10/6/2010-Thursday-7.35am

Yea Yea !! Woo Woo !!
Hahahahahahahaha
Finally...
Gt one day my mood is good one xD
dream come true d loh..

Ytd 9/6/2010(wednesday)..
Join oks fren goin out QB..
Totally gt 20 ppls goin ._.
Woohuu...1st time so big gang go out..
Siao liao...

Let's see uh...

Form6 - Hui Ming
Form5 - CoCo
Form4 -Wen Xin,Hui Jen,Li Qian,Merrissa,J.Anne,Xin Jiang,Yong Shi
Form3-Ivonne Loo,Xin Hui,Jia Chun
Form2-Chen De,Zhi Ying,GiGi
Form1-Evonne Goh,Hong,Kher Xin,Ming Rui

Extra(some one bf/gf) - Ming Liang =_="

Hahahahaha...All of us...
Siao La La...
I kena bully till very sibeh 96
All keep playing me..
Walao d...
But any way...
Happy Jiu Hao xD

Morning 9.45am like that go fetch Yong Shi...
Then jiu str8 rush go QB...
When reach thr..10am plus plus onli...
So..hehehehe..
Of coz is go seaside loh...
Talk with her..
Very time talk oks secret one ._.
Hahaha...

Then suddenly recieve one message from Merrissa
"We reach d..whr u oh..?"
Mana tau gt one bas pass by...
I try to look in it is they all inside..
Then i str8 look tio them...
9 ppls inside the bas =="
Like siao lang..
All look on me...Lame...
The 9ppls all sot jor liao eh...
Always 4gt eat medic...
Cham loh....
Merrissa,J.Anne,Xin Jiang,LooLoo,Xin Hui,Jia Chun,Chen De,Zhi Ying,Ming Liang
One gang run come find us...
So...
Really is bad gang le...
All onli white and black @@

So start taking pic d loh...
Look like is my farewell party...
All keep bully me...playing me...
Bully till sibeh cham that kind...

Woo...Time reach...
Take photo with whole gang 1st...
Then onli take with one by one...
Of coz..Ming Liang is our camera man..
He the one who not from oks..
Any way..Reli thx for helping so much...KIA SAI !!!
When taking pic one by one that time...
I look like a model..?
Every one take with me..
Nex ! Nex ! Nex ! =="
I form5..the bigger also the "youngster" !!!!!
So semua take with me lo...
Half way taking photo...
Sotong reach d..Hehehe...actually is Hui Jen..Ok ? ^^

Stay beside seaside 1 hour like that
Jiu walk go in QB and str8 go cinema buy ticket...
On the way we go...
Like Siao Gang...
1x ppl keep make joke..talking fun...
and taking photo non stop 0.0"
Liao Hor...Meet tio Zi Ming Lao Shi..with 3 small oks member..
Hor Hor !!!! join teacher also mai join us ! kena catch liao !

So talk awhile onli jiu go buy ticket ler...
Count see how many ppl 1st..
1,2,3,4....14 !
Ok..gt 3ppl join their fren 1st..fren bithday go celebrate wor..
So...apa movie leh ?
Erm....Ya ! "Happy Go Lucky"
Rush go buy...
Erm..Excure me..
14 tickets..Happy Go Lucky
G And H...
Ya Ya..Rm84..Thanks..
Hehehe..
We Solo ALL..
Hahahahaha

So after that..bough the ticket...
We taking pic agn...
1st time take so long eh ticket ._.
So take take take...
Keep on playing agn...
Keep laugh non stop...
How siao..how lame..how sot de thing i also did it..
OMG ! is that ME CNY ???!?!?!?!
Cant believe it... xD

So finish buy ticket all le...
Go eat eat eat...
Eat wab...Now onli 11.30am wor...
Ok lah..CinCai go McDonald loh....
On the way walking go MCD...
I recieve 2 phone...
"Hello..president oh..?now i goin QB join u guy ya..?"
Wahhhhh...i contact so long nvr reply me..
Now suddenly phone me say coming =_=
U play me ah..?
Hahaha..ok lah..Nvm..
I know i good.. =P

So rush go back cinema buy 2 ticket for them...
Lucky we choose correct day also...
Wednesday onli RM6
Hehehehehe..Hahahahahaha
Lucky beside us no ppl wan buy..
So..of coz is us liao eh lah...
After buy jiu ho back join them...

