...
Tuition BM...
I tot tuition time from 4pm-6pm onli..
Mana tau..
SMS fren and ask...
Is 4pm-645pm...
Wakaooooooo
2 hrs and 45 mins...............................
Wab a long period thr....
Some more...
I nvr eat ko go ttn liao...
So so so sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Boring..tired..no mood ttn also..zzzzzz
Sit thr 2 hrs 45 mins...
Pigu also pain arh ~,~"

Today agn...
Math + Add math
4pm-7pm...
3 hrssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Lucky this ttn can make joke...
Can relax...
If not...
I str8 die die ki ka eng... =="

Ytd nite
Bro ai join me tmr go watch Karate Kid's wor...
So good eh..?
Of coz if go sure is e treat me eh liao..
But so bad...
Tmr nid go fren house practice... =((
Promise liao..
Cannot mai go...
T.T
Why !!!!!!!!!
Suak...
Nex time i join other go...
Sry to my bro sia..hahahaha
Ps..ps..

Every day at home practice really sien sia..
Hope can go sch every day...
Gt fren wont so boring on practice also...
How long period also nvm...
Just wanna gt fren...

For me...

No Fren No Life
Fren the most important to me
Every one...
Also inside my heart...
Wont 4gt u guy...
4ever and ever

^^





~End~

14/6/2010-Monday-930am

Confident...
Whr are u~~????
Whr to find u ?
Excuse me~Confident home ma..?

Very funny right..?
Thr say be confident..
Here agn like this...

Wab did i can do...
I do le..
Wab did i can say...
I say here le..
(Maybe i will talk with u guy when practice day)

Actually...
Why i so scare...
I scare till every night cannot sleep...
WHY !?
I scare lose..?
I scare we cannot win ?
I scare my oks team cant fight for it ?
I scare i cant leave oks with happyness ?
I scare im not a good president ?
I scare ppl look down me ?
I scare wab ?
Actually wab i scaring..?

I know d !
I reli din hv confident...
I see no confident..
I find no confident...
I lose the confident..

Normal time...
I very very confident...
But...
Now i lose..
Why lose it..?

I know le...
I know why i lose my confident so much..
And untill now i cant find it back...

Now holiday 2 week...
Oks practice time onli 3 days !
(I onli can say...FxxK)
Some more..
Keep gt ppl tell me..
"Hey..the wab wab sch oks..they everyday practice ah!"
"Hey neyin...the wab wab sch..practice from 10am-10pm wor~"

When i hear this...
I feel scare...
I lose my confident...
I start worry every day...

I wonder why..
Teacher keep dun let us practice..
Dun wan let us practice...

We as a oks member..
Even just a new member of this year
They also keep ask me
Why dun practice ?
Why no practice ?
Not onli this...
They tell me this
"We should practice everyday mar !"

OMG...
I hear it from a new member...
Not old member...
I feel...
Im very very sorry to them....

1st
Me here a apologize to whole oks member....
Holiday we reli cant add any more day for practice...

2nd
Ask me why cant add more..
Here i tell u the reason...
I already tried my best ask teacher let us add more and more day for practice..
But he keep dun let....
I very very very very wonder why...

Competition is coming already...
How come he like nth happen...
Some more still can make joke with other...
Still laugh until so happy one..?
He din hv any pressure..?
Or he already dun put oks in his eye..?

Since las year 2009 oks member graduated...
He become cold...
He become soooooooooooo lazy ???
(Sry i say about that)
Why he keep dun let us practice...

I keep ask for practice...
He keep dun let us practice..
I keep ask for some thing for oks...
He keep dun let...
I keep ask for doin some thing for oks..
He also dun let...
What The FUCK !

I wonder why teacher u chg until like this...
Las time 2008...
We keep on practice...
Any time u also OK OK OK..no problem...
Now..?
I no nid say too much..

Just a example..
"Err..teacher..just add 1 more day for practice also cant ? "
He surely answer me like this
"Cant lah.."
Bla bla bla bla
All the bull shyt reason come out d...

Woo...
I really hope i can straight open my mouth and scold him
"Ermm...Teacher...U...Fucking Bull Shyt C!B@! Lan !! "
Scold him and run away...
LOLZ =="""
(Dun noe demerit how much or str8 say bye bye to sch le)

Teacher !!!
Whr ur heart !!!??
Whr ur power !!!??
Whr ur energry !!!??
Las time u not like this one !!!
Why now become like this..

Is it that bcs that 2009 graduated de member not here any more
So that u feel like no hope ???
NO !!!
Oks still gt hope..
U see...
Now form 3 one and form 1 member...
They all is urs hope !
They can one...

Especially this year 2010 form 1 new member !!!!
Dun say much..
They every one also did it very well..
Just see how they practice...
I can know..
It is a hope for oks !
Im so Proud with them
They every one are my idol !
They the best for me...for OKS..for future !!!
Come on !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Teacher...reli hope that u can wake now... !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Come back to me....
I...i....i....i........
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOSE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry...........
T,T
Sorry to my oks member...
Here a 999999999999 apologize to u guy....

And !
Here i remind u guy...
Dun not come say me...
Why i say teacher like this like this...
Teacher actually is how how how de...
If u helping teacher say good thing one...
U dun come see my blog any more...
DUN COME TELL ME THIS FUCKING THING REASON
OK ???!!!!
Here my blog...
I just wan try to release my feeling and angre here...
Dont not come kacau me or blame me any more...
Here a remind for u guy...