Pass Yamaha..
My brain ask me walk faster..faster...
If not die ka cham cham...
But really cham...
Zhi Ying keep kacau me for her double bass...
Alamak liao...
Ok loh..Lai...I play with u !
I book one double bass of u d..dun luan me larh uh !
Hahaha...

Str8 dun care her...and run go Mcdonald..
When reach thr 1150am !!!!!
ARGH ! 10 more mins to 12pm liao...
Tahan..
All lie on table...
Taking pic ah...talking ah..
All lose energy..bcs havent makan... =,=
But still can making joke...
12pm !!! tong tong tong~~~~

Rush go buy..
Che Ark...
So many ppl...
Lucky i go buy 1st..if not i still nid w8 so long...
But...half way...i lazy waiting any more...
Time to older ppl do thing xD
"Xin Jiang Come!"
U stand my place..help me buy thing ok ?
OK...go back table and wait him
Muahahahahahaha...
Thanks much ya ! Love u alot.. Jiang Jiang ^^

So..all buy Fishlet-O-Fish as breakfast....
Excuse Me..?is it Fish Party now..? Hahaha
So...eating...talking..playing
When we finish eat burger....
We still remain alot of french fries...
How ah ?!
We All also cant makan liao...
Easy way..Play game..who lose who eat..
All pakat bully Chen De liao xD
But he really geng sia..keep makan.. =="
But how he eat..how we play also useless..
Remain 3 packet...how how how ?
Oh ya..bad idea come le..
Phone ppl come and take it xD
"Hello ! Wen Xin ah ? whr u ah ? Can u come McD find me ahwile?"
Yeah Yeah !!!! All action !
When she reach here...Str8 take one for her fren..haha...
So notty leh xD
But stil remain 2 packet thr !!!!!!!!!
How ? cant how le..put it thr loh..
BUT..McD...i 4ever rmb it !

After we eating...i still left my ice cream...
I wonder..1 set thing gt inculd ice cream one..?
Nvr know..onli mine havent makan...
They all makan liao...
So..i just put thr..let it melting..
We keep talking..play..joking onli lo...
They all lari pergi toilet...all go shhh shh =="
Onli me..LooLoo here
Talk much le..jiu ai drink liao right...
So..i take the ice cream and drink it...
Mana tau the Siiiiiiiiiiiii LooLoo...
Bad Idea For Me..
Drink liao white white one...can be a beard...
OMG...so..i also play with her lah...
Ya..i sot jor...so fun sia..
But..LooLoo so sot ytd..
When they all come back...
She keep telling other's...
Wab did i do just now..
And then they all keep ask me do it agn... ==

We that time 11ppl's !
If not including me 10ppl's right !
9 of them..taking their handphone..camera...
All get ready wanna capture me...
OMG lah...all standing..
Sit beside table one..WHOLE inside McD de ppl also look on us..
Wab did we know..
Even outside those ppl walking pass by one..
Also look on us..
Is it thr any model or a star ???
How come so many ppl taking camera and handphone capture one ??

Actually not loh...
All playing me..keep ask me for do that stupid lame thing agn..
Ok loh...let me get ready...
1,2,3 ! drink =="
All capture tiok..
Sia Sui !!!
They reli capture tiok arh !!!
OMG ! my face dun noe whr to put liao =x
But any way...happu jiu hao...

After that all come lerh...
Walk lo..Shopping lo..Playing lo..Joking lo..
Really siao and happy lah xD

3.45pm reach..go in cinema...
Lai lai..all sit down...
Happen come liao !
We buy less 1 ticket...But the ppl still let we all in..
He nvr count.. lolz...
When we in liao..all sit le..baru tau...
Less buy one..
HOW HOW HOW !!!!
All keep worry..Cham cham cham
Lai lah..me here..no scare de..hahahaha
Dun care le..
Zhi Ying no place sit..
Go sit the place beside Chen De...
Luckily...No ppl buy it i think ??
Just sit thr and enjoy the show =P
So..Her ticker are freeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOO...u the lucky woman...
Just like the movie
"Happy Go Lucky"
U are so lucky today xD

After movie 6pm d...
My 2 cuties dear Kher Xin and Ming Rui also rush goin back d...
Then we go Old Town..
But i 4gt jor Wen Xin..Sotong and Li Ching...
Aiya ! Sorry ah..
This 3 also mai old town le..
So they go eat their self lo..
When old town..
14ppl's...look like..the old town just for us..xD
So song and enjoy...

Half way eating..meet fren..
Now i tell u
"Ya ! Me as a president one..I belanja they all eat ! So wab !?"
Jealous ? xD
Hui Ming still nid rush go back and tuition..
We all keep tell her..dun lah..dun go lah..no nid go lah..aiyo...
But...suddenly her mum phone come...
She told her mum say
"Mum ah ! They All Ask Me Dun Go Wor !"
Walao de ?
I sit beside her onli..the handphone also quite far from me..
But i also hear her mum sound..scolding ppl..
Siao eh...faster eat..faster go lah !
=="

And then...
6.50pm le
Eat till half..
Small Evonne wanna goin back liao..
Borang H still havent take ah !!!
Ask come Old Town ko mai..
Keep ask me take for her..
MANA TAU...
Old Town is east...
She at west !!!!
So i join Jiang Jiang and Chen De..
We 3 ppl rush go..run go...fly go..tele go...
LOLZ...In 3 or 4 mins onli..we reach thr..
Wakao..So geng..so yeng...
Normal time shopping..if like this we also take 25mins-30mins walk one...
1st time...so fast...
Few mins..we reach...
I bangga with myself =x
And also Jiang Jiang and Chen De... xD

And..Nex time goin out agn..
Evonne..come try to join us talk..play...
I already try my best bring u come in our topic d..
But... hehe..
So..Nex time know do liao hor..
Hahaha...i make sure u laugh non stop ! ^^

After Old Town..
Nth to do..
Went to CYC play..
Wah...i old le..cant play le..
Play awhile nia..tired le.. =(
And hor..U guy danger driving !!!!
I the 1st one..u guy all come piang me let me last one !!!
Wakao eh...like that play eh lah..? ><"
They all lie on CYC dun noe how long..
1hr plus plus i think..Onli go out from thr..

Jiang Jiang !! i see wrong ppl liao !!!
U this Si Wen Bai Lei !!!!
Lolz...At sch so guai kia..
Come Out play so pro..
Lame sia... =="

Night le..wanna go seaside agn one..
But raining..small raining..
So..all also tired d..Go Coffee Bean Sit..
Chit chit chat chat lo..
Hahaha...
9pm some thing sit thr..chat..
Until 11pm..
We onli back...
Chat all oks bad thing...
Shhhh..cannot say here... xD

Any way..
Thanks to u guy..
A very good memory...
Reli enjoy it xD
My farewell hor..??
Hahaha
Hope u guy enjoy it xD

HAPPY MA ?????????????

Wish All Siao 4ever !!!!!!

Any one wanna see picture one..
Go my facebook profile see d..
Thanks and sorry loh xD

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Well...

Here is for CoCo Fren..
On9 fren..Maple Fren..Know it from game..on9..sms...not real life one..
And also some is know from fren de fren de fren..
Bigger than me..or smaller than me one...

Ok...
Very Thanks To U Guy..
We all know each other from a game..
Or just sms..msn..
We all not from the same place..
Not same age...

But u guy keep hear about my xin shi..
Keep let me fa xie...
Many..many..many thing..u guy help me alot..
Onli u guy can make so happy like this...

Some of u..From KL..Selangor..Singapora...
Some more few i also meet in real life le...
Our frenship maybe not deep..
But for me...
U guy the best..
Bcs between us..
We wont argue...
We wont fight..
We wont cari pasal...
So...
I dun noe how to say sia..

ANY WAY !
Really thanks to u guy..

I try to type u guy name...
If not here one..dun emo..bcs it too many... xD

~Here On9 Fren~
Melinda--(LaoMei,Treat As Real Mei Le,Sayang Her Most,Best Than Real Fren,From Selangor)
JJ--------(LaoDi,Siao One,From KL Bah ??)
Hock-----(H0rnyMaster,Meet Be4 Le,From Penang)
Olang----(KiHiao,Meet Be4 Also,From Penang)
Jen------(AhMa,Dear,Meet Be4 Also Le,From KL)
Jelly-----(MaMa,Meet Be4 Too,From Butterworth)
Viuz-----(AiAi,Keep Let Me Bully D,From KL)
Zry------(Good person,Can Talk Can Play,From Selangor Or Whr,Not Sure)
Yen------(Da Ben Dan,Very Siao,From Johor)
Andy-----(Ah Gong,Hiao Ppl,From SG)
Still very very very many =="
So sry..Brain Blank..Think No U Guy
In Heart Can Le xDDD

9/6/2010~Wednesday-7.15am

Woo !
I moody 6days d...
6 days ! 1 more day then 1 week d...
Still so moody...
Still crying...
Still hurt...
Still disappointed..
Still emo...
Haizzzzzzz
Wab to do..?
I reli dun noe wab to do...
Bad thing keep goin on..
Keep happen on me..
Wanna happy 1 day also cant..

I early already knew that..
This 2 week holiday i wont very happy...
Even happy also just a short period...
Facing alot of problem...
Oks problem..fren problem..
Onli this 2 thing..can make me emo whole day d..

Oks..competition 20/6/2010(sunday)...
So..i gonna worry untill that day..
Know the result how le...
Maybe happy ? maybe sad..
After that will AGM soon..
So..maybe after AGM..
My oks job i onli can throw it go !
Woo !!! 4 years job...
I join in AJK 4 years d...
Say go jiu go..
Reli sad...
Suddenly nth to let me do any more.. T,T
About competition one...
I wan say d thing..i say here d...
I can do d..i do liao..
Now i waiting for our practice time..
I gonna to train u guy !!
So 3 days practice days..
Btr bekerjasama with me..
If not..
I keep scolding that time...
U guy all dun bin cha cha let me see...
I scold u guy more and more harder !

Ask urself...
Did u guy training self at home...?
Training how long..? 1 hour ? 2 hours ?
At leart also 4 hours PER day lah !!
If u guy reli wan win the competition..

Fren problem...
Always facing this stupid thing...
All like this one lah...
Wan new dun wan old..
Las time keep say wab..
Uh ! wab after graduate must like this..must like that...
But leh !
Dun say nex time..
Say now can lerh !
Fren !
I treat u all as a best fren..
U guy treat me as wab ?
I already try to talking with u guy
Joking with u guy...
How lame de thing i also did it liao...
U all leh ?
Treat me as a siao po ?
At there ki siao let u guy see ?
Excuse ME !
Im not toy or wab lah !
I just wanna our relationship..
I dun wan end it so fas
Las time when i join u guy..
Ya.keep say all the thing
Wab 4ever and 4ever ?
Ya..i know..frenship hard to 4ever one...
But !!!! at least i know.
I trying to hold this relationship as long as possible
U guy how ?
Wab did u guy did it...
Think urself..
Some time...just ask one more word..u can help alot..
U see lah !
Bcs nvr ask lo..now become argue...
A best relationship spoil...
I should say d is..
Luckily that not me...
But i reli scare..
The nex one is me..

Fren...
U all in my heart...
But u guy nvr and nvr put me in heart..
I know d..
Just see last year - 2009
Wab did u guy did it to me...
I can know..
That time i reli hurt...
I cry..
But u guy leh..
FINE...
Dun say any more...

Today 9/6/2010 !!!!!
Yeah !
A very finally !!
Today reached =x
Outing with oks fren...QB !!!
Hope can happy bah...
Go seaside shout all out agn ~,~
Here blog say u guy..
There goin out with u guy.. xD
Geng leh... xD
Ok..any way..
Tolong sayang my pocket...
Walaupun i promise to belanja u guy...
Im a poor president...
Hehe
Ok lah...
Wish self..
Enjoy today..happy today..

Wish All Ppl Happy Go Lucky !!

Haizzzz...
Ytd 7/6 go for sch activity..Bowling...
still keep tot can release my anger on it...
but leh...
bad mood + nvr eat tio whole day + hand pain...
play a very bull shyt marks...
1st time so low marks
T,T bad sia !!!!!
wakao de loh...
so bo fun lah...
make self more moody...


sien sia...
some more at thr talk not much...
fren say de topic all i cant in campuk..
dun like this lah...
why now our frenship become colder and colder....
why nid like this de...
u guy keep goin on like this...
i keep thinking back to las time...
woo..
one word to say..
HURT !
las time we guy so happy one..
all tgt one...play apa apa pun bersama one...
how come now like u 1 gang...
me 1 gang..he 1 gang...
so many gang come out...
dun u all miss las time..?
our memories..?
or onli mine...

fine...
heart die...
few years frenship...
wanna ending agn..?
no...i dun wan...
i also cant face it...
some more one is 1x years frenship...
colder colder colder colder....
fren fren fren...
4 years time...1x years time...
how hard to get it u know...
not a long period..but also not a short period ah !
how come now will like this eh !!!
ARGH !!!
when i thr...
i reli hurt much...

ytd is las time we go bowling liao...
no nex time any more...
bad sia..
if wan..nex time nid self join fren go d loh...
so...
we still gt the nex time or not ??
fren !!! fren !!!!!!!!!!
WEI !!!! FREN !!!!
reli hope ytd dun is us de las time...
we stil gt nex time right ? my dear fren !
answer me !!!
wei wei wei wei wei wei wei wei !!!!

ytd i went to mr.lai shop buy thing...
seem his mood not good...
bin cha cha eh..
when i see i scared =="
yuan lai some one practice thr oh..
haha...
see some hope about thr..
feeling happy..
at least i know gt member practice self
i also promise myself liao..
one day at least practice 5 to 6 hours !!!
start from sunday(6/6)
hehe...
this two day quite song also lah...
release my anger on my training
lucky i learn de instrument gt this function for me
so sorry to my instrument...
muahahahahahahah...

~~~End~~~

你们好好地想一想。。
清清楚楚地想。。

试问一下。。
我们乐团出场比赛。。
所拿着的名义是什么。。？
我们都拿着 “槟城孔圣庙中华中学华乐团“ 出场比赛叻！！

不是以我们的个人名义出场叻！！
也不是以我的名义出场。。
”周妮萤华乐团“ 不是啊！！！

我们是
”槟城孔圣庙中华中学旧生组华乐团“ 和
“槟城孔圣庙中华中学新生组华乐团“ ！！

是我们每一位团员。。
也许你们说。。
我要赢。。所以才这样。。那样。。
不是！！
如果我们的奖了。。将会使我们每一位团员的。。
你们辛辛苦苦赢回来的。。

别人不会说。。
“哇！周妮萤厉害咯！她赢了！“

不会！！他们会说的是
“哇！中华华乐团赢了！好厉害！“

别间学校的团员看了只会说。。
中华的。。中华的。。
他咯。。中华的。。真厉害。。
他们都在说你！！！
你！！你！！你！！你！！你！！！！！

你们都不想吗。。？

我能说的。。都说了。。
我能做的。。都做了。。
你们要怎样就怎样。。
但。。
我知道。。
如果这场赛事我们赢不了。。
将会是我的遗憾。。
乐团的教训。。
你们的后悔。。

我的心情。。
你们不明白。。
我怪不得。。
但。。。。。
也许赛事完了。。
你们才真真正正的明白吧。。

我有着的希望。。期望。。信心。。
都慢慢的。。
消失去了。。

你们可以给回我吗。。？

This few day really tired...
keep worry this..worry that..
really tired...
fine fine fine...
dun care any more !

say dun care...
but inside the heart..
pain ka si...
ARGH !
really wanna scold u guy liao !
wait and see..
i know 17,18,19/6..
this 3 days sure i will KI SIAO !
keep scolding ppl...
keep emo...
that time u guy dun say me wab wab wab
is u guy make me like this one !
i nvr angry u guy nvr scare me..
UH !!!
nid see timing one wab...
when play..i play with u all...
when joke..i joke with u all..
when i angry..i serious..
u guy should know wab to do liao mar...
still come kacau me..play me...more and more HOT ah ..
just follow wab did i ask u guy do lah..
why dun wan follow wab i say !
ask u take thing for me...
u take to other...
i angry tiao eh..
u make me more angry u mar die loh..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
so stupid uh ??

that day 3/6/2010
go out QB..Neway shout all stupid thing out liao eh...
mood happy liao eh..mana tau agn...
the mood come back..
emo..angry..hurt..disappointed !!
woo ! waste my money on neway onli =="
but any way...
i love tio neway...i wan go agn
ANY ONE ?
hehe...
just w8ing for this coming wednesday(9/6/2010)
goin out with fren agn xD
but is oks fren... =x
lolz..here scold thr outing...
lame sia...
so wab..
they all know my presonality...
i siao can very siao...
i bo song can very bo song... =x

today monday hor !!
yeah ! later noon 1pm-4pm BOWLING !!
OMG !!!
must i throw out all the stupid thing !!!!
kill it..
think as all the ppl as my target..
1...2...and 3 !!!
PIANG !!!
all die..

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

华乐团团员们。。
我真的顶不住了。。
很累啊。。
尤其是2008年参于过全国赛的。。
你们忘了当年你们所流的泪水了吗。。？
那不是辛苦的泪水。。
那是我们得到了奖的泪水。。
我们开心到哭了的泪水。。
付出了。。得到了结果。。
不开心吗。。？
不爽吗。。？
难道就因为得到了奖。。
就当自己很厉害了吗。。？
从不把这场校际赛放在眼里了吗。。？
这是一场比赛嘞。。
不是表演啊。。
你们的态度难道就是不可以改一改吗。。？？
你们很想去了比了一场得初赛后。。
就坐在观众席看别人比赛吗。。？
你们认为这是一种地享受的话。。
你们就别留在华乐了。。
对不起。。
看着别人开开心心的奖。。
自己却伤心的回家。。
到时候你们都别哭了哦。。
太迟了。。求不会的。。
想一想。。
练习了这样长的时间。。
为的是什么。。？
看人家表演。。？
看人家得奖。。？
如果是的话。。
我对你们感到失望。。
你们很笨！！
得奖后所流的泪。。是喜悦的泪。。
这种泪。。得来不易。。
对中华华乐团来说。。
那个奖就如放在我们眼前而已。。
看我们去不去拿而已。。
走出那一步好吗。。？
拜托。。拜托。。

这是我现任主席。。最后一件能够为乐团所做的事情了。。
算我自私一次吧。。
帮我这个忙。。好吗。。？
这一年来。。我这位主席。。
对你们是怎样的。。你们应该明白。。
问你们的心。。
我周妮萤是个怎样的人。。！
背后的我又是个怎样的人。。？
你们每一位任都应该清清楚楚。。
几个月的时间都过了。。
现在就只有2星期的时间吧。。
忍一忍。。拼一拼。。
吞一口气下去。。
吃一个苦。。
拼了这老命好吗。。？
就为了我这老人家好吗。。？
打一场漂亮的战。。
可以吗。。??

我没骗你们的。。
得奖后的心情。。是那么的开心。。
因为你知道。。
你曾经付出的所有。。
是没有白费的。。

难道你们答应我的东西。。
都是骗我的。。？？
玩我的吗。。？？

我真的很怕。。。。。。。

我真的不懂为什么。。
每当我拿起我那宝贝乐器时。。
脑里自然而然的出现了很多的画面。。
我看见了。。
在这场赛事里。。
我们输了。。
我哭了。。
输得很惨。。
我怕了。。
我眼里有的是眼泪。。
无时无刻。。
脑里都会出现这种现象。。
难道这是真的。。??
我开始怕了。。
我没有了信心。。
手都抖了。。
眼泪我也流了不少。。
我做不了什么。。

这是我的失败吗。。？
这是我所做的吗。。？

要赢别人。。
得赢自己。。
但。。
我办不了。。
我输了我自己。。
我输了全世界。。

我伤心。。
我流泪。。
我哭了。。
我失望了。。
我累了。。
绝望了。。

对不起。。

这场比赛。。
我。。我。。我。。。。。。。。

华乐团。。
已经连续了4年的主席流泪了。。
每年都哭了。。
我们所承受着的压力。。
团员不明白。。
压力。。期望。。希望。。
不懂。。为什么。。
都哭了。。
我是第4 为主席哭了。。
让我成为最后一位吧。。？
不希望以后会有主席在流泪。。哭了。。

我对你的好。。
却换来你对我的伤害。。
我不应该。。
对不起。。
我不该一次又一次的在烦你了。。
我知道了。。
我明白了。。
谢谢你。。
对不起你。。

你不明白我的感受吧。。
我不该怪你的。。
当你懂事了。。
你自然而然会明白了吧。。
到时你就会知道我在伤害些什么。。
我哭些什么了。。

至所有的华乐团团员的话：

今年的新团员。。
在4/6（星期五）是我已对你们说了去我最想说的话。。
你们听得进没有我不懂。。我不知道。。
你们当我发疯也好。。
当我在浪费你们的时间也好。。
什么都好。。
那就是我最想对你们说的东西了。。
我用心跟你们说。。
你们用耳朵听。。
而不是用心去听。。
我也没办法。。
奖是你们拿的。。结果是你们的。。
开心是你们的。。什么都是你们的。。
看你们要不要而已。。
你们的付出都已经半年了。。
时间不多。。也不少。。
到了那时候。。是哭。。是笑。。
你们自己选择。。
我不必在逼你们了。。
我都以经中五了。。
也快退休了。。
我不应该再烦你们吧。。
对不起。。
你们的。。你们自己决定。。

旧团员。。
我要说的话我还没有说。。
但。。也许有一天我会说了出来。。


失望。。伤心。。哭。。都不停的发生在我身上。。
每一晚。。关上眼睛。。
眼前有的是许多的画面。。
每一晚。。都哭了。。

所有的团员们啊。。
不懂你们是从来没有放这赛事在眼里。。
或你们没心了。。
我不懂。。
但。。这是我想说的。。
我这位主席算不赖了吧。。
任你们玩。。任你们疯。。
我有骂过你们吗。。？？
问你们的心。。
你们要求的东西。。我给你们。。
你们要怎样。。我让你们。。
为了你们。。
老师骂了我多少。。你们知道吗。。？
你们都想输。。不想赢了吗。。？
放弃了吗。。？？
以前全国赛的精神。。开心。。付出。。泪水。。
你们不要了。。？？
你们忘了。。？？
就算你们真的忘了。。不要了。。
算我自私吧。。
为了我。。打拼下去好吗。。？
我都中五了。。快毕业了。。
最后一年了。。就拜托你们。。
你们要我跪。。我跪。。
你们要我拜。。我拜。。
你们要我怎样。。我就怎样。。
就好让我快快乐乐。。开开心心。。
安安了了的毕业。。下台了。。
好吗。。？？？
你们之前答应我的事。。
都忘了吗。。？
我要的不是叙别会。。
我要什么你们应该明白吧。。

我一定会有一天对着你们说的。。







To Be Continue.......

30/5/2010-Sunday-8.15am

sunday also so early wake...
sien sia..
everyday wake when 6am...
wanna sleep more also cant..
my body auto alarm.. =="
3 year already...everyday nvr over 8am wake...
so...
so early wake wab for ?
on9 loh =="
everyday do the same thing..
facebook..read ppl blog..search thing see..
boring life.. =x but aslo nid enjoy it...
dun wan waste my life =x
and hor...
everyday must sms =="
without phone can die that kind...
now i wonder why las year whole year my phone spoil i can tahan so long...
siao eh ?? @@
and hor..when onli i can get my new phone(N97 mini)??
wait 1 year time liao ah..
HALLO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday nite study account =x
read till pengsan...so many thing to read
and some nid remember the formula..
alamak == reli sakit kepalalah~~~
this time exam account dun noe how liao...
dun fail can liao...
marks also dun drop too much ah...
Ah Mi Dou Fo~
AMithaba~
Ah Leh Lu Ya~~
Alah~~~~~

tmr monday(31/5/2010) exam chemistry...
reli dun noe wab to read larh ><""""
help help help help help
no one can help
onli myself to save myself... @@"
fine...let it go~~~~~

start thinking..
this world reli gt any god ah ??
Hello~~~Excuse Me~~~
Any God Home ????
i always pray to u
but did u hear it ?? =="
i feel that u not helping me and u are playing me
one time and one time...
keep goin on..non stop one...
pls lah...tolong lah..help lah ==""""""

today until here 1st... =x

Good luck to all my dear fren...exam soon gonna over xD
YEAH YEAH YEAH !!!

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提醒自己。。 ^^

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It's So High High High !!!!!

xD

Love Sammi

This post is for some one who name Jett Tan Kar Ho see one !!

Bcs hor...I tell e i gt blog liao..
then i write chinese eh nia mar..
mana tau E ask me write english...
E see i write so many chinese he lazy read...
E onli read englishhh...

So now i'm goin to start write englishhh

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Enough BO ?????????????


Happy bo..? just post for u nia eh... ~,~

你错了。。

爱情是两方面的问题。。
爱情是两方面的付出。。
爱情是两方面的责任。。

爱情。。在这两个字中包含着了许多的意义。。
难道，爱情中有的只是两方的爱吗。。？？

爱情里有着的是两方一起面对的。。
有问题是一起解决。。一起面对。。或者一起逃避。。=x
当一方有问题的时候，另一方应该陪旁着他。。给着正面的支持。。
问题不会无原无故出现的。。
当两者间的爱情一旦出现了裂缝。。
就是问题的出现。。
这时候。。
两方都应拿起勇气面对。。
而不是把问题丢向另一方。。
让一方拿起这两方的问题。。
太不公平了。。
也太重了。。如果拿久了。。也累了吧。。
迟早也会放下的。。
结果是如何。。心里明白就好。。

两方的付出。。
两方都应为另一方付出。。并非只有一方的付出。。
没有“爱”，那会有“情“。。
没有“男”，那会有“女”。。
真的。。真的。。
别以为你没有为对方付出。。
或者对方没有为你付出。。
有时候。。我们真的感受不到。。
付出是看不到的。。摸不到的。。
惟有的办法是。。
用我们的心。。我们的真心。。
去感觉。。去感受。。
双方都不应该计较谁付出得比较多。。
谁付出得比较好。。
这些都不应比较。。
如果要计较的话。。
这不叫着爱情了。。
你为对方付出了许多。。别再怪自己没有或不够。。
这只会带给你痛苦。。
好好地想一下吧。。

这些就是责任。。
两方的责任。。
爱情有时候说来说去的问题都一样。。
仔细想一想。。别用脑想。。
而是用你的心去想。。真心。。慢慢的想。。
你就会找到答案了。。自然而然答案跑出来找你的。